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thursday evening 18.04 o'clock here in germany right now in my room ^-^
2003-10-23 11:08:23
I & my brother are going to drive in 30 minutes to a friend.We'll drink a little bit and playing drink games ^-^ Will be funny,i guess.
That's the reason,why i must write very fast now,so don't be angry about mistakes :)
Inu Yasha was very cool,today.it was about a princess,who should be saved by a samurai and of course Inu Yasha and kagome.The Samurai was awesome lol he was soo stupid,he droped in every brick lol so funny,but he's a nice guy,who s pretty brave :)
My brother has come back now...he has bought alcohol lol,but i have to go now.So bye bye everyone,and have a nice night :)
Bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^ -
romance ^-^
2003-10-22 17:16:05
Yes,the romance is a nice thing,but i don't mean this romance ^-^ i mean romance....a song title of Apocalyptica,which is called romance.
This is an awesome song...only an instrumental song,but sooo wonderfull...it has a kind of hope and at the same time breeze of sadness,i can't describe it.
I'm always thinking of the anime "Now and Then,Here and There",when i hear this song...
the song describes the atmosphere of this anime....
this Anime is a drama.It is about the war.One child,called Shu,has been teleported into another world.A planet,in which are mannyy deserts.A dry planet.
There are some small villages and towns in it.But the worst thing in this world is the sick man Hamdo...the dictator of the fortress "Hellywood".
He forced children,which his soldiers have kidnaped before,to be soldiers.
if anyone refuse,then he is going to be beaten and is going to be killed.....
Anyway...this anime is very dramatically and sad.This song always remember me at this anime. Apocalyptica - romance :)
Today was a quiet day...i am not as ill as i was yesterday...i think,i will be healthy tomorrow ^-^
that's fine,isn't it?
I ve to thought about school today...next monday my school is going to begin again.but i ve ähm 4 days holidays till then ^-^
I don't wanna go back to school,argh this damn tests and notes and so much hours,although i ve not many school hours pro day :)
Anyway...it is still holidays :)
I am going to drink tomorrow evening with my friend and my brother ^-^
that's the main reason,why i wanna become healthy lol
that's always very funny.
I feel sad anyhow now,i don't know why....it is because of the school next monday ?? hmm...don't know....it feels pretty strange.It could be due to the silence now here in my room and the feelings,i ve due to the school.
Anyway...i am going to see some amv's now and listening a little bit music and then i ll go to bed and watching tv or sleeping or both things ^-^
So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now.
- It is 00.16 am here in germany - ( only wanna say this due to the time...don't want you to think,that i go so early to bed,because in usa it is 17.17 o clock now ^-^ ) -
Don't let yourself go, cause everybody cries and everybody hurts sometimes
2003-10-21 17:41:39
Another line from a REM song,called everboy hurts*cry*it is such an emotionally song.....really impressive.I believe,this song is the soundtrack of the also awesome movie "When a man loves a woman" with Andy Garcia and another great actor in the female main part.
this movie is about a familiy,consisting of two small,young girls with the age of c.a 6 and 3 years,i guess and her mother and father(Andy Garcia).it is an beautiful woman,but she get more and more stressed because of the work and many other things...she began to drink on partys....she drinks always very much till she can't work...someday Garcia and she are driving alone without their kids to mexico for relaxing a little bit.
And she has drunk too much in the evening again and they were both on a small rowboat...now is going to come a veryyy impressive scene...she has stood up in the small ship and dandled up and down..andy get angry and serious and said her,that she should sit down...and after that you can see her falling off the row in the sea and going under the water in slowmotion...it was dark outside,so andy couldn't see anything..the moment,in which she was underwater and was shown in slowmotion was veryyy awesome,in my opinion.
Andy could save her...of course :)
And the movie goes on...she should go to a cure etc....
It is worth to look this movie...
anyway, i talk too much -.-''
I am almost healthy ^-^ that's pretty nice.
