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It was night.
2008-03-23 15:28:48
It was cold, and glimmering. The grass all around was a magnificent sight to behold,
Its glow was beautiful and I lost myself in its sparkle. My joy was broken by a great tremble that shook my knees. Something pressed down on my soul.
I looked up into the sky and there I saw a frightening sight. An eye! in the sky! Glowing and staring right down at me, I was afraid! I tried to jerk away but its grip held true and I was unmoved!
Its powerful gaze crushed my bones and ground my flesh. It felt as though I being ripped in the chest by a mighty blade that struck deep and drove further.
My heart stopped as I fell under the spell of the moon that hovered above.
I stood there, surrendered to its will and its majesty overcame me. I was one with the moon and its glow was mine. And it wasn't long I was trancing my own victim. -
2008-03-05 14:49:34
Well, fuck the fucking fuckers!!
I finished the damn movie(without finding out how to do the credits thing I wanted to) and I saved it to my hardisk(which took forever due to my shitty computer.) And then the fucking sound wasn't right. The shit kept skipping and choppy-choped through the whole vid! Not to mention that the video was slowed down and it wouldn't play right....Which threw all my sinking out the window...
And I tried to load it into virtualdub, and it wouldn't because the damn thing is a WMV file. So I got a converter and installed it. And the program keeps popping up an error message and won't even come up!!!!
RAWR!!! RAWR!!!
*kills random pedestrian*
RAWR!!!! -
2008-03-04 13:25:46
Well, I'm putting together my first ever music video. Though its not anime.
I'm using footage from the 300 movie.
I'm gonna load it to the shack, and if I get some good responses. I'll put my hand to some anime. But I'm using wmm so its kinda restricted. Ya know?
Not to mention the fact that I lack creativity. I'm just kinda listening to the song that I'm gonna use, and adding clips according to the mood of the song....
Anyways. I'll put a link here whenever I finish.
I hope its worth even a glance. Though I doubt it will be. -
2008-03-03 02:56:32
Just a conversation I had tonight that could show you all how completely random and weird I can be. Not to mention the kind of people I share company with.
Darkness: *sigh*
76: what?
Darkness: its like 6am
76: lol
76: why are you up?
Darkness: can't sleep
76: lol
76: I usually have to meditate to sleep
76: I practiced allot before i could actually get to sleep
76: lolz
Darkness: mine is more of a iner serch for the heart i have lost so many years ago, the pain of the past luling me into a dark slumber
76: ...
76: what the fuck makes you so depressed?
Darkness: some deep shit happened to me
76: ....*looks at watch*....I have time..
Darkness: Most of the people i care about have been killed, only a few remain and i still am not strong enough to protect them. I expesaly don't whant to lose one of them.
Darkness: it's hard to explain
76: ...how were they killed?
Darkness: mostly random shootings, gang vilonce, and some of them killed each other or them self
76: wow, thats serious.
Darkness: like i said, deep shit, but at lest i'm still here to protect some of them, and myself from my own rage and sorrow
76: Thats a sad story, you pussy.
Darkness: Pussy? your a real ass, you know that right?
76: lolz
76: I admit
76: that calling you a pussy may have taken it too far
76: but your still weak.
Darkness: weak?
76: You let the happenings of this stupid marble affect you. And that makes you weak
76: The strong push forward, and not let the rain hold them back
76: Billions of things clashing against them
76: and they march forward
Darkness: I do not hide from the storm, i run out and meet it, fight it, and concor it so that i can become stronger. I AM NOT WEAK
76: Then let go of this sorrow
76: Conqure it, like you have the storm
Darkness: To let go my sorrow is to let go my self, to let go all that i hold dear, to let go my rage. this i can not do, for in leting go of my rage is to let go my strangth. the srangth to conqure myself lies in rage to ones self for being weak.
76: You are looking for strength in sorrow, and there is not strength in it. If sorrow were power, you would need not strength.
76: And you confusing sorrow with yourself
76: you think its part of your being, an that is was hinders you from continueing your journey to strength
Darkness: I see what you mean. I have been blinded by my own "strength" only to become weak. This shadow of my past was once the light i sought, but now I see the lanturn of wisdom, the path to the strength I seek. Thank you, my friend.
76: Very well said. Friend
76: Let me ask you one more thing
Darkness: what?
76: Have you ever been congradulated for something? Has anyone ever praised something you did, so that you were happy?
Darkness: no
76: Then you have yet to know strength
Darkness: I see, but in praise there is pride, in pride there is blindness, and in blindness there is weakness.
Darkness: so how will that help?
76: Pride is not what you seek in this,
76: Happiness is
76: And in happiness, is there more strength than anything.
Darkness: It seems even the most wise must seek the wisdom of others, for I have been again blinded by my own "wisdom"
76: Indeed, I am certain that I will seek your council before long.
Darkness: And you shall recive it
76: And you have my thanks in advance.
76: Its good to know that I can have an intelegent(if not a bit philosophical ) conversation with you,
Darkness: (Is it just me, or do we sound like a cuple of old prest) Intelegent people are more and more uncommon these days (God, and I'm only &$%^@#)
76: I concer.
76: lolz
Darkness: how did i know you were going to do that?
76: lolz?<<
Darkness: yeah
76: because I'm an upbeat guy -
Sorry
2008-03-02 21:43:22
I forgot to post an entry yesterday, so I'm sorry.
I'll try and think of something to add later......
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