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My new dub
2006-12-07 01:42:41
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B1ZEVJ8pVjA
I am not responsible for any scarring that may occur during my dub o.0 - 2006-12-06 23:37:22 awww....sensei sad :(
- 2006-12-06 18:55:10 I think I fall under the category of 'village idiot' XD
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random crap
2006-12-06 18:25:20
I just took a final early for psych.
but it's a bonus test so if you completely fail it, it doesn't count.
but if you get an A on it, you can replace a crappy score with that one. Sweet.
so maybe I can analyze people's minds? Nah, j/k :P I can't even analyze my own mind o.0 or my feelings for that matter...
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lately though, I've been feeling a lot of emotion, a big change from a person that didn't feel any at all. it's like someone bashed down the wall around my heart or cracked the stone that encased it. This is some power that is beyond my control. I can sort of 'sense' the difference in my attitude in general....and it's a good feeling
but at the same time, there is some conflict. the logical part of my brain that runs solely on pragma is telling me that some of what I'm feeling is not a good idea. it's screaming, "what are you doing?" but the other side is saying to "follow my heart."
which path do I choose?
the world will never know.
but if a time comes for me to choose, I will be able to choose. because by that time enough time will pass were I will be confident in my decision. I think I already know what it is, I just want to make absolutely %100 percent that my choice is correct.
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Yeiweh is getting deep again...does this mean the end of the world?
nah, j/k, but still.
it is a nice change from me talking about editing or worst crap like food.
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I need to get a move on with my gifts. I need to order a certain gift now to get it in on time for my greatgran that lives in England, and I will deliever another gift at the same time that goes almost the same distance.
my greatgran loves cats, so anything cat related will work.
after that, I have to figure out some gift ideas for my family that lives here and friends. maybe people on the org too? I dunno, maybe just make a X-mas vid for everyone that doesn't have to do with X-mas persay. Who knows. It depends on the time and money I have. I hope I can afford the gifts for the people that are close to me. But even if I have to sell my soul to pay for all this, I will get it done.
but I hope the mail isn't slow because my greatgran lives in England and I'm worried that it won't get to her on time. I was going to visit her this X-mas, but we put off the trip 'till the summer.
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and I'm working on the idea of AWA. The impression I get right now is that if I pay for it, I can go. but my folks are super protective, so I doubt they are going to let me go all the way across the continent. But that's why I'm winding them down NOW so that they can get used to the fact that I can manage on my own. It's just three days anyway :/
I just need to get a price estimate for the ticket, room, food, and the crap that the sell there so that I can save up for it. My college also OWES me money, so I might put it aside for not only England but for AWA and the con that happens near me.
But I'm rooming with my friend and her friend so I'm not TOO worried about that. I just need enough for food and my share of the price. I'm probably going to end up rooming with people at AWA, I just want to know what I need for my share. Under the laws of equivalence.
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see? this is the pragmatic part of my brain that is mentally preparing for every step before I take it. Yeah, nice way to live huh? I think my brain gets so bored that my impulses come out in random expressions and thoughts. Meh..... -
2006-12-06 14:06:02
I still have to work during the break though :/
forgot about that.
poor sensei....
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