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WOOT WOOT WOOT!!!!
2003-02-01 16:57:39
Ok, I'm happy today. I wanna talk ta Gus though. He must still be asleep..
Another poem:(for everyone who I love)
Ok, i don't like to keep track of time
But then again, take it one day
One step
After another
And maybe we'll get there
Still maybe we won't
But I will try to believe
As far as i can
Because it's hard to believe in anything
But easy to doubt
Fed
On lies
Superstition
And a white, male God
Who would sell me into slavery
But little did they know
I have a brain in my head
And i can make decisions
On my own
Sometimes I don't screw up.
They'd like to think I do
All of the time
WRONG WRONG WRONG
And never good enough
But there are those
Who disagree
And they are all
That there is
To me.
(thank you all who are my new and long-time friends, for never giving up on me, even when I was my own worst enemy!)
geeze, Shauna's getting sentimental in her old age (18!!) -
All that and a year of schtuff.
2003-01-31 13:29:00
so long it was
sinse i could say
you were invited
because of me
and did i love you
I was so confused
So long so often
just abused
by people who
didn't care
and i lost myself
in there
your eyes were deep
i never drowned
but i keep slipping
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Thank you, Gemma
2003-01-30 15:59:17
Just as the title says, Gemma wrote to me, so i am glad that everything's ok...except for her sucky SATs. I'm sorry! I know how sucky they are!! I wish thee luck!
And my wonderful Psychosis is back! YAYAYAYAYAYAY! He's so great!
But I'm worried about Josh. I haven't heard anything at all. I'm getting REALLY worried right now about him. Please tell me you're ok! Just a little short e mail or something would make me feel so much better. I care about you. Please don't leave me hanging. We're friends, right? -
A good point
2003-01-30 12:40:41
"Are stupid people going to ruin it for the rest of us?"
-"Not a chance, smart people will.
Stupid people should take comfort in their moral superiority because nearly all of the really horrendous travesties throughout history were perpetrated by smart people.
It takes superior brainpower to build atomic bombs that can destroy everyone we're mad at, along with everyone we like and everyone we've never met, then decide that that's not enough, we need variety in our self-annihilative devices, so let's also design chemical and biological weapons that can do the same job, only leaving behind, when all the humans get radiated into the next plain of existance, less of a charred mess, because it's well known that cockroaches do not care to sweep up.
If dumb people wanted to destroy the human race, they'd grab a brick ad go around hitting everyone over the head, which would take several centuries to get the job done.
Smart people can wrap it up in a couple of hours. Intelligence may turn out to be nothing but efficiency attached to motivation."
-From the book DUH! -
How Far, How Long?
2003-01-29 16:07:16
So what explains this afterglow?
The Things I'd have to speak to know
And all dejected, torn with lust
No one else that I can trust
Light and happy oreo
Stuck in churning overflow
All i am is a disease
And no one begs to disagree
Pulled apart the world to see
Clearer all this misery
And then when all is lost and found
Revamped in the Underground
Everything is old, made new
And there is nothing I can do.
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