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I miss you Gemma! I miss you too, Josh!
2003-01-28 13:03:01
Where did everyone go? I am so worried. It's not like I live off of my computer, but the few email pals I have seem to have disappeared. And I haven't heard from Psychosis in soooo long it seems. He was offline yesterday and the day before. He's NEVER offline.....I hope that nothing happened to you guys. Please, just maybe give me a short message to let me know you're ok? I dunno....not hearing from someone who I'm used to getting letters from makes me afraid that something's happened.
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I am the World...or something like that
2003-01-27 13:02:55
I guess that life is just a chair of bowlies...or as close as it can be. Right now, I'm just sorta plugging along...nothing very interesting or new in my life....except my astronomy class.
I would definately recommend a stellar astronomy class for anyone who likes getting their mind blown. I mean, think about the scale of things. If the sun was the size of a basketball, the closest star (basketball) would be in London.....if ya scale things up to real size, that's really far.
And don't travel to Venus unless you like being crushed, burned, corroded, and asyphixiated (sp?) all at once. Not a pretty way to go. And you'd have to be an extremely dedicated masochist because getting to Venus at 100mi/hr would take 25 years. Have a good trip.
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A recipe for Flight
2003-01-26 19:20:36
Throw yourself at the ground...
And miss
-Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy
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The many meanings of 'special'
2003-01-23 12:41:39
Have you ever wondered?
If the point of others
Was to make you hate
All that you are?
They show warped visions of beauty
Drugs to make you "normal"
Bodies to rival scarecrows
Or slabs of rock
Where we rape and pillage
Or are raped and pillaged
And plug into fantasy
To escape the truth
Give up on the world
Do we know what's special
The more we buy the more we are
The less we love, the less we hurt
The less we feel
But that's ok; you can't market love.
Can I learn to be special?
Or was special so bad?
So confused we fall
And cover up the bulletwound
With bandaids and ignorance
Why kill yourself
When it's a miracle you survived so far?
That you have a house
Want want want
Drilled into your head
But never good enough
Consume consume consume
Locusts in motion
Let us chew up this world
Move to the next and next
Spread the corruption
And the greed
Fear to keep us in line
And large, meaningless forms
To make us feel safe
Take up arms against
Invisible enemies
Heaven forbid it's our fault
And still through it all,
We are special
We are the center
We are the best
But not you
Isn't that how it always goes?
You feel so alone
So cold
Down here
Will I go to hell
Or am I already here?
Let your blood drip
See it drain away.
Sucked up by another
Like vampires they feed
On your misery
On your pain
On every twisted thing
They've forcefed you
To believe.
Fight. -
I am the ABHORSEN!
2003-01-22 14:44:00
WHAHAHAHAHA! The third book in the Sabriel series is out!! I am soooo psyched....and although i know that hard back is a ripppppoff and expensive, I decided to buy the third book anyway. I just couldn't wait !
.^^. Total wootage!
Anyways, I am having a pretty good day or something....dunno...confusion!! I need some more time, or was that less procrastination? Ya know what I mean, right?
O_O i am so crazy
So, once again, I beseach thee all, do a Read or Die AMV! I mean, it's beautiful anime, and the story is perfect for at least half a dozen songs...especially that one song on the Avengers Soundtrack (evil twin) doesn't that ring a bell, with the Nancy clone and all? Oh all right, I suppose I'm being sorta annoying, because I don't have equipt....that's not my fault..all my money goes into books and school (gotta pay for it, yeah yeah).
Also, I am learning to tech at the Planetarium! I mean, geez, it's cool that clumsy ol' me can be trusted with large, expensive, electronics, including the only red Goto star machine on the entire planet (specially made in Japan, might I add).
So I am off, to read of the Old and New Kingdoms and of Mogget and the Disreputable Dog (or the Disreputable Bitch if ya wanna be technical...) Go check out Garth Nix (the author)! He ROXXORZ!
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