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i am almost KO lol
2003-10-30 16:51:17
I need the weekend...so muchhhhhhhh.
Can't take anymore.So much,everything pressing down on me.I have the feeling,that i can't breath anymore.I'm drowning.Because i have to do so much with the school in my opinion...so much hours per day.i go to school,when it is dark and go back at home,when it is dark.That sucks.I get the impression,that i have no day.
that's why i need the weekend so much NOW.
I have to come over the school tomorrow and than i ve finished :)
Okay,i am going to bed now.
So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now.
- time here in germany now 23.52 o'clock - -
i am feeling exhausted.....
2003-10-29 16:33:21
Yes,the last days were exhausting days in my opinion and the next one are going to be exhausting days,too......
I don't know why i feel myself exhausted.I guess,it is,because i have had holidays for two weeks.And i haven't to do so much things in holidays.And now,the "real life" is beginning again.....damn school lol i guess,that's the reason,why i feel exhausted.I have almost no time for me to relax a little bit :( I have school the whole day...some hours in the morning and some in the evening the most days.between this hours i must do some things like making homework or learning and eating or making some things with a friend....no time for me to relax like sleeping a little bit.
Tomorrow is going to be such an exhausting day again...
This is my day tomorrow:
- 8.50 am : i stand up
- 9.50 am :I have two hours of my major course Physics till 11.25 am
- 11.25am till 12.30 pm : i have a free hour and i am going to eat a little bit with some of my friends or will go to the computer room for going into the inet.
- 12.30 pm : I have two hours of my major course mathematics till 14.05o'clock.
- 14.05 : i am going to drive at home and eat there my lunch.After that i am fast going into the inet for checking my mails.
- 14.30 : i must go to the dentist till 15.00 o'clock c.a.
- 15.00 : i have free time for making my homework at home and learning a little bit.
- 16.15 : I have to go to school,because i have two hours of sport.
- 17.50 : i am driving at home and will watch Inu Yasha,which i have admited on video tape :)
- c.a 18.40 : After watching this,i am going to eat a little bit and have to learn for physic test and a little bit for the latin test :( After that at c.a 19.00 i have free time to do what i want lol *yesss* ^-^
that will be my day tommorow ^-^ Now you know why i am exhausted.It is very exhausting to have such a plan.On this are mostly things,i don't like...but some things are quite nice :)
Okay,that was my journal for today.So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^
- My time here in germany : 23.34 o'clock - -
when the violence causes silence........
2003-10-28 15:56:56
-------The Cranberries - Zombie-------
An unbelievable song....so dramatically and sad.It emphasizes the insanity of the humans....they fight against each other in wars...erases lifes....LIFES...for...money......
Lifes against money.
Children loose their parents and why? So that the state is becoming richer to buy better weapons and create powerfull weapons or tu build better streets.So people can walk better over street.
but the truth is,they walk over dead bodys,walk over tears......
It makes me sad....i'm glad,that i live in a peacefull land....
anyway...that was cranberries with zombie.
I#m exhausted.I don't really know,why.The school was okay the first days...but i m going to write much and difficult tests next week.Will be not funny lol
I am going to drive next week ^-^ i have my first driver lesson.
I hope,that i won't build an accident :) and i hope,that i am talented in driving and learn fast to drive....and not very slow,like a stupid boy with no ability.
Anyway...i am thirsty now..
so bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^ -
first school day tomorrow -.-''
2003-10-26 15:46:11
Yes,the school is going to beginn tomorrow :(
it is a little bit sad,because i like holidays lol who doesn't?
Anyway...i can't do anything against it.I guess,that i don't feel this bad after i had finished the first school day....
it is always the same...the first day is the worst.And than it is normal to go to school every day :)
But i wanna have free now lol i don't want to go to school *grrr*
two of my musicvideos have take part at a contest :) At this SSS Anime Contest or how it is called.
It should end at october the 25th,but now it is oct. 26th and nothing happened -.-''
I guess,that the judges haven't still formed his decision.
i hope,one of mine will win this contest ^-^
But if it is not the case,i won't be sad...all i want is,that someone look my musicvid and enjoy it :)
Okay...it is late now,so i am going offline now.
Bye bye everyone,who#s reading this right now ^-^ -
Lake of fire ^-^
2003-10-25 04:39:09
The song,i'm listening to right now.it is Nirvana :)
I feel myself pretty bad,because i think,that i have drunk too much yesterday.i was at 1am at home and fell asleep very fast.And i woke up today at c.a 10 am in the morning.Outside it is cold,c.a 2 gegree celsius,i guess.And it is always raining or a little bit snowing.Bu the snow doesn't lay down,it thaw.
Today is my last free day,before i ve to go to school again.Okay,i have free tomorrow,too,because it is sunday then.But it isn#t a free day in my opninion,because i have to learn for school and i am always going to know,that i have school the next day.That#s not nice,and make the free day to a not free day lol
I am trying to do a little bit on my homepage today,i guess.
because i haven't done anything on it since 2 month c.a.
I want to make a section for the anime trigun.Because trigun is such a cool anime with vash the spampede ...LOVE AND PEACEEE ^-^ lol
Hmm....i start to think,if anyone reads my journal??
because i always see,that only 3 people have clicked to my journal,but if they have read it,is another question lol
but it is okay,i am not angry about this.
But it let me feel,like i write my journal for nothing.....hmm...no,that's wrong.i am always happy,if ONLY ONE people read this...yes :)
Then i am happy,also it is only one poeple. lol
pretty stupid of me,hm?
Anyway...bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^
Boah i feel like i am still drunken now lol
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