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all i had to do was to be nice,but no no no,i fucked it up...
2003-12-19 10:44:42
dover- better day.A song,i m listening to right now ^-^ The line,you can read above is from this song.This song is about a person,who has ever made the same things in his/her life and was nice to everyone and shy and has never made trouble,hasn't said his/her opinion about everything.
But NOW ,she/he wants a change.He wanna quit it all,will ran away to a better day.
That's sometimes a fact,that everyone wants.to quit it all and ran away to a better place ^-^
I like this song also,because i m a little bit shy sometimes,too lol but i don't wanna change,i like the way i am.It isn't like that i am never saying anything.But i am not the kind of person,who always want to be in the middle point of everything.This isn't my style ^-^ lol sounds cool,hm??
Anyway,i m going to a friend in 30minutes.it is 17.45 o'clock here now in germany.Me and my brother will drink a little bit there and have fun,i guess :)
So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now.
And a happy friday night ^-^ -
Cuz your not in my world to ease my worries...
2003-12-18 02:28:36
"Cuz your not in my world to ease my worries
& you can't be the one I turn to
Who's gonna watch over me if not you
Will your memory live on inside me"
A wonderfull song in my opinion.The lyrics are amazing.I ve found this song three days ago,when i ve downloaded an amv called "through time,through space".This amv is great,but i like the music muchhhh more.i adore this song.
It says everything,what i am feeling sometimes....
Hasn't anyone sometimes asked,why he s living in THIS world.
You stand up every morning,go to school,have fun with friends,go sometimes to disco s ,party s,drink with friends and wake up the next morning.
This is quite funny.But what will come??
You know,you ve to stand up every morning for school the next year.You ve to worry about your notes,because you must get good notes,to receive a good job.After school you ll have to study or something like that.Stand up every morning to learn everything and to fear,if you re gonna fail or not.
After that you ll get a job till the end of your days.
Is that your life????i think,everyone has to live his life with fun and happyness,with friends !!! You re most happy,if you ve friends around you.You forget about this damn fear of failing the school,of failing in the future.
But i think,every anime fan has asked himself,how it would be to live in this anime with this characters.How nice would this life be.Okay,it is dangerous,you can get injured perhaps or die.But you had lived a life with some people,you re close to,because you know them from your anime.
A world,where gods live and demons,or a world,where anarchy is the reign,and bounty hunters earn his money from catching people.Or a world,where humans are much stronger and fight evil people.
All the worlds are nice,even if the worlds are much dangerous than ours.It isn't important,because you ve the people around you,you like.
That's the reason,why i think,friends are the most important people in the world and the familiy.Because you can lean on this people.You trust them.
Trust is very important.
I like this life,i live here.But sometimes i dream of living in another world with my anime characters lol *dream* but that's only a dream.
You know,LIFE IS BUT A DREAM.
I ll leave here,i ll escape from this world ^-^
Bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^
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Happy Brithday to me ^-^ lol
2003-12-06 07:24:40
Today is my birthday*happy* i am 18ten now.Isn't that great.Yes,it is.I ve fete into my birthday yesterday a little bit with two friends and my brother.Was very cool....i ve got presents from them,although i ve said it isn#t neccessary,that they buy me a present :) That was pretty nice lol
I got a baby bottle,called "babydream" *laugh*they ve said,it would fits to me very well,because i always drink soo slow the alcoholic drinks.But that's wrong in my opinion :)
Today is nikolaus knobeln in my town,that's pretty cool.I hope i am going to win MUCHHHH nice cute things.After that i will drink again with some friends and we are going to go into a disco after that probably.
I am always lucky,that many people haven't forgotten my brithday.
I feel so popular lol but it is always a little bit embarrassing,when it is your birth day.because you are always the middle point everywhere...i always feel so unsafe then.
Anyway..i ve to go outside now...my relatives are coming in some minuts ^-^ so bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^ -
But as darkness falls,this true love falls apart ....
2003-11-26 16:41:19
Roxette - vulnerable.This line above is out of this song ^-^
I like to adduce lines out of songs.The most lyrics from songs have a meaning.this meaning is emphasized by the melody and the canto.That's it,what causes the emotions in us,when we hear this song.We start to think about what the song will say,we begin to see,what of this song is related to us.With what part of this song we can identify with.
I think,a song can tell what a person is feeling.
A song can show,what a heart of someone feel.
Anyway ....what happened in my life the last days.
i ve had school and much driver lessons.I can drive very good now,i guess ^-^ school was like everyday....a little bit boring,but funny.We have a new girl in our class.She has lived in Meppen and is living now in schüttorf.I think,that she doesn't know somebody here.it is a little bit sad to come in a new town,a new school,to new people in my opinion.
Because you re always afraid of what will come and you ll always ask yourself:
"will i find friends here"
"Is someone going to like me here"
"i wanna go back to my old town and old friends"
All this sad things will come into your mind.It is always hard,if anything is changing in your normal life.But you ve to see it positiv.You have the chance to find new friends.Perhaps the town is much nicer than the old one ^-^
Anyway..i hope the best for this girl called S.....(i only say the first letter of her name).
I think,she ll find friends someday :) perhaps tomorrow or in some weeks.Let the future comes to you...don't be afraid...expect the future with open arms and open eyes ^-^
Okay,i m tired now,it is 23.41 o'clock here in germany right now and it is raining outside in the darkness ...sounds mysterious,huh? lol
So bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^ -
haligh,haligh,a lie,haligh
2003-11-19 14:08:07
Connor Oberst....the singer of Bright eyes.He has sung this song.A nice one.Conor Oberst is a perfect singer,such an emotion in his songs.Unbelievable.
today was a bad day,in my opinion.Hmm...not a very bad,but not good ^-^
The good thing was,that one girl in my class has had birthday today.So HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU A. :) I only call you A,because i don't want other people to know her name.And it can be,that some of my friends will notice,that i am writing in a review and than,they will always look here and i can't write anything anymore.So i call her only A.
it is the first letter in her name ^-^
The bad thing today was the driver lesson....because i have killed the engine 4th times :( that's pretty much and now i am insecured ....i hope,that i will be better next time.I am going to look an amv now and will write a review.
so bye bye everyone,who's reading this right now ^-^
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