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2003-01-20 14:44:45
I don't know what's happening these days. I got my grades and they were pretty good. Best grades I've gotten ever. I've started a new video. I still have to put my FF9 video onto the org. I've gotten my money orders ready to send to Phade, it's just the problem of getting to the mailbox. I really need the hosting, so I'm sending pretty much everything that I can to him. I don't know what else to talk about. Work is boring. I hate it, I'm just there to make money. I need a new job, so I can make more money. Not much else. Today is day off. Have to work on my new video and stuff. Contacts are cool. Make me look older. Not much else happening...
I wish something was happening...
Sephiroth -
Happy New Year
2003-01-01 09:33:16
It's not really a happy time for me. I get to sleep in this room again, so that's good. But I miss her and haven't heard from her so I'm sad. I hope this year will be better. The last one wasn't too good.
Sephiroth -
12 midnight is a powerful time...
2002-11-03 00:08:56
I like midnight. It's a peaceful time. No one is awake. I just want to sit in a dark room by myself and imagine everything in the world.
I'm trying to think what has happened today. Not much actually...just the usual. I worked and stuff. Tomorrow I have to work again, but mostly I have to do homework. We're reading the book A Streetcar Named Desire in AP Lit. I have to read the book for AP Government too. That'll help my grade in the class a lot.
Nothing else is happening in my life. I'm starting to become a little obsessed with Christine. I should just ask her out already, so that I can get over her quickly, or start worrying about what we will do on our date.
Sephiroth -
Just realized this...
2002-11-01 23:52:22
It took me five and a half years to realize this. It decribes the perfect woman for me. It's also a very hard thing for a woman to do. She pretty much has to be perfect.
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Lots of stuff to report...
2002-10-31 23:00:57
First of all, let me talk about my personal life. A LOT has happened in it since like 4 weeks ago, or whenever was the last time that I posted in my Journal. Okay, so I started to like this girl that lives like down the block from me. I wanted to ask her out, so it was like last Monday or something. It was Monday and I was riding the bus home since I didn't have to work that day (I work at a grocery store BTW). Well, since the third person of our little neighborhood group wasn't there, it was just me and the girl, Carolyn. Well, I was acting all weird, so I actually struck a conversation with her about the book she was reading which had pictures of big sword-fighting rats in it. So then she started to read the book, but I wanted to ask her, but I thought that since so many other people were on the bus that everyone would hear it and everything. I decided to write it down on a peice of paper. I asked her to hand me her book and then sliped the note into it. I closed the book and handed it back to her. She opened it up and read it, taking like 40 seconds to read it. She was surprised I guess, but she said yes. That's what surprised me. Then I asked her what like 5 times, becuase I didn't believe that she said yes. Then I made her write it down so that I had proof. Alright, so like a couple days later after not talking to her for a while, becuase I hadn't seen her, she said that she couldn't go out with me because her parents won't let her go out with someone older. She thought I was a Senior. I'm only one year ahead of her. It didn't really bother me, becuase she said yes. It means that I'm not a TOTAL failure. I don't think she wanted to go out with me anyway, but she still said yes. Now at least I think we're back to being friends, but she probably still feels a little awkward. I got over her pretty fast; I don't feel any attraction whatsoever towards her now. Well, that's one thing in my personal life. There's actually more.
Okay, since she actually said yes, I'm thinking of asking out another girl who's in my AP Government and AP Literature classes. Her name is Christine. She's somewhat quiet, taller than me, and smarter than me. I have to pretty much yell to get her to notice me though. I'm thinking if she says yes, then she'll notice me even more. She's the type that doesn't really go out on many dates IMO. She's really cute. I mean like drooling cute. I mean cute and not hot. I was going to ask her out on like Tuesday/Wednesday, but when I saw her she was always with other people. I wanted to talk to her alone so it wouldn't be more embarrassing. I'm planning to ask her out next week. I do hope that she says yes, even if only for one date.
Well, I think that does it for my personal life, so now it'll be my academic life. I have A's in all of my classes except for AP Lit which I have a C+ for first quarter. I'm doing pretty badly in AP Government for second quarter though. I got an F on my first test and I just got a C/D on the second one. I'm going to have to really work hard for the class for about 6 weeks in a row so that I'll be able to get it up to a B for the quarter.
My Halloween stinks, because I would really like to have a date this weekend. Oh, well. I rented Jurassic Park III from Blockbuster. I watched it on the computer from like 2 feet away in the dark. It was pretty scary. I'll probably watch something else like Gundam Wing or Evangelion to have my pants scared off.
I don't really know what else to write about. Work is boring as hell. I'll try to post in my journal more often. A lot of stuff is happening in my life now. I think I'm becoming more normal. ....I don't want to be normal.
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