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  • Okay..! 2003-09-17 09:44:18 [japanese]
    OK!
    [more japanese]
    OK!
    [some more japanese]
    Tsureiiiiiiii(Or some word that sounds like that =p)

    Ah, the coolest pokemon theme song evar. I miss bulbagarden.com....

    Anyway, I promised myself I'd make a REAL journal entry today.

    So, let's start with my day yesterday.

    In math, I was just drawing, after this test we took. It's a rather emotional piece. =s
    I mean, artistically it sucks, but when I look back on it, it makes me feel better. Drawing is a stress release, now. ^^
    2nd period, Social studies, we watch "Spartucus" and take notes.. Yeah, the project for that's due monday... Fine with me...

    3rd Period, Graphic arts... I go totally insane and make some random journal entry about Wuwu's Video. Yesh, I was really depressed. =s
    4th Period, Video Prod, I actually focus my thoughts on something besides self pity... And BAM!
    Kendo Kombat is DONE! =p!!!!
    Yeah, it sucks, and the audio is kind of jerky(I was trying out a new style of editing; thought it'd be faster), but still, it's done, it's hilarious, and it's a project grade.
    W00t! Now I can go back to editing CnC, and maybe have it on a tape for AWA to show off to people. =p

    Then, I come back to school, and wait.
    An Wait.
    And wait.
    And then wait some more.
    For an HOUR I waited for someone to pick me up from school(I'm a transfer student, so I can't take a bus since I don't live in this school's district).
    I KNEW they might not find me, so I made sure to stay outside, on the bench, in the SAME spot the ENTIRE time.
    Turns out, they'd been there all along, and they hadn't seen me. I thought I was looking well too, I didn't see her car...(Someone different was picking me up yesterday since my mom was busy and my dad was out of town).

    Then, around an hour later, I see her car parked. Okay.. Nevr saw it go in the parking spot, but then again, I quit paying attention and was lying down on the bench...(I was getting bored at that point, and for some odd reason was surprisingly calm).

    So, anyway, I see her car, so I walk over to it. Nobody's in there. Great. I found her car, but I didn't find her. Glorius.
    So I just stand near the car, waiting like an obiedant little dog...
    Then all the sudden, in a thick Russian accent, "Krestin! Krestin!" I turn around, and there she is.
    w00t.
    Then 30 minutes later I go home.
    And I'm just posting on all the MSBs and checking my email and stuffs, getting in a pretty foul mood for no reason I can conjure up... =s

    Finally, around the end of the day comes around, and I make that journal entry about convulsing to death(It's private, now).

    Frankly, it was SUPPOSED to be a sick joke. But in the process of writing it, I just broke down and pleaded for some help...

    Thank you Anime Jedi. You made me realize that I REALLY underestimated my friendships.

    And Devo-- NEVER do that again. I mean, it was great how you did that and all... But, You could've gotten fired(Or maybe you did... >>) because of me. DON'T DEW IT!

    Anyway, yeah. Thank you everybody ^^
    Just in case you're wondering, I got a LOT of stress out yesterday, so I'm all... Er... Preppy. =s
    (I thought I'd NEVER say that about myself!)
    And today...

    1st period, math, we take some notes... More drawing on the note paper because I was bored(And NOT emotionally unstable!), and then we got our tests back.
    Ha. I totally bombed the test yesterday, but you know... That's kind of a given seeing as how I was really REALLY not in my right mind.
    So I just shrugged it off ^^

    2nd period, world history, we take notes... More drawing. Woo! I drew a wingless Draconaire! Go me! I haven't drawn a draconaire in AGES... I really need to start and finish that story...(Draconaire is a species I made up... the story is that they are fighting a war with the pegasi over some land area... Anyway, it's a long story. I started it when I was like 11)

    3rd period, Graphic Arts, which is now... We're supposed to be studying for a test tomorrow... But everyone's doing other stuff... Yeah, everybody fails the tests in here because we do that.... I really should study but... Meh. He lets us make up the tests anywhere so we can get half the points back.

    4th period, I won't be going... Today's early release and the bus simply doesn't run because by the time we got to Walton, we'd have to turn right back around again. So anyway, I'm going to the media center next period. My mom is going to pick me up early. Boo yeah.

    Then, when I get home, I'm going to be stuck with econ, BUT I'm suposed to get a call from Wuwu... So MAYBE I can manage to multitask... I mean, I can do it pretty well, unless talking on the phone is involved. For some reason or another, if I'm talking on the phone, anything computer related is just meh...

    Anyways, that was my day. Of course SoA is on the backburner.. And so is all that other stuff...

    Like my website... Argh... I'll never finish that by friday(even though that's when I planned it!! ><)

    well, maybe I can somehow arrange for the stuff that I need to do feel like a stress release... Maybe... Yar.

    AMVs!!!  
  • The new vid on the block 2003-09-16 10:50:42 Of all the videos added, and the random equation, it chooses THAT video.

    Why?

    We truly are doomed by Fate.

    I curse you, Fate.

    -shakes fist-


    /depression 
  • Tutter: 2003-09-15 16:05:49 I'd hug ya, but I don't "do" hugs.

    Anyway, I hope it all works out with you and MJ.
    Best of luck to both of you.

    ---

    XenoDrake is calling me on the phone today. Yay ^-^
    He lived in FLorida.. And I'm just.. In Georgia.. Lol, he used to live in Marietta(where I live), isn't that great?
    Anyway, I was poking fun at houw the former fearsom foursome(now fivesome =p) all have mental problems.

    I mean, seriously. It's wierd. Indubidedly.

    And I'm sorry to everyone that I haven't been talking or AMVing a lot. I need to get this econ done... ANd it is literally sucking the life out of me... Depression is taking its toll because of the stress, too, and Kendo is just not a big enough release for it, it seems.... So that's why you're hearing more sarcastic and smart remarks from on the forum... I don't mean it... Really...

    I thank fate that I haven't been so rude on IM. -thanks-

    Oi. The dreams of pain are just too much...

    I feel like Cordelia(from "Angel") after she gets her visions... Before she was turned into a half demon...

    Geez... I even carry pain relievers in my pocket now... And I can hardly get any sleep and just ugh...

    Devo, you are a godsend, I love talking to someone that understands.... 
  • Shesta: 2003-09-14 17:43:43 Er.........

    I'm not a god. ^-^

    And I'm no eliter, either(Well, not on the org, anyway).

    I suck at making AMVs. Go watch something in the top 10%. THEN we'll see who deserves the grovelling....

     
  • Shesta: 2003-09-14 15:32:43 I'm a professional! I am so flattered you think that!

    (And more flattery!! I'm on the backup list for some contest and just got called to enter it... I didn't expect this...!)

    -blushes heavily!- 
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