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Rant
2002-10-21 13:43:48
Why does it seem there's no one I can trust? The second I let someone in, they destroy my insides. It's like someone taking my heart and putting it down the drain and turning on the IN-Sink-Erator. It hurts so bad....And those that I love and care about are so far away. Especially my so-called b.f. It's hard to have someone who's away at college, especially if you are as paranoid as I am. Well, who wouldn't be? It's not like I don't trust him, but let's face the facts. He's a horny guy sitting in a dorm and unsupervised by parents. There are tons of girls living in the nearby dorms and they are also horny....let's see, can we say "orgy"?
Argh, but at the same time, I feel bad for thinking like that because he very well could be doing nothing. But, pessimist that I am, I always think of worst-case scenerios. Why don't I add a few natural disasters while I'm at it? Oh, and maybe an alien invasion...and a plague and lots and lots of spiders. Let's not forget spiders. I could become a cannibal...Or a vegitarian....but then again, food doesn't seem that appitizing right now. I think I'm going to mourn my losses now, so that later, I can be "strong" like always. I have to be strong...no one else can be. -
A Poem (for the helluvit!)
2002-10-17 14:52:38
I couldn't walk the long hallway
Or fight the dragon's in their lairs
I couldn't sing a spell for you
But I could probably hum the tune
I know the secrets in your eyes
But I cannot tell you what they are
I hear your dreams inside your head
But you will know them in time
So why rush the inevitable?
Or impose the problems
That come with time?
I know that I can wait
Though I have no patience
I cannot see the pits of hell
Or ride upon an angel's wings
But I suppose that's the kind of life
That you live in fantasy. -
E-mail me?
2002-10-10 14:56:52
I have never really had a journal online or something, so maybe i will write some stuff...Unfortunately for me, I signed up before my friend Marcus told me that usually people who become members want to do actual AMV's but I don't have equiptment or footage and my parents are seriously anime-haters (which is bad because i still live at home...for now...hopefully I will be able to move out soon-18 in six days!). I wish I could be that talented....most of the AMV's I have watched are really pretty good and I want to know more.
So...if anyone reads this....could they give me some advice or some kind of email? (my address is sumikinarumon@yahoo.com in case you were wondering) So maybe I will write a poem in here sometime or something, unless that is not allowed. I don't want to be annoying! v_v. So anyhow, have a good day if you are reading this, and good luck in your life...(gee, i sound like one of those stupid inspirational posters)>_< It's not like I am on my deathbed or something....so maybe I'll be back...or not.. But then, do you really care? -
I'm new here.
2002-10-08 20:46:08
Hey, everyone. I signed up today because i am so interested in AMV's, how they're made, and who makes them. My friend showed me a bunch and I was surprised that they even existed. I already have had a mediocre exposure to anime and manga so i pretty much understand where most amv's come from, but then, I didn't know how well people have gotten to manipulate the anime by cutting it up and putting it to music...that's the real power here...and I am in total awe. So anyway, i am also interested in drawing manga...I might even do a webcomic one of these days if Gus ever gets around to scanning them on (i am dependant on a scanner here...v_v). Boy am I pathetic...lolololololol...laughing spasm there, folks in case you were wondering.
Well, I guess i should go...nothing more really to say...and my mind needs emptying....{gloosh!}
Ah..nothing like the smell of expelled brains in the morning....I am so crazy.
LOVE AND PEACE!
(ps Vash rules!)
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