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  • Stupid People, while embarrassing smart people, in the end, give smart people money. 2003-07-11 13:47:26 Didn't make much sense, did it?

    Today was the last day of driver's Ed. (Yay!!)
    And besides the fact that my teacher was a total bitch...
    What? I'm being too hard? Oh ho HO I think not.
    She gave us more homework in one day then I've ever had in school for a week.
    Everyone else I know has never had ANY homework from Driver's Ed.
    We did 2 projects, current events, practice tests and whatnot.
    And then, the thing that REALLY crossed the line, is that today, she charged people one dollar per piece of pizza if we wanted it. ONE WHOLE FUCKING DOLLAR.
    Do you know how much of a PROFIT she's making??
    Regardless, I think I was the only one who didn't buy atleast one piece of pizza..>.>
    (Not to mention then you're not supposed to sell anything on school grounds, and we're taking Driver's Ed inside a Middle School...)

    Anyhow, back to the title of this entry.

    Somehow some guys got it in their mind that I was poor. And like many other immature rude kids of their kind, started making fun of me.
    See, wads of paper thrown at me don't bug me much.
    But, do you know how people flick coins at each other to hurt other people?
    Well, when at school, I make a note to always pick those discarded coins up. I'll talk mor ebaout that later...

    Anyway, I started drawing because our teacher was going on with one of her stupid lectures that I didn't need to pay attention to, and then pennies started being flicked at me. Not like for pain, but just to mess me up on my drawing. They somehow got the pennies to go under the paper.
    I really odn't know how they did, or how I managed to not mess up drawing when it happened.
    Anyway, ever penny they tossed, I kept and put in my pocket. Only two pennies. They(the people who were tossing them), of course, started making fun of me. "Yeah, you better keep that, it's your allowance" and, my personal favorite, "Wow, you're rich now."
    Regardless of how pissed off I was becoming, I just nonchallantly said things like "Yeah, I'm rich. Yeah.. This is my allowance."
    Then a dime came along.
    I think that one was supposed ot inflict pain.
    Well, either that or the guy just had really bad aim, because it fell on the floor. Since they were already making fun of me for picking up pennies, and they were like "Ooo that's a dime, better get that one!" I just put it under my foot until later.
    After a test, I picked it up and put it in my pocket.. So, now I have 12 cents. Not a lot. And you're probbaly thinking I'm crazy for picking it up, because 12 cents isn't a lot.
    Anyway, later on, after I picked it up, the guy was like "Do you still have that dime under your foot?" and I said no, and he said "Is it in your pocket?" I didn't answer. then he said "Well, can I have it back? that's my allowance... I only get 10 cents a year. When I get to 60 cents, I'm going to the candy store" and things of that nature.
    It's only a dime, and I know he's not going to fight that hard to have it back, so I just went along with me "Yeah, I'm sure that's true" and stuff. He gave up, naturally.

    Anyway, my point being, is that a lot of people throw money places. And even if it's only a penny or dime, go ahead and embarrass yourself to pick it up.
    Who the hell cares if it LOOKS like you're poor because you're picking up change off the road.
    Hell, out of this year alone, out of ONLY picking up change off roads, what people flick, and what has been thrown at me, I've collected...
    (give me a second to count, here)
    two dollars and nineteen cents.
    TWO bucks and almost TWENTY cents.
    And that's ONLY from what I've picked up.
    You still probably think I'm crazy, but hell, that makes me 2 bucks and 19 cents closer to buying the Trigun box set.
    That's 2 bucks and 19 cents I don't have to work for.

    Think about that, the next time someone flicks a coin at someone, or you, or you find a penny on the ground.


     
  • one of the best videos of all time 2003-07-10 11:46:14 Take all that's depressing in "Eden" and all that's funny and great editing in "Pop Up video" and put it in an action video/character profile.
    What do you get?
    Another unknown editor who is doing the best damn job with videos I've ever seen.
    Watch it, and enjoy six minutes of pure goodness.
    Guys, be prepared to cream your pants =D

    "Sasuke, Fallen" uses the song "Fallen" by Symphony X, and the anime Naruto.
    Do yourself a favor, and download the 95mb version from the carrot. Long wait, sure, but totally worth it.
    The creator would be Breeman.
    Here is the link that will change the way you look at action videos for your entire life.
    http://animemusicvideos.org/members/members_videoinfo.php?v=20084

    If you don't download this I will personally hunt you out and kill you.
    DEW IT!!!

