JOURNAL: SephirothJenova (Marquise Strife)

  • Baaaaa 2002-06-13 01:28:04 Baaaa.

    *shakes head* I dunno..

    Well, first off I want to say soemthing to all of the anime music video creators in this website. I will later post this in one of the forums, so I thought that everyone who reads my Journal should get the low-down from downtown. (I dunno...) People shouldn't say that their new videos will be better than other people's music videos. They should say that their new videos will be better than their last one! That's what makes a person a good music video creator!

    I'm going to go play a game! Cya!

    Sephiroth 
  • Attack Of The Clones! 2002-06-11 03:27:41 I saw it! I finally saw it! I saw Star Wars: Episode II! I knew that I would see it with my friend, but we will watch it some other time. I'm pretty much forgot a lot of it already. I just remember some of the comedic parts now. Well, let me start with the beginning of yesterday (today is Tuesday for me).

    I woke up around 8:00am, which is usually the time that I wake up at. I came online at around 8:45 to talk to my friend. She was pretty depressed, because her finals are coming up this week. Actually she has to take them today, tomorrow, and the day after. After that I played some Phantom Menace. I'm on the level where Qui-Gon has to fight Jabba's beast. It took me a couple of tries, but I did beat him only to die at the next boss who stole Anakin's podracer part. I didn't save it either, but oh, well. After that I just sat down and didn't really do anything. I did a couple of chores, then turned the television on to watch Yu-Gi-Oh!. I came online after that to just check some things out. My brother came back from his job interview and brougth a wrestling tape with him, so I thought that I would watch a match or two with him. When then went to see Star Wars at 7:00pm. I really liked the movie. I even liked the love story parts. I wish it could continue or something. I really like Anakin. He reminds me of myself a bit. When we came back home, some stuff happened and reminded me of the movie again. I can't really say what's in my head, but I know that it'll just eventually happen. It's inevitable. I guess that I'm just mysterious like that. No one in the entire world knows how I truly am and why I am like this. I'm not entirely sure that anyone will ever understand. Well, anyway after that I came online and did some chatting. I went down to watch the rest of the wrestling video.

    I've got an awesome idea for my new layout of my website. I've got a new logo also. It will be amazing now. Nothing will stop me from making myself perfect. I don't know how just yet, but I will accomplish this feat. I just need patience and lots of concentration. I just need time and one other thing. My feelings right now are full of.. pain.

    Sephiroth 
  • So tired... 2002-06-09 01:58:55 My back is really really hurting me right now. Every single time that I try to move, It stabs a knife into my spine and almost paralyzes me. I don't know how it all happened, but it's incredibly annoying. I don't know how to make it better either. I think I just need to lay down on straight for a couple of hours. I may need a heat pack also, but ours broke several years back. I guess I'll just have to live through the pain for a while.

    I woke up today around 9:30 and watched Yu-Gi-Oh! right away. It's actually the only thing I watch on television now, other than the shows that my parents watch. I'm not going to be online all day now like I was, mostly because I really want a job and hoping that people will make phone calls for interviews and such. Well, anyway, after I watched my show I went outside to start working on the lawn. My brother was supposed to help with it, but he couldn't get the edge trimmer started. I just mowed the main part of the lawn and came inside. After that I ate some lunch and then just fell asleep. After I woke up, I watched a Hindi movie on television and then went with my brother to help set up a tent for the neighbors. We went shopping at some grocery stores, then came back home. After that we went to our neighborhood party. I stayed there and ate. I ate a lot, so that could be causing my pain, but I did have this pain since before the party. I came back from the party at around 10:00 my time and talked online with my love for a while. I love her so much. I just can't believe it. After that I went downstairs for a while and then played some Phantom Menace. I'm at the stage where I'm trying to get the parts for Anikin's podracer. Then I just came online to see if my love was still on, but she wasn't, so I decided to write in my Journal.

    That's pretty much all that happened today from start to finish, or at least until I started writing in my Journal, which should be called the present, but oh, well. I use a lot of run-on sentences, don't I? Nothing else on my mind right now. I took some tests at EMode.com, such as their personality and IQ tests. The personality test told me that I was a critic, which I think I sort of am, and the IQ test told me that I have an IQ of around 145. The average American is at 100 - 120, and over 150 is considered to be a genius. I talked to Phade a while back, and his IQ is around 188. I was amazed. He should be working at NASA or something.

