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Atomic Life
2003-03-04 13:24:44
Isn't it ironic?
Isn't it nice?
End the world in frozen fire
And molten ice,
We watch like locusts
One last gorging meal
Open up and bleed
Rape and pillage, and steal
The world goes crazy,
Flares light the air
No one loves, everyone hates,
All taught not to care.
Isn't it funny?
Isn't it sweet?
We walk on people like garbage
Sweep them into the street
When the atmosphere ignites
They complain about the noise
The drop in the worth of property
And exposure of their toys.
Isn't it crazy?
Is there anyone who cares?
We look at endless carnage
With blank, unfeeling stares.
We wipe ourselves out
With poisons and disease,
Killing millions efficiently
With the greatest of ease.
So let's not care
Let's live until the end
Destroy and ravage as you will
My atomic friend. -
Weekend...looking back on it, crazy and funky....but GOOD.
2003-03-03 13:38:48
Heh...I'm glad...I finally forced myself to do the stupid history assignment...I dunno if it's that good (stayed up until around 2 in the morning doing it, which is late for me) but it's finished. Also, the informative speech is coming up....Thursday (ominous music). I hope I can pull it off (Marcus says I can come over and use his Encarta program for reasearch. YAY!) That will mean...
{contemplating noise}....
Lots of closeness, snuggles, cuddles, kisus, etc!! WOOT! I'm so happy {anticipation face}.
Argh...it aches so badly inside. It's a good ache, but kinda lonely because he isn't here.
[well of course, stupid Shauna, he is at school!!]
I am contemplating the consequences of crashing one of his classes...heh...but I don't know where he would be.
Hopefully, though, there is a light at the end of the tunnel (although, now that I think about it, how did I get to be in a tunnel, and why are there these railroad tracks under my feet?) and I hope to be able to see him later on today....{oh yeah! Hope hope hope!!}
Oog, I'm crazy. @_@
I liked Sunday....I got to be close to Marcus! Yay! I don't know what it is about him...but when I touch him, I don't want to let go...kinda like magnets ^_^ heehee. I feel so safe when he's near. Just everything about him is so wonderful...even these adjectives seem hollow and meaningless in relation to how I really feel. I didn't want him to leave. I felt like he was a part of me that made me feel so....complete...so good....
I hope he felt the same way.
Bye for now! (poetry later!) -
Shaunaneko!
2003-02-28 15:16:33
{meow!}
=^_^=
Shauna is kitty!
{curls up on Gus lap and falls asleep}
Kaze wa mirai-ni fuku
(Wind Blows in the Future)
But will it? Or will we have to pay for the wind?
Sometimes I wonder if I should save for later. I mean, we're so close to atomic annihilation...so why save for later? Why not spend all my money and have the fun I was saving for later today? I'm teetering between the "have fun today" mentality and the "save a bit for later" mentality. So basically I indulge a little everyday. Of course, there are always regrets of things done and withheld. I cannot say that my life is perfect. But then, no one's life is perfect and the concept of perfect in itself is ludicrous. I just want love (to give and receive), people to care for, a pen, pencils (colored and slate), paper, and air to breathe.
I don't ask for much.
I'm low maintainance...I'm like a living Swiss Army Watch.
I am beautiful and everyone who I love, loves me back.
That would be bliss. - Muahahahahaha! 2003-02-27 16:33:19 I am an energy vampire! People talk to me and fall asleep! Or maybe I'm just being borng.....
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How Are You Today?
2003-02-27 12:51:46
And here I sit, staring blankly at this scrreen.
The world is going to pot
You wish
It's gone to hell
There is no hell
So there is nothing
Do we fall?
Or just forget it all?
Knowing rejection
Bites hard
Teeth
Metal snap
Broken bones
And broken hearts
....
Breathe
....
Not breathing
Pause
To see me fall
Against the rotation
Of the Earth
So she flew
Hit the ground
Bounced
Wings spread
It's all the same
There is no soul
There is no me
There is no you
There is only
What we believe in
And what we don't
Do you believe in me?
Or shall I
Cease
To exist?
Arms outstretched
Wishing for fethers
To fly.
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