    The more vids I see this year, the more new editors I see who are doing far better then the old pros like Meri.
    The VCAs are definetly going to be interesting, this year. =D 
  • 1700+ Hits. Wow. (Still feel nervous, Parents officially suck) 2003-07-10 11:00:48 Alright, so I told my parents, and my mom was okay with me trying to represent Matt.
    But my Dad wasn't.
    In fact, he went on a big tangit about how bad this guy really is, and how he would've killed all those people.
    And I'm like "Fuck you, you odn't know anything about him" But of course.. I didn't say that outloud...>.>

    Anyway, my mom always listening to my mom, and what my dad said is that if the lawyer really did want online help, Matt would give up his username and password, or my email, so I could be contacted.

    Yeah well, I highly doubt Matt will even think of that...
    So, all hope for me helping out Matt is lost because my Dad is a fucktard.
    Fucktard
    fucktard.
    FUCKTARD 
  • I feel... Nervous. These are the most nervous moments of my entire life... 2003-07-09 13:41:17 Alright, I'll admit to you right now that I was semi-delusional when I wrote my last Journal entry.
    I have nothing to confess.
    What happened was, I was talking to some of my friends and I said that if they found out where Matt learned how to use guns I'd never be able to be near a computer again. They assumed that *I* taught Matt how to use guns.
    That's not true.
    But after a few minutes of conversations, I started believeing that I did teach him how.
    But, that's really the only thing that's wrong with my last entry.
    Matt learned how to use guns over the interent, via rping. That's why if my parents ever found out I'd never be able to be near the computer. Because I rp. There's nothing more descriptive then a parabase battle online, and if one of the characters is using guns, you can literally learn how to do it just by watching. But then again, guns arn't too hard to figure out.

    BUT...
    I'm still going through with my original plan to help Matt.
    I got on a personal level with "God" last night...
    If you all read my journal or know me even a little but you'd know I'm agnostic.
    But yesterday was so... Out there.
    Anyway, I've only had like 5 hours of sleep for the whole week, so I was talking to the air, saying that if fate really wanted me to help Matt, I'd wake up at 3am, and if it didn't want me to, I'd slepe through it.
    After awhile, I got more desperate, so I started saying "God" instead of "Fate".
    But in the end, I said what I said...
    I woke up at 3:30am.
    I'm taking that as a sign that it's a 50/50 chance I should do still do this.
    I was completely tired, and since it was 30 minutes passed the time I said that I'd do it if I woke up, I went back to sleep.

    But, I still kept my plan. I'm a minor, so the police have to let my parents know anyway to do anything in court with me, so on my way to Driver's Ed I told my mom about it.
    She's going to tell my dad, and then after all that gets through today, and my dad doesn't creep out,
    I will be a character witness for Matt.
    Plans change.
    So, I took a little detour.. Big deal.
    I still may end up confessing things I've done before, and still never show up on the computer again... So always remember that last entry.

    Anime Jedi:
    Thank you. I... Can't think of anything else to say right now... But what you said means a lot. 
  • I've decided.... 2003-07-08 20:31:44 ... To confess.
    I am going to call the police department over there and confess, and offer to be a witness.
    If I'm lucky, Matt will not tell me to fuck off because he doesn't want me to get in trouble...
    But I've done a lot of things that I need to repent for, and I might as well just pay for all of them by confessing and trying to help Matt get out of his hole in the process.

    So, that means that you might see me in the news...
    But never on the internet again.

    So, with that in mind... I'm going to prepare a list of things, and kind of make this like a goodbye forever note type thing...
    So you all can feel guilty. =P

    Yeah, that was a joke... I cover up some of my depression with jokes.
    Anyway, it's strange to see what mood I am in. I mean, I'm surprized my depression hasn't taken over yet and I want to kill myself again.
    Instead I'm just determined ot help out Matt...
    Alright, I said the list...
    So here goes the list.

