JOURNAL:
SephirothJenova (Marquise Strife)
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Events In My Life
2001-12-07 23:16:46
I haven't really done that much this week. We had a big test on Wednesday and Thursday for AP Physics, but I think I did really well, because I finished the entire test and even the bonus problem. I signed up for the play on Wednesday. On the 12th, my audition is at 4:30 to dance in front of people that I actually know. On the 14th, I have another audition to sing and act in front of other people that I know. The only problem is that I don't know how to dance, and I've never sung in front of people before. Nothing really big else happened this week, I guess.
This weekend is a very big weekend! The two History papers that I've been putting off have to be done this weekend. I also have Physics problems on Fluids. I also gotta read a dumb book for English. I have to get farther in Final Fantasy VIII and work on my video tremendously. Looks like I won't have much spare time this weekend...
Sephiroth
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I'll Be Here Awhile
2001-12-04 22:48:43
I’ll be here awhile ain’t going nowhere
I’ll be here awhile ain’t going nowhere
I’ll be here awhile ain’t going nowhere
I’ll be here awhile
Far is solace in the maddening pace
Sad state written on my face
Not a tight rope walk but dance
Uncertain game of chance
But I’ll see it through in time
I’ll be here awhile ain’t going nowhere
I’ll be here awhile ain’t going nowhere
I’ll be here awhile ain’t going nowhere
I’ll be here awhile
And if a person place or thing can deliver
I will quiver with delight
Tempted by the hand that could
Blind my vision and sight
But at twenty years of age
In frolic and in rage
I will see it through in time
I’ll be here awhile ain’t going nowhere
I’ll be here awhile ain’t going nowhere
I’ll be here awhile ain’t going nowhere
I’ll be here awhile
But the dawn has come into the endless night
And everything’s going to be all right
But at thirty years of age
Through frolic and in rage
All regressed and healed in time
I’ll be here awhile ain’t going nowhere
Said I, said I, said I
I will survive
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Deep Thoughts: December 2, 2001
2001-12-02 09:35:19
Deep Thoughts today will be on the subject of Happiness. Now no one really is happy in their lives. If they were, then they would be dead. People spend their entire lives trying to find happiness for themselves, but in the end, near their deaths, they realize that they never achieved it or even came close to it. Mostly a human's struggle to get through life is also a struggle to find happiness. People always look for happiness, whether it be in the form of money, a family, or anything else. All of those things will never make a person truly happy, because there will always be obstacles in life that permit him or her from reaching their goal of pure happiness.
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Happy Birthday To Me...
2001-12-01 10:14:26
Well, on Thursday it was my birthday. I turned 16 years old finally. A decent age, I guess. I had a little fun with myself that day. I put a Nicotine patch on my left arm. It stung at first, but I could feel all of it going through my blood. By 5th period in school, I couldn't stand up, remember much, or think clearly. I don't really care about myself, because no one really cares about me. Only one person said "happy birthday" to me, because she wrote it down in her assignment book. I don't think she hates me anymore, because she's actually talking to me now.
There's been a lot more happening also, such as I took my Physics quiz to pull up my 58% on my test. I think I did pretty well. I need 22/30 points on the quiz to have a C on the overall test. I know that I at least go 10. The first ten don't count as anything, but every point there after counts. I have a lot to do this weekend. Write 2 overdue History papers, Physics problems, Math homework, and finishing my perspective boxes and Jim Carey for art class.
This weekend, I'm going to try to get past the Lunatic Pandora in FF8 with Doom Train, which I have to go back to get. I might also go to the mall to buy the next Neon Genesis: Evangelion DVD. My dad gave my $50 to spend for my birthday. He also said that I could get a burner for the computer, which I desperately need. I'm gonna go eat some cereal, but I'll be back on the computer to play some FF8 then.
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My Sacrifice...
2001-12-01 09:58:45
Hello my friend we meet again
It’s been a while where should
we begin…feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
Of perfect love that you gave to me
I remember
When you are with me
I’m free…I’m careless…I believe
Above all the others we’ll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice
We’ve seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around in
an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let’s find peace there
When you are with me
I’m free…I’m careless…I believe
Above all the others we’ll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice
I just want to say hello again
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