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Why procrastinate today when you can procrastinate tomorrow?
2003-03-13 10:42:01
I have a lot of stuff coming up on the agenda for school...a rebuttal of the test today (with my psycho-drunk teacher from sociology) O_o Oog, I can feel the braincells dying right now. There's that test next Wednsday, and I gotta think about that speech and the Astronomy test and the English presentation the Monday after next...oddly enough.. I'm not worried. Rather, I feel like I'm in the eye of the storm, chaos around me but sun shining on my head (radiating cancer-causing UV rays if I know how lucky I am). To mirror my mood, the sky is black and gray, covering the sky. My friend always says she likes these kinds of days, it feels less like you could fall into the sky...
Bye for now! (perhaps I will write some delusional poetry later on today)
It's always later. -
Whee!
2003-03-12 13:13:17
There is a secret!
Desu!
Can I tell you? Would you promise to keep it?
Lean closer! Closer!
I will put it in code!
But I am not a programmer...no number code!
Like some people are 1337, not so with me.
How about this...
7415 W33k3n0 743r3 W177 83 n00K13 Un5u93Rv153d
Heh heh heh..
Gus returns in a week.
I count down the days until then, shirking on my school assignments and feeling restless, oh so restless. -
WAHAHAHAHA!
2003-03-11 13:19:17
There was the dream...the dream had zombies...big zombies-where's Largo with that bazooka when you need him? Heh heh heh..yesterday was great...chocolate chocolate CHOCOLATE! My friend Jen and I went out and raided all the bookstores for manga! And then we had chocolate ice-cream! {dances around in ecstacy} I swear, chocolate turns me on...it makes me crazy-happy. I was going around with this insanely large grin on my face...in fact, my face still kinda hurts from that.
Dude, I'd rather have chocolate cake than beer anyday.
Just so you know, I plan on never partaking in any alcohol.
Three good reasons for this:
1) tastes nasty (basically alcohol is the waste products of yeast)
2) expensive (I could buy some great manga for the same price as a six pack!)
3) makes you act stupid/make bad choices (we all know a stupid drinking story...)
SO there! -
Ahn...good..(part 2)
2003-03-09 00:44:18
So dark
Closed my eyes
Opened them
You were still there
Under me
So warm
So frantic
Like opening inside me
Aching swells to a roar
Did I forget to breathe?
..No one..
Has done
This
To me.
Let me stay with you.
Forever?
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I'm Hangin' on a Moment! (She's so high!!)
2003-03-06 18:50:24
Just got finished with my speech in class...
"What do you do in a nuclear holocaut?"
"You.....duck and cover!"
"DUCK AND COVER!"
The martians have arrived (and they're screaming at me "let's just be friends!")
Yeah...dunno..maybe, as I've said before, I'm on something...I'm way too happy.. I think I failed my speech and Psychosis is gone...so why am I so happy?
Wait...he's here...cool...but must go
Kisu kisu kisu
hug hug hug.
That's me.
Am I losing the film between reality and fantasy
Happiness and sadness!
Love in motion.
Or was it love emotion?
heh heh heh...
And I don't even take drugs.
Sometimes I blank out and when I open my eyes I am somewhere else.
There are gaps in my day.
It's funny when you can observe yourself being as insane as I.
Think I'll go out and paint the town....NEON PURPLE!!!!
I think I failed that speech.
Wahahahaha!
I lost everything.
Standing on the precipice
Nowhere to go
Nowhere to backtrack
I am alone
With everyone else.
Too bad.
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