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  • Phew 2003-09-12 12:00:05 ... For a second there I thought my overactive bladder came back..
    Gawd, the meds for that SUCK... 
  • LadyDX: 2003-09-12 11:58:54 You're wrong! It's the fearsome fivesome!
    We changed it!!
    -shakes fist!!-

    Can't wait to see your vids...
    -makes note to self to watc all or most of everyone who she's going to meet's vids today... While working on Econ and AMP...-

    0o... Speaking of which... The hwole unit is due monday...

    And then the Unit after that is due in three days which means I have to do it this weekend... because I can't work on it during the week...

    And then I have to finish the whole (or most) of unit three so I don't have to work on it while I'm out of my mind and in need of sleep when I'm home from AWA....

    .... -looks down- Am I pissing in my pants??

    -hopes to god not.. >>-

     
  • THE wierdest dream EVAR! :O! 2003-09-12 10:58:24 And I'm writing it under my very own banner. Woo.
    Devo: No problem.. You're one of the only people who agrees with my point of view, anyway =p

    Anywho, the weirdest of all weird dreams!(combined!)

    I'm out walking at like 2:30am, in my trenchcoat(I can't remember me EVER wearing it in a dream..) and then suddenly this big as moth flies in my face. To explain what happened next, you have to know that butterflies and moths have these scales that're kinda like powder on their wings. That's why you get some freaky stuff on your fingers when you touch them. Yeah.

    So anyway, the big ass moth flies in my face and POOF! I'm suddenly choking on the most enormous amount of powder-scales ever. It was like a huge bag of sand was just poured in my nose. So basically, the moth just disapated... Into me. =s

    So then after a few minutes of recuperation and extreme wonder of what the hell just happened, I walk through this little patch of woods to my neighbors house. These two little middle-eastern eight year olds are on the porch, I used to babysit them before I got realy into loathing little kids...

    Anyway, they're up on the porch catching lightning bugs and stuff. (I used to do that with my best friend Chris before he moved to FLA and these two girls moved in)...

    I jog up the porch and tell them to catch some butterflies because I need their wings for something(I have no idea what.. >>) And they are like giggling and stuf, and then they catch that SAME moth that flew into my face earlier. And I was like "No, no moths! Butterflies!"

    But then they giggle and they throw the net WITH THE MOTH IN IT over my head and BAM...

    More inalation of powder-scales.
    I then fell over and coughed insanely... I think I was choking... And then I woke up from the dream...

    It was seriously... Odd. =s

    I wonder what it meant... I'll check if I have time after this assignment..(I'm in Graphic Arts right now)

    School stuff:
    Yesterday I was depressed, don't worry about the angsty poem....
    I was walking down the 200 hall this morning from homeroom and there was a bright red thong on the floor.... Wow. Us Georgians have what now? The highest STD rate? Yeah... Now I know why....

    Devolution: Glad you took my advice on the journal writing. It is the highlight of my day learning about your job. =p
    No. Really! I'm not kidding!(I have a boring life...) 
  • 9/11.... It happened 2 years a go... GET OVER IT 2003-09-11 11:03:57 I have a paperclip in my pocket, and this thing is on my wrist...
    It's bright and green and calls to me... Oh shit.

    The paperclip wants to come out, the green needs to be slpit.

    The skin is tan, the blood bright red.. I want it so bad... I want the pain to end..

    There's three ways to cut.. Like a capital "I".. Do it quickly, before time goes by...

    Ten minutes to live, ten minutes to die... It's going so fucking fast, why did I even try?

    I'm regretting it now... Why did I stab?

    Ten minutes to die, ten minutes to live... Enjoy the hemmorage.

    Should have put it in ice, numbed the arm up. 3 hours, that would have been enough.

    But no, the pain keeps me sane.. I like the burn.. The arm lost so much, now....
    Why do I yearn?

    The parents walk through, they scream and yell. Too late now, though-- My vision fails.

    Come, the black abyss, drive me through..

    See the light at the end of the tunnel, it all ends now...

    Stay there and float-- Levitate.

    Wake up 10 minutes later-- Oh shit, they did recesitate.

    Take it off, do it now. I don't want this crimson-- It's not mine.

    Pull it off, do it quick.. Before the nurse comes... You're not sick.

    Watch the blood flow, that donator's gonna be angry-- The white floor fills red, the pain flows back in... There's no saving me now.

    Because there's nothing better then this sick pain... It fill my brain...
    The thirst for life.... Is only achieved by death.



     
  • "EA" = "Eden's Angels" 2003-09-10 20:18:09 http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_videoinfo.php?v=23343

    Non-stop franetic angelic action.

    The first and best action Earthian Video.... Trailer. =p

    (No wmv for you 56kers this time, sorry. Uploading mpeg2 to Yaoicon as you read this...) 
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