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I uploaded my first AMV!
2003-06-06 23:53:22
Wooohoo! I finally uploaded my first AMV to the site! I don't want my other ANIME music videos up, because they all suck. I just want Never Ending Story up, so that people are able to see how far I've come in the AMV creating world. Hopefully the Golden Donut will start soon, then I can upload my FF videos. That would be really cool. Taking the SAT in the morning, so I should really get some sleep. I think I'm going to do a little better this time. I want a 1300 at least. Watch it be that my Verbal didn't increase any, but my math got the perfect 800. I would hate that, because I worked so hard to try to bring up my verbal. Oh, well, not much that I can do right now. I can only wait and see the test. I have to take my time on the analogy questions and just do my best. I usually take up the entire time. I'm going to go to Walgreens in the morning so I can get more pencils and some more batteries for my calculator.
A cable modem is a really nice thing to have again. I'm able to download and upload things again. I need to fix my burner though, so that I can burn this gigabyte of AMVs from the Viewers' Choice Awards off. Oh, I want to note that I have 1044 hits right now for my Never Ending Story video. It'll prove useful when debating something later on.
Just studied today really. Yeah, so not ready for this exam. Maybe it'll be easy and I'll end up with a 1500. Yeah, probably not.
Talk to ya all after the exam! Night everyone!
Sephiroth -
Hrmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm!
2003-06-06 00:44:10
Let me see....
Getting my cable modem back today! Only thing is that I can't download anything yet, because I need to get a new CD Burner. I don't even know what happened to my old one. It just stopped working all of a sudden. Oh, well. Hopefully I'll be able to find a new one. Even though I can't download anything, I'll still be able to upload. Therefore I can upload my first AMVs that I made. I really want my Never Ending Story AMV to up for everyone. I know that it's horrible quality, but I still want it to be up for a little while at least. I've now decided what videos I'm going to enter into Martyr Productions contest. I'll enter these videos To The Limit, Never Ending Story, Oh, Deliver Me, and my new video if it is finished in time. If it is, then I'm going to blow everyone out of the Non-Anime category! And if videos are allowed to win more than one category, say goodbye to a bunch of other categories too.
I was just surfing around the searches on this site and I noticed something about my studio. Out of the three members from my studio, I'm the oldest AMV creator. I'm probably the youngest person in the studio, but still have been making AMVs for longer. Once I get my new computer built, I should be able to surpass everyone else no matter what. No offense to the others if you guys are reading this.
I really like Julie from work. She's soooooo pretty and cute. I don't know if I'll ever ask her out. I have the entire summer to do it. Oh, well. She calls me Monsoon, and it's alright with me. Oh, well...
What else...Oh, yeah, studying...Really need to study tomorrow. Like go over all 3500 words from the SAT prep book and then do about 2 more practice tests. It'll take me all day. I don't do any work during the night (hence I'm writing this), but I should be able to get everything done during the day. I just want to relax and maybe work on my AMV during the night before I go to sleep. I'm kinda hungry right now, so I think that I might go downstairs to eat something.
Later all.
Sephiroth -
Willy nilly! NARF!
2003-06-05 01:03:12
Hawooo....Kupo!
Studied today, not as much as I would've liked to though. Too tired...I'll write tomorrow night. I need to work on my video. Have to go to work tomorrow. Wooohoo! More labeling!
Sephiroth
Such a short journal entry.
I should write more. -
Note: There was a journal entry right before this one. Please read that one first.
2003-06-04 02:20:07
Title: Yeah... <b>Jackie: Don't read this...Please.</b>
<b>Don't read it, Jackie!</b>
I just brought my best friend extreme happiness and everything. She's really joyful now and everything. I really love her. I mean..I love her like a friend and everything. Not sure how I feel about her truly, I'm sure it's like lust or something. It could be love; I'm not entirely sure. I get a feeling inside that's really hard to describe. I just want...I just want to rest.
I don't know what I'm feeling right now. About half a hour ago I was talking to a friend from school. Make it a "friend" from school. We were playing the Q Game last week sometime and I asked her a question. She said that she would tell me later, so I said it was alright. Then I figured out that if she doesn't really want to tell me then then she's not really ever going to tell me. Yeah, she lied right to me. I don't like liars. I hate liars just as much as I hate myself. I really hate them...I really hate myself. I don't ever want to lie again and I never want to be lied to. Yeah, so a friendship that I made at the beginning of the school year had to end. Pie Row Maniac says that it could be me for insisting that she tell me. I don't care what it is that she did, but I do not want to be lied to. Yeah, lost a "friend" today. She wasn't ever a friend. If she was then she would've told me. Yeah, I don't really care anymore.
Yeah...
I don't think I'm very capable of love. It just feels weird at times. I'm not sure how I feel about anything right now. I feel betrayed. I feel like a scoundrel for asking the stupid question. I feel like a beast. I just don't want to do anything right now. I just want to rest. I want to res thte eternal rest. I think it would be pleasant. It's much better than the feeling I'm getting right now. I always wonder how it will be. Will I just cease to exist? I would like having my mind floating around in a dream state, where everything I want will be. That would be nice. I just don't want to be nothing, no thoughts, no movement, nothing. That would be..it wouldn't be anything. Nothingness scares me. I want to live my life happily. It doesn't look to be coming out to happily right now though. It just keeps declining for me. It has been ever since I was 5 years old, when I first learned the concept of death. Death really does kill.
I don't know what to do. I just want to not think, I just want to live. I want to die. I don't know what I want or what to do. I just want to...well...
Goodnight, everyone.
Marquise Strife -
Eh...
2003-06-04 00:13:23
Not much going on nowadays..Yesterday's work was kinda fun...
We did the same old thing, but I became better friends with everyone. It's cool. I've really started studying for the SAT now. I have about 3 days left before the exam. I need to just memorize a bunch of vocabulary words and take just a couple more practice tests before then. I should be fine then for the exam.
Worked on my video for a bit tonight. I guess I have to write in my video journal. Didn't do as much as I had hoped, but in about two weeks I should be able to edit freely during the day, instead of being bogged down with studies. Not sure how I will do on the SAT this time. I just have to improve my verbal score. If I can get a hundred more points, then that'll be pretty good.
Installed Norton Antivirus into my computer yesterday for the first time ever. Over 75,000 files on this computer and no virii at all! I am so amazed and proud of my computer! I love it! Wheeeeee!
I talked to my old friend Jenna on the phone yesterday too. She's doing pretty well, flirted a little with her. Lei is pretty good too. I always hear a lot of screaming and yelling whenever I call her. It's soooooo loud! They have way too much fun for a family, but I do kinda wish I was in the middle of them! Yeah, I wish I wasn't perverted too. Now I know three people who read my journal! Wheeeeeeee!
If I think of anything else to write, then I'll post again. That's all for now. Going to go for a jog in the morning...Trying to get into shape and everything. It'll be hard, but worth it.
Oh, yeah, here's the videos I'm thinking of entering into Martyr Productions contest. The Nothing I've Become (if I'm able to finish it), Oh, Deliver Me, To The Limit, and Never Ending Story
Anyway, night everyone.
Sephiroth
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