JOURNAL: SilversLightning

  • stuff 2006-10-23 16:50:25 I didn't go to one of my classes because I have three classes in a row and I can't handle the overload. And the teacher said that she could excuse it if you're sick...and also you can miss a lot of days and not get kicked out of the class. I don't miss class unless I am honestly feeling sick and not lazy....and this is one of those days. Plus I'm not missing anything in that class anyway. Just standard boringness

    plus, it's such a nice day out...I really don't want to waste it...when winter sets in, I probably will get sick more. I should really get a flu shot just in case even though it's been a couple of years since I had it. But if I am put out of commission over something stupid like that, I really don't want my grades to suffer because i was sick.

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    but Katie's coming back! whoot. Maybe yaoi-con wouldn't have sucked if I went. I can be pretty damn entertaining on a caffeine high. I just hope that I'm still not sick when she gets back so I can get on Skype and get the details.

    but if I still sound sick you'll know why...

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    Ah, Yeiweh, how do you get yourself into these messes?

    Well there are a couple of reasons why I could've gotten sick even though the weathers been exceptional for fall (it still feels like summer and I don't get sick in summer)

    1. Lack of sleep
    2. The damn alarm clock
    3. Forgetting to feed myself (but now I'm forcing myself to take breaks and eat something even when I'm not particularly hungry)

    er....damn....

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    well today, just trying to take it easy. I watched that chef show in the caffeteria (they have like 4 TV's in there, but you don't really always get to choose what it played) and now, I'm just going to play some games and browse fanart and maybe write a bit of fanfiction.

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    I still have to upload my fanart of Osiris, Obelisk, and Ra in human looking mode wearing YGO G/X jackets. I think Osiris looks the best out of the three, but I didn't intentially discriminate because Ra is actually my fav of the three.

    Obelisk looks a bit like Negima because he wears the same type of glasses. He didn't originally wear those glasses, but my friend suggested that make of glasses would look better on him.

    Osiris has hair that looks like Varon's but red, blue eyes, and very sarcastic. And a major baka. Honestly. But most of his sarcasm is true, so he's a very funny guy. You wouldn't maybe like him at first though, he can get really annoying.

    Osiris in Egyptian myth (as in a story that teaches morals or where we come from, but it could still be true and we just don't know it.) has an evil brother named Seth, so I followed that up with my fanfic. His brother Seth has the same hair style but black, red eyes, and he's a goth of course. Heh, you knew that was coming, I had to put a goth in there somewhere.

    His 'girlfriend' is Isis of course, but she doesn't look like Priestess Isis at all, something completely different but I haven't made a character design for her. But Isis is more like Osiris's fangirl than anything. I really am more into yaoi than straight romance, so there is a subtle pairing of Ra and Osiris because their true forms are dragons

    I deemed it...dragon shipping :P :P :P :P

    Copyrights apply >)

    Ra is really kinda whimpy and whiny a bit...but not so whiny like Shinji from Eva. Just too shy and soft for his own good. But he's always getting chased after the girl goddesses because he's really puppy dog kawaii. Damn if I could I would go and chase after him XD

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    But I didn't just do Egyptian Gods...I did some Greek and Hindu gods too. Like the Head of the Red Dorm is actually Zeus and the Head of the Blue Dorm is Vishnu (human form Krishna) apparently I paid a bit too much attention to World Religion class, but it was a history class we were required to take. But we went to the museum, and stuff like the Egyptian Book of the Dead and Hindu statues were so uber awesome....

    I thought it was interesting some of the Hindu gods had like six arms and things like that, that a sci-fi geek could identify with. Before I was a goth I was a sci-fi geek so maybe there was a tiny little bit of it still left inside of me.

    But anywho, it's really important to explore those kind of things so that you don't end up being ignorant.

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    My favorite though is definitely Jesus. Jesus rocks out loud period. He is so tight ass like you wouldn't believe. and He is actually very sarcastic as well if you get what he's saying. He's just so awesome ^^

    I have a theory that he did travel around the world to expand his scopes as well. Like some of the ideals that he discussed remind me of Buddhism, so maybe he had a Buddhist sensei? You never know. And also ressurection is also very similiar to the 'cult' of Osiris (when I say cult I don't need the modern sense of the word I mean a religious group) and we know that he spend a lot of time in Egypt so he had to get the ideas from SOMEWHERE

    he just took those ideals and applied it to the people around him. but he didn't just stick to being Jewish because the insight was a lot different from peacefullness and ressurection and things like that. Very interesting if you think about it.

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    wow...rambling...I have no life ^^;

    but this is mainly for me, and most of time no one cares....except when I write things like my profile died or something. I dunno

    The WTF MEP got more negative attention than possitive but I was expecting that. But I know no one really cares all that much about it anyway. 
  • relasp 2006-10-23 13:36:15 okay, I think that I'm having a relasp because I was feeling generally okay yesterday, but now I feel crappy today, I can barely concentrate on writing this. I had my head down on the desk in my math, and I usually only doodle o.0

    the thought of staying home crossed my mind, but I realized that I live in the real world and people can fire you if you take off too many days. but I can barely concentrate so I dunno what's worst. Plus at my college there are classes were if you miss 3 day without a doctor's note, you get kicked out. But what doctor is going to give you a note for a cold? Honestly....?

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    I'm going to retry loading the WTF MEP using a different client. Everytime I use this client I get booted off, so now it's time to try one were I can resume the download from were it left off.

    but...I might be asleep....so I dunno....

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    I worked a bit on POTO, it's looking good, I just have to fix a couple of things before I proceed. It's probably a really great work, but it requires a lot of attention. I guess I'm more into beat sync than an actual storyline, because this video is more about syncing with the beats in the background, but I am also trying to balance it with the storyline.

    and no more divx logo...but you may have noticed that in the Final Judgement. The only good thing about the vid. I really kinda sucks, especially for me, but maybe Pharaoh of the Opera will make up for it.

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    but still...it's going to be a very long time before my profile goes back to normal. I remember when it was ALL above average, then only lip sync went below average (I suck at lip sync anyway, I honestly do. That's why I don't really try to lip sync anymore...) and now EVERYTHING's below average. Oh well...

    I'm suprised that i can concentrate on writing this...I feel so sleepy.... 
  • I'm over my journal limit, but I have to say this. 2006-10-22 15:35:50 I'm going to be the one that defends Cornwiggle. I just need to. He was actually doing really great for a long time, and then he got aggitated. If he doesn't want to be in my MEP he has every right to that opinion. You can agree with it or not, but he does have a right to his opinions just as much as I do.

    you know stuff like that will just aggitate him. Just leave him alone and he won't bother anyone anymore.

    He was doing so well to...I'm sorry I have to play Devil's Avocate here, but if I don't do it no one will. That is all. 
  • 2006-10-22 15:08:17 please don't.

    well the good news is the MEP is finally approved. Thanks Vlad...you saved my ass.

    I have to work later...but watch the scores be even more fucked when I come back.

    this is the most hilarious thing...no hard feelings to the all oneers. i can 'take life by the balls' and I can take a joke.  
  • and now it's just dead. period 2006-10-22 14:57:22 you have to love anti-pimping. Are you happy now? My profile is completely dead. Thanks for murdering it.

    well one things for sure...I won't make another MEP for a while... 
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