    Sephiroth 
  • "Fear leads to anger. Anger leads to hate. Hate leads to suffering." ~ Yoda 2002-06-07 17:05:14 I'm getting back into Star Wars again. I just was about to type Staw Rars; I couldn't believe it. Well, last week I saw Episode 1, because I got bored during the day. Then I found my disc of The Phantom Menace game yesterday night after a couple of years of not seeing it and got somewhat excited. My brother heard me playing and decided to watch Episode 1 again, so I went down to watch it too. I've reinstalled Star Wars Racer and started playing that too. It's really fun now, but I really really want to see Episode 2. I can't wait to see it.

    I've ripped all of the discs from Final Fantasy IX yesterday night. There's something weird though; I can't find some of the FMVs, such as the one with Zidane running to save Kuja at the Iifa Tree with all of the vines and such following behind him. It's just puzzling is all. It's my first time using the Huffyuv codec, so all of the converted FMVs are extremely large. They take up a lot of space on my drive. I have to burn a couple of CDs this weekend to make sure that I have enough space to edit with. I haven't found a song that I want to make for this video. I would like to follow in the steps of Hakura, because she edits in ways that I don't. I just thought that I would give them a little try. She just listens to random songs playing in her Winamp and gets an idea when a song plays. I don't think I will go searching for a song like I usually do, but more or less let the song search me out. It should be interesting to see what I come up with.

    Something really horrible happened yesterday. It just made me realize that I have to commit to certain things. I need a strong will. I need the will power to get myself in shape for my love. I'll be hoping to ask her out on a date near the end of the summer.

    I also have to start reading my novels for AP Lit. I have to read approxiamately 700 pages, or two or three books that combine to have 700 pages. It's something along those lines. I don't really like to read, but I will give it a try. I also have to do my history papers still. I never got them done during the year, so I have to do them over the summer. I'll hand them in at the beginning of the school year, or maybe even during the summer. Once I turn in my history papers, I'm secured for a perfect 4.0GPA for the semester. It's because AP Physics is weighted along with my math class. I got a B in English, so it all cancels out to become a 4.0. I'm happy with that, because I haven't gotten straight A's since my first semester of high school. I'm not really excited though. Good grades don't do anything for me. I'm still depressed as always. I need someway to fix that.

    Sephiroth 
  • Things Cooling Down and Heating Up 2002-06-06 09:57:51 I'm just going to write this as a reminder to myself; I have to review that X/1999 music video to Duel Of The Fates (Techno Remix). It's not that great of a video, so only download it if you have nothing else to do.

    Well, after beating Final Fantasy IX a couple of days back, I've started on my music video for it. I have really picked a song yet or anything. I ripped the first disc FMVs, which turned out to become around 1.2GB in Huffyuv. I'm just predicting that the final product of all of the FMVs will be about 5GB, leaving me with around 2GB to edit with. I will probably make a lot more space on the computer, because I usually like to have around 3 or 4 gigabytes to edit with.

    I've finally completely filled out my job applications, after like a month of procrastinating. I don't really want a job, but I guess that I have to get one to make some money and some other stuff. I would absolutely love if I didn't really have to wait for the people to call me up for interviews and such. I would just like to have the job right away. I want to actually work more at SunCoast and Borders than any of the other places.

    I need some things to do now, because I've beaten Final Fantasy IX and have like no other games. I have Metal Gear Solid, but it always freezes when I beat the guys in the tank. It really pisses me off, because it took me so long to figure out how to beat them. I want to get Final Fantasy Anthologies and Chronociles. I want to play all of them and beat them all this summer. Then in the fall I'll consider buying a PS2 for playing Final Fantasy IX.

    My brother and I have been going out in the evenings o play some basketball. I've been kicking his butt in all of the games that we play. In our first game in two years, I beat him 5 - 3. Then last night when we played our second game of the center, I beat him 11 - 8. He was leading me at 7 - 4, but I came back very strong to kick his butt. The world is so competative, but it was worth it!

    I can't remember anything else that I've done in the past couple of days, except that I'm trying to make the drawers of my desk together. I should be able to finish them by Friday. This weekend I have to fix a shelf for my brother, but I can't do that until someone comes to help me lift it two floors up.

    I guess that's it for now. I'll update more often now. I have to go, bye!

    Sephiroth 
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