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Runaway Train
2003-02-11 10:44:54
Only two days before I leave on my trip to Santa Cruz. Everything seems on track except me. I'm the train without a headlight, careening wildly towards a rocky cliff. Will I be able to stop before I reach the edge? Only time can tell. Until then, here I sit with this uncomfortable guilt gnawing at my stomach....
I should really tell him...
But should I?
It might just screw things up more in the long run...
There are so many points of view screaming in my ears that I can't really say what would be the right thing to do.
I dunno. Someone help me. This is getting to be so hard to deal with.
Hopefully he understands. -
Laughing Spasm
2003-02-10 18:31:34
HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
...whew....can't......breathe......
I'm so turned on...this sucks.
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I'm so confused
2003-02-09 18:16:11
Who do I love?
Is it true?
Am I in love with love, or
Just in love? -
The Ocean Waves
2003-02-09 00:31:46
It's so nice
Cold and warm
Comfortable, uncomfortable silence
I don't mind closeness
Or intimate contact
Water rush in and out
Like breaths
Same with the sun,
The moon similarly in the sky
I wonder what to make of this
Or what it will become
Or will it even
Make sense
In the end? -
AHAHAAAHAA
2003-02-07 15:39:52
I'm so crazy
Oog...
Now that life is devoid of meaning, I shall laugh hysterically because there is nothing so hilerious as things with no meaning
Words fail me
That's cause they have no meaning!!
WHAHAHAAA!
Wah, this is no fun..
I want my parents to relinquish control of me!
Why not kill myself?
They won't be able to control my life if I don't have one!
...but what if it hurts?
Erg, gotta find a better plan.
Gotta get out of here. I really do.
What's the point? I need to move out. I need to live before I die.
Or before I speed up the process that death invites.
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