JOURNAL: Tsuyoki (Caasi Drury)

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  • YAHOO!!! 2003-02-09 21:17:42 YIPPIE SKIPPY!
    WHOOP-DE-DOO!
    WA-HA-HOOEY!
    Jacob is better! He's coming to class tomorrow! Whee!!!!!
    ** does backflips, handsprings, happy dances, and cheers**
    hehehe...guess that means now I can kiss him again! ;) 
  • technology sucks! 2003-02-07 22:21:09 Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack!!!!!!!!!

    I went to the college this afternoon to work on my project: a jellyfish. I got about halfway through it, and then I did something that made it look like crap. I got so frustrated that I thought, 'You know what? Forget the whole darn thing.'
    I saved it, but it looks so stupid that I'm not even sure it was WORTH saving. I'll try to fix it before class starts on Monday, but for now, I'm in a seriously foul mood. I don't even care if I get a good grade on it or not. Why did I even sign up for that class? Did I actually think I'd be good in it? I just want to be LEFT ALONE!

    I don't care who the heck reads this. I don't care what anyone thinks about it. I don't even care if dredd reads it and decides to dump me because I'm not a prissy little christian. If he wants to ignore me, fine. See if I care.

    I want to rebel. I want to pierce my navel, get a tattoo, dye my hair blue, and just be wild for a change!

    To be honest, I don't know what I want. I'm so tired and stressed out that my brain is a jumble. To begin with, I miss Jacob like crazy. And I'm mad. Mad at my grandma for always messing stuff up, at my sibs for annoying me, at my parents for always butting into my private life when it's none of their darn business.

    I just want to go to sleep and not wake up untill I can see Jacob again. He's all I want right now.

    It's hard being away from someone you love. 
  • sadness is piercing my heart...lonliness swallows me whole 2003-02-06 22:26:19 *sigh*
    I miss Jacob sooooooooo much...and I guess I'm kind of worried about him, too. I keep wondering if strep is life-treatening...I know I probably sound dramatic, but I can't help it. I care about him so much, and I don't know what I'd do if anything happened to him. All I want to do is give him a big, long hug and tell him how much I love him, and it's tearing me up that I can't even see him.

    I'm also really sad that my best friend, Bonnie, moved to Oregon on Tuesday. I miss her, too. The stuffed Pooh she gave me on Sunday has the place of honor on my bed.

    I guess that's why I wasn't able to concentrate in animation class on Wednesday; I've had other things on my mind. I feel really depressed right now; I don't even feel like drawing. (for me, that's kinda bad)

    Maybe some excircize will make me feel better...I need to practice some kicks and punches from self-defense, anyhow. 
  • The Lion King meets Star Wars 2003-02-06 20:26:24 This is just plain funny.

    "Alrighty...whadda we got here?......yikes! It's a Sith Lord! Run, Pumbaa, run! Move it!"
    "But Timone, it's just a little Sith Lord! Look at him....he's so cute and all alone! Can we keep him?"
    "Pumbaa! Are you nuts?! We're talking about a SITH! Sith Lords kill guys like us!"
    "But he's so little!"
    "He's gonna get bigger!"
    "But what if he's on our side?"
    "That's the silliest thing I've ever heard! 'What if he's on our-'..........hey, wait a minute. What if he's on our side? You know, having a Sith around might not be such a bad idea. Who's the brains in this outfit?"
    "Uhhhh....."
    "My point exactly!"
     
  • "...breathe....keep breathing..." 2003-02-04 21:59:46 Poor Jacob. It's not the flu. It's strep. Yuck. He couldn't even come to class yesterday, so I had to eat dinner all by myself :(

    I kinda miss him...okay, I really miss him. It seems like such a long time since I last saw him, even though it was only last week. He says he still feels pretty bad. I feel bad, too. (emotionally, not physically)

    I don't know why, but I almost feel like him being sick is somehow my fault, even though I know it's not.

    He says he's on "amoxicillin and some sort of syrup with codeine in it."

    (Yikes! I'm allergic to amoxicillin! Glad I don't have it!)

    He's not coming to class tomorrow, either. *sniff, sniff* 
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