    FOR RP:
    I'd like to thank everyone from Snap. And I mean everyone, for teaching me what I know about rp. If it wasn't for you guys, I'd never have moved on to MSN to be the great parabaser I am right now.
    I'd espiecially like to thank Dan and Gohan, for being my teachers.
    In Bravenet, I'd like to thnak all of you guys for giving me such a fun time when I was so young.
    It was great rping oldschool, since I first learned how to rp with that, it's been my favorite style... Even though it's only one to two words per action.
    In MSN, I'd like to thank everyone. EVeryone and Gwynfart, Espiecially Penga, Merci, Vaash, Tia, and more recently, Sarakon, and 2young2have1. I'm sorry about that last person, his name eludes me right now because my brain is in such a haze. Then there's also the people from Dark Elements, Silent Inn, Tranquil Tavern... Everyone practically in MSN.
    Espiecially Dusty, CHris, and Phil. ANd everyone from Elite Castle. Including you, Stace. you all taught me how to parabase. Dusty, you gave me great fights, Miz, you gave me great rp. Stace.. I don't knwo what you gave me but it felt good. =) Phil, you gave me a shoulder to cry on.
    And I'd like to apologize for using you and basically making your bad life worse because of what I did to you...
    I think that's it... But, you know... My mind's pretty clouded so if I didn't mention you personally, I probbaly ment to put you in...

    FOR ONLINE IN GENERAL:
    Everyone on the org, I thank you all for teaching me how to make AMVs. Meri, Mike, I've always looked up to you guys. NME, I love ya because you're great, and random.. And although you are very annoying a lot of the time, you can also recognize good talent.. And thanks for letting me in on the JGR project. Non-pro, thanks for hosting my vids, and I was really looking forward ot that project you had in mind. I'd also like to thank Devo for hosting and being a great guy when he was around... Adiamante, you lucky guy you... I liked all the attention I got from sending you Pills. You're an awesome guy.. Keep up the good work on the RVP site.
    Koop, all that personal stuff we talked about... Yeah. Thanks.
    Thanks for everything you guys.
    I know I'm forgetting people, I just... My mind is so scrambled right now.
    And Wuwu, I love, you man. =P
    Thanks for all your help with my Trailers and stuff. If you didn't openly say I sucked so many times I may not have gotten this far in my editing.
    Everyone who has sent me fan mail. I enjoy them every piece I get. They are still all in my inbox, I read them over from time to time.
    Len/Layne, I love you, too, bro. You're great. I'm glad I encouraged you to start drawing again, and I know the comic will be a hit. If I never come online again, you still have a lot of script to deal with... So make up your own ending.
    Phil/maxx, your comic is great, and you're a great friend. Crtl + C/V/Z forums are great fun to be around.
    Same goes to mjc, Mwerp, and definelty Hammy.
    You guys have some noobs you gotta deal with. Teach 'em right.
    Anime Jedi... Yeah. You're great, even though we don't really talk much. You're interesting. I think about you a lot.

    FOR RL(Real Life):
    You guys know who you are. But Olivia might not. Livvi, you made me look up to somebody. And so did you, Sum. Samwise, Drakko, you all are great, too.
    Hey, Drakko. Hitomi/Raven loves you, and you love her back. Stop denying that fact and get together already. You make a great couple as it is. Raven just needs some time to figure out who she is right now, I'm sure. Puberty is tough. We all go through it. Raven just needs a little more time since, she's well... Endowed with precious things. I hope you get my dirft.
    Melissa. Boy. Keep trying to get that social life started. Although books are great, you'll never find that other special someone who loved books as much as you until you actually talk to somebody. So keep trying... I know you can do it.
    Sam Falle, I still love you, and I try to stay true, but, I screwed up... It turns out Long distance relations really don't work... Me, I'm probably going to go to jail for awhile. Please find someone else who makes you happy.
    Woody, alhtough I try to ignore you all the time on IM, I thouroughly enjoyed our time on the cruise... I felt like I was on an episode of the bacholerette.. And I had to pick somebody. I didn't want to be a player. I'm sorry, man. But keep in mind, you're still a great friend. Last year just wasn't a great year for me and my depression.
    Again, I know I am forgetting people.... Forgive me.
    -----

    If I don't update my journal on what is going to happen to me tomorrow, you might as well just keep a look out on the news and in the papers.
    Don't worry about my real name, I'll go by SQ still when I confess. I'm sure it will be mentioned in the articles somewhere... That my alias is SQ.
    And if not, I'm just the surprize witness on the Matthew Lovett case.

    Thank you everybody... Don't feel left out if I didn't mention your name...
    There's not many people I didn't like, and my head is just so scrambled right now, that I had a hard enough time thinking of the names I got there...
    Thank you again, and goodbye everyone... Please don't flood my inbox with email...
    ...Thanks. 
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