I haven#t done many things today,because i was ill lol so i won#t write this down now...ir do you wanna know,when i has taken my medicine e.t.c ^-^
Of course not,he? lol
I ve tryed to learn a little bit about Adobe After Effects today :)
I ve had this programm since 1 year,but have never used it,because i was too stupid lol
No,that wasn't it...it was only no need to use it till NOW ^-^ sounds well,hm?
I was only using Adobe Premiere for making my effects...that was pretty well.
but now,i wanted to make another effect.
I wanted to get a small screen,which shall show a scene,in a normal screen...you know what i mean....like a piece of paper,in which you lay a small piece of paper in the right corner or in the left etc
The paper shall be the scene and the small paper shall be a scene,too..only smaller and applied in another scene ^-^
Understood? -.-''
Okay,anyway...i ve tried to understand after effects and was successfull....my own knowledge was enough to understand this programm*yesss*lol*happy*.
it is a nice kind of programm...the effects are awesome...and you ve many possibilities :)
Okay...i am tired now,so i am going to bed now....It is 00.40 am in germany now...yes,i live in germany ^-^ like i ve said it so manny timmesss -.-''
here it is dark now and cold outside,very clouded...and in USA,it is now ähmm*think* 13.41 o clock or also called 1.41 pm and not dark,but bright.
anyway...bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^
and sleep well :)
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oh life,is bigger,is bigger than you,and you are not me....
2003-10-20 16:39:36
That's a line in the song....LOSING MY RELIGION from REM ^-^
I am just listening to this song....the only word,i can connect with it,is "great"....it is an old song,BUT still an awesome song.
i can identify myself with this song ^-^ Everyone can identify hisself with this song,i guess.
Because this song is about the life...and the many decisions,you ve to made in your life.Some are to the advantage of yourself and some are to the disadvantage of yourself.But that's the life...you are going to make mistakes...but it isn't as bad as you perhaps think.Only if you make mistakes,are you able to learn about it and to make it better the next time :)
I am not as ill as i was yesterday for luck...the illness is going away,i think.......i hope lol
I ve still a sore throat etc but not fever anymore.And that's good.
It is 23.27o'clock here now,so i am going to write my review to end and will go to bed for sleep :)
I ve missed one part of inu Yasha today :( because was playing a ps2 game with my brother....that#s pretty angry..but it doesn#t matter at all,because Inu Yasha consists of many episodes ^-^
I ve thought about something yesterday evening,as i tried to fall asleep.
About a topic,which is very strange.
About fear.....why did we fear ? What did we fear? Did everybody take fright at the same things?? "There is nothing to fear,except fear itself"
This text has said a famous person,which name i ve forgotten right now lol *shame on me*
But that's a line,which makes me contemplative.
I would like to know very gladly,if everyone fears the same things,i fear in my life.....
Anyway...it is late now,so i ve to go to bed now.
Bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^ -
i am ill now :( *argh*
2003-10-19 15:47:08
Like i ve said,i ve gone to my friends yesterday night for drinking a little bit and for having fun ^-^
and it was very funny lol we ve drunk 1 x Xuxu;1 x a bottle of red, 8 x beer and 2,5 liter sangria*hihi* i haven't drunk too much for luck,because i am mostly winning our drink games*yess*lol
But only mostly,not every time -.-''
After drinking till 24.00 o'clock,we have gone to a pizzeria for eating a big pizza*smile*.And following,we went to a disco,near my hometown.
I ve met much people in the disco and have talked a little bit and had to dispense some drinks to my friends -.-'' but they dispensed me some drinks,too...of course lol ^-^
And at ca 4am we went all together back home....
It was very cold outside...c.a 2 degree....that's the reason,why i am ill now...i ve 39 °C fever and sore throat :(
That's very bad,because i ve holidays now -.-'' why does it always happen to me???? SO UNFAIR lol
Anyway....i am going to bed now and hopefully sleep well :)
So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^
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