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do you ever question your life,do you ever wonder why?
2003-11-14 10:47:12
Ian van dahl - castles in the sky....a nice song.I ve often asked myself,why i am living...have i to achieve a destiny,which god has chosen for me??Am i only living to keep the pot boiling?Or have i got the present of life only to live a nice,happy life???i don't really know.The only thing i know is,that i am living and shall make the best of it :) Even if it sometimes cruel,sad and bad..but like everyone knows...after the rain comes the sun ^-^ I guess,that everyone can say,that he/she has had a good life with many happy and precious moments.I hope it.if not,i think,you ve wasted your life.You shouldn't think too much about the evil and sad site of the life.because when you only do this,you ll forget the good site.That doesn't help neither you,nor the poor people.
it is like a glass of beer.If you get one,you should drink it and not look at it,searching for a big hair in it or smelling at it,only to smlee,if it hasn#t been poisened by someone.
If you doubt everything,you ll never trust someone.And you have to live a life,appointing of doubts.
hmm...i am such a philosoph lol
Okay,i am going to drink tonight with some of my friends and my brother
^-^
it is raining outside till now.that's not good.I dislike rain.It is so wet lol
Today,i have had a driver lesson.And i can say,that i can drive a car very well lol in my opinion.Really.I think,that i ve drive the car today very well...has switched the gears very carefully and good.I was proud ^-^ of myself lol
Okay,anyway...i am going offline now.
So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^ -
desert rose
2003-11-11 11:53:16
sting - desert rose.
A song,i m listening to now :) quite nice.
Hmm....what happened today in my life ^-^
Nothing lol although....that's not right.I went to school this morning the first 5 hours.Nothing ineteresting happened.have had a normal school day.In my physic lesson,i have opened my physic book and have pitched accidentally a site about nuclear fission.it is a veryyy interesting topic in my opinion.How has such a small electron such a mighty power,if it comes to a nuclear fission.Thousand of dagree in one little point....and than a blast wave is going through the land....destroy everything with his unstopable power.
it is insane.Not to mention the H-bomb....a horrobile invention.It has only been invented to destroy manyyy creatures in a very small time.
What shall this use.....it causes only pain.
But it is impressive...this power in such small things.unbelieveable.
Anyway..what happened in my day. 1st school,than drivers education.I can drive now very normal...okay...not normal lol but it is difficult to approach.I ve stall the car only two times :) lol good,hm? lol
Anyway...that's enough for now.So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^ -
long long ago ^-^
2003-11-09 13:08:50
Sorry guys,i have forgotten to write in this journal....hmm...not,that's wrong lol to be honest,i hadn't a fancy to write in my jorunal*shame on me*^-^
Okay,what's happened the last days in my life lol :
I ve got history test back and german test,too. history : 2 points :( and germany 4 points :( This are the only 2 subjects,which i am bad in.So i must write the next one better ^-^
At friday and saturday evening,i have drunk with 3 friends & my brother a little bit and have played drink games :)
Was very funny,but at saturday evening,i got belly aches at the end :( don't know why ? I guess,because i ve drunk too several alcoholic drinks*g*but that happens sometimes.fortunately my belly aches has stoped,after i have eaten a big pizza lol Yes,everyone will ask itself now,why i have eaten a pizza,when i know accurately,that i ve belly aches.But i was soo hungry lol
I ve my third driver lesson tomorrow :) I can switch the gears till now ;) But i always switch from the 3gear into the 4th one,when my teacher says,"go back in the second one"..... -.-''
And sometimes it happened,that i forget,in which gear i am actually now.So i have to take a look at this....and during i do this,the car is going to drive nearer to the ditch lol
Okay,now i am going to look tv.
So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^ -
beat me,hate me,you can never break me !
2003-11-05 12:55:10
Michael Jackson - They don't really care about us.A nice song ^-^ i am just listening to right now.The line above is out of this song :)
I ve had a nice day today.
I and my major course of mathematics have driven to the university in oldenburg.Oldenburg is a big city,two hours away from my hometown.
The university is veryy big and the rooms are soo nice,unbelieveable.Like it is shown in the movies ^-^ But the seats are a little bit strange.It is difficult to sit down on this ones ;) Not because i am so big or anything like this lol
The lectures of the professors were quite interesting.one about the chaos theory in the physic.The chaos pendulum and the other one,i ve seen, about the things,you can do with mathematics.After listening to two lectures ( one lecture is about 1 hour -.- ),i and some of ma course have gone in the city.oldenburg is such a big city with so much stores.I ve eaten a biigggg pizza there....too big lol i couldn't eat the whole pizza,so i ve given the pizza to two of my friends ^-^
I was at c.a 18.00 o'clock back at home.
Another topic : my drivers school.I have to make theory in the next 4 weeks :) And i am such scared about failing :( because,if i failed,i have to go back to school and everyone will ask,i i have succeeded the test and i must say " No,i was to stupid ....." lol so pleasse god,guide me through this darkness :)
Okay,that was it for now.
So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^ -
crucify my love
2003-11-03 16:10:20
A song from X- japan....only an instrumental song,bur quite perfect in my opinion.I like this one ^-^
Sorry,that i have forgotten to write in my journal,but i was quite busy the last days.Had to write a latein test today,after that i have had my first driver's lesson ^-^
Yes,i can guide the wheel till now and i can switch in the first gear and can approach lol
it is cool,isn't it?
Anyway...i have to write tomorrow a test in my major course physics :( I hope,that i am going to write a good mark.
I must drive to a university at wednesday with my math major course,because it is the day of math at wednesday then.
To be honest,i don't wanna drive 2 hours in a car only to hear lectures about mathematic -.-''
But i can't say to my teacher,that i don't wanna go there.Because my whole major course wants to drive to this university except two other people....including me lol
Anyway...it is late now 23.12 o 'clock now,so i will go to bed now.
Bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^
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