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THE PAIN
2003-04-29 13:22:30
It hurts so much inside me.
It's like the pain of having
My throat ripped out
And then stuffed into my heart.
My Gus is making me sad. He wants to make me happy...but he's so far away, so it's hard to fix. I don't know what to do. He's never given me this kind of attention...but what does he mean by "something drastic to fix all the wrongs"?
I'm kind of afraid. I'm so sad. I don't want him to go away. I don't want him to go out of his way for me, especially if it makes him sad to fail. I don't want to be alone. I love him so much... -
WOOT!
2003-04-15 12:44:19
yay! I got an A on the History paper! Whoo hoo!
I know....it's kinda stupid to be all gloaty but i got the highest score in class and i bsed the ENTIRE thing! That's got to be some kind of accomplishment.
One week until i visit the Gus! {dances around in anticipation}
....time is so slow...
All hail the bobbleheaded Kuroneko! -
I like pain but only if it doesn't hurt...too much
2003-04-11 15:02:31
Yeah, I haven't been inspired lately to write....it's like nothing is worth writing down, or is it more like there is enough to write but nothing will come out of my hands....fingers...writing down the words I write. {sigh} I suppose I should do a recap of this week.
1) turned in my history assignment (i'm afraid of what I'm going to get on it.
2) got the ticket for my trip/and a phone card
3) watched Marcus (play as Paris) act in Romeo and Juliet and do a damn good job at it (the dying part looked rather painful, though v_v)
4) did my speech on how bikes are better than cars.
So this is where I begin my rant..hopefully I will brainwash you into believing as well.
If you feel tired, lethargic, and broke much too often...if you wish that you weren't dependent on the government and huge multi-billion-dollar corporations, I have a simple suggestion for YOU!
BIKE!
Ok, here are the numbers.
1) Used cars (at least running used cars) can cost anywhere from $3000-$50,000 (and probably more)
2) New bikes cost from about $69.00-$300.00
3) That's a savings (bike instead of car that is) of around......let's see...thousands of dollars!!!!
4) You have to have car insurance. (required by law) For a driver with less than 3 years experience driving, costs of liability (which is the minimum amount of insurance) insurance is $1916.00 for guys and $1415.00 for girls per year!!!!!
That's a lot of money!
5) Also, you have SMOG checks, maitainance, oil changes, etc. that you must pay for from time to time...which costs about $100 each.
6) You have to pay for GAS which is a billion dollar monopoly that is worldwide.
7)With a bike, YOU propel it, maitainance is low, and you don't have to worry about insurance (or even a license!)
8) if you're 18 or over (or don't get caught) you don't need a helmet, but they're actually pretty inexpensive (about $20).
9) the only thing you REALLY need if you bike around town is a bike lock, which is usually inexpensive and lasts a long time.
In addition to these money-saving pluses, biking will also make you healthier.
1) If you exercise at least one hour a day, you will be fit/healthy.
2)When you cycle per hour, you burn about 396 calories.
3)When you cycle 1 hour every day, at the end of the month you will have burned 11,900 calories! (which is about 5 pounds of bodyfat)
4)If you cycle 1 hour, five days a week, at the end of the month you will have burned about 7,900 calories which is about four pounds of body fat.
5)Also biking will save the environment.
Biking produces no harmful emissions (unless you've eaten too many bean burittos)
If you bike rather than drive, you aren't buying gas and supporting an evil fossil fuel monopoly.
So I hope you are convinced! Get out there and ride!!!! -
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2003-04-02 15:54:38
As I walk
I am so confused
The bubblegum chokes me
And I fall down
So much nothing
Crammed into me
So much elsewhere that is so much better
Why do I matter?
Why am I here?
Why don't I just let go?
The pain chokes me sweetly
Bitter rain in my eyes
Blocking sight
The air is flame
Charring my lungs
Spiraling downward
Freeing the pheonix
Inside me. - AMV banners ROXXORZ! 2003-04-01 15:35:32 Hey! This is a shout out to all of your banner-makers! Me likes what you are doin!
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