- first time 2002-12-29 09:58:56 this is the first time ive ever wriiten a journal but im gonna try im in a very bad mood i dont know what i did wroung today as a really bad first of all my dad told me i was a mistake and then i was reading through some threads on the org and i came across on post 0090 totaly told me off for what i said i (this totaly hurts cause i like her and personally know her cause she in my homeroom) why cant she say this to my face sure it would hurt more but the other people in the tread dont have to know about it as soon as i read what she wrote i got this cold feeling and my heart sank in i dont know what i did i post an opinion and i get flamed horibly its not like fuck u im gonna kill u but what she said actually hurts and shes one of my friends too as im writing this it doesnt make me feel any better i still get that feeling i dont if anything can lift this feeling and all this happen in the morning so i have to deal with it the whole day recap my dad told me i was a mistake flamed by a close friend damn this sucks i just know what to do any more im gonna go sulk peace im outta here
JOURNAL: AKH257 (Andy Huynh)
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