JOURNAL: SephirothJenova (Marquise Strife)

  • Later that night.. 2002-06-19 00:19:37 I thinking I can characterize myself now. While talking to Hakura, I figured out that I'm a cross between Sephiroth and Cloud Strife. At least I think I am. I may still be fully Sephiroth, but Hakura made me think that I have Cloud's heart with Sephiroth mind. A very deadly, but romantic combination.

    After I got off the computer this morning I watched some television, mainly The Price Is Right. It's still one of the best television shows out in the world right now. Everyone from little kids to mature people have seen the show at least a couple of summers in their lives. After I watched that I think that I made some lunch for my brother and me. Then I played some games on our old Macintosh that I hooked up a couple of days ago. I'll have to unhook it before my uncle comes to town this weekend though. Afterwards I went to my room to start reading my book, Great Expectations. It's an interesting book, but I'm only 15 pages into it. I read for about 30 minutes. I'm a slow reader, so it will take some time. After that I watched some television. My brother and I got caught up in a chess game where I lost again. Then we went to play some basketball after stopping by the comic book shop. It's not a very big comic book shop, but it's a decent size. Our game didn't last for very long, because my dumb brother got upset. When we came back home, I took a shower and shaved my week-old beard. I'm growing my sideburns longer so that I can look a bit more like Hrithik Roshan, Indian film star. My dad, brother and I then played some cards. We ate and then played some cards with my mother joining in. The team of my dad and I won it all. After that I just came online here and started to talk to some friends, while I checked e-mails and some other statistics. Now I'm writing in my Journal. I think that I might watch some Gundam 0083 tonight. I can probably download a couple of songs. I don't really know yet.

    Sephiroth 
  • Some Odd Stuff.. 2002-06-18 11:21:02 I don't feel like talking about my personal life right now, because it's pretty much on the rocks. Everything is upside down and getting beaten twenty times.

    I've been trying to get my opening for my video going, but it's still a bit odd. I'm making it in Flash 5, where I haven't read the book for it. I have it, but I'm just a little lazy to read it. I read the first two chapters on how to get going in Flash, so I just started to experiment. It seems obvious now that I need to read the rest of the book. Maybe if I just read an hour a day along with working on the computer, it wouldn't be so bad.

    I should also do that with my book for AP Lit. For some reason I can't wait to get a job or start school again. I would love to be away from my family. My brother criticizes every turn I make when I'm driving. I don't even want to drive around anymore. There's a lot of other reasons I want to start school again. I just wish there wasn't so much homework involved in school. I go there to learn, not to do so much homework and not learn anything. I like it when the teacher actually teaches, and not just give you a bunch of work and assume that you've memorized everything.

    I saw through Trigun episode 17 over the week. I can see why Trigun is such a popular anime now. Two nights ago, I watched part of my Neon Genesis: Evangelion DVD 1. It was the first three episodes. I was looking for a fright and I sort of got it.

    I can't think of anything else that I could write about, so I guess I'm just going to go.

    Sephiroth 
  • Great Expectations 2002-06-16 23:45:50 "My father's family name being Pirrip, and my CHristian name Philip, my infant tongue could make of both names nothing longer or more explicit than Pip. So, I called myself Pip, and came to be called Pip." That's the first paragraph of Great Expectations. It's supposedly one of the most well-known openings for a novel ever. I have to read this book for AP Lit next year. I'm hoping that it'll be a really fun book to read. I haven't read a good book since I read Magician three years ago. I lost my track of mind by getting distracted.

    I haven't found any inspiration for my Final Fantasy IX video yet. It's usually the song that inspires me, but nothing has come up yet. I'm thinking of just giving up on English songs and going with something more original. It wouldn't be Japanese or English. It would be soemthing that I would work extremely hard on then.

    My love is gone for the next couple of days. She'll be back on Friday. I'm just having some weird feelings now. It feels like I can't be with her anymore. I still want her a lot, but it just feels wrong now.

    I haven't been doing any work on my website for the past couple of days. All of the HTML code is updated, but I wanted a Flash thingy for the title. I might be able to do it, now that I have the VERY VERY basics down of Flash. I haven't gotten any more into this Flash book than Chapter 2. I can probably figure it out on my own for right now. If I want to do more complex things in the future, then I will read more into the book.

    I just want to be alone for right now I think. There's nothing else I can do.

    Sephiroth 
  • Correction 2002-06-14 09:56:00 I made a mistake. That was the URL for my second website ever. It still uses PageBuilder though, so you can visit it if you want. It has some information that many people don't know about me on there. Here's the real address to my first website:

    http://www.geocities.com/shock_mps/

    I'm glad that they're still around, because now I can make so much fun of them.

    Sephiroth 
  • Legato Bluesummers! 2002-06-14 09:48:53 I don't know. I've been talking to a couple of people like Hakura about which anime character they resemble. She's a total Vash. She even thinks so, as do I. I don't really know what anime character I am, but I absolutely love the evil guys. I just saw the first episode of Trigun with Legato Bluesummers in it. He's a new favorite. I also love Sephiroth, Zechs Merquise, and Kuja. I'm pure evil. There's nothing else about it. My love doesn't believe me when I say that I'm more evil than good. She just wants me to be who I am. I'm like a hard casing like Vash though. I have a nice, lovingly shell on the outside, but deep down inside I believe something totally different from what I say to people. For one thing, I do not like the human race. I despise everyone, even myself. There's only two people that I love though. I guess that makes me a lot like Sephiroth, except for the love thing, but he did have a love for his "mother" Jenova. I just know that I'm a very evil person. For some reason I hope that one day I'll be able to make myself a real life evil in the world. It feels... right to think this way.

    I haven't really posted on anything important for the past couple of days. I haven't found a song for my new music video, or at least the song hasn't found me. I got past the first fight with Darth Maul in The Phantom Menace game. It actually wasn't that hard.

    I've done a site update, but I'm still trying to learn Flash for the new title image. It's going to be very cool looking now. I just remembered my very first website address. I used Geocities PageBuilder to make it. Here's the address:

    http://www.geocities.com/diamomps

    It's horrible, I know, but what else can I say?

    Sephiroth 
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