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woot!
2002-09-16 12:48:59
Yay! Harpers back! (Yes, I actually noticed. =p)
Ever feel this way? I was driving to school this morning, and I've had Freternia's The Flame in my head for a while, so I popped in the cd and listened to damn near the whole cd on the drive. By the time it cycled to track 2, I realised that dammit, I want to live in the world these guys are singing about, I want to be the hero they're telling of... things like that.
I know books can take you away from reality and drop you smack into a new world, but I dont think I've ever had that experience with music until today. It was truely amazing. I actually wanted to BE in the music.
On a seperate note, not involving metal, I was listening to The Space Brothers - Shine last night and images of friends kept flashing in my head, sort of like SoAA.. Anyway, it put a smile on my face and I'm starting to realise, hell, life is actually pretty good. Things are starting to look up, for a change, and for no particular reason. I'm no better or worse off than I was last week.. or last month.. or the last 3 months. but who cares.
And so ends my spew.
PS: If you don't already have it, go buy Freternia's Warchants and Fairytales. It's an amazing album. -
god, i'm pathetic
2002-09-15 14:20:12
Yah, I've got an idea for a new video, on top of the other 3 I want to get done. Fortunately, after today, I've got the entire week off, barring school work, so I'm hoping to get a large chunk of And Then There Was Eva done before saturday, as WELL as releasing a new video.
We'll see how that new video goes though, I've started 4 videos recently, and only managed to finish the nightwish one before realising the other ones were just stupid, and wouldn't work, or losing interest.
New video is going to be Eva, which I'm sure a lot of you are groaning about, and to make matters worse, it's going to revolve around Shinji, which I'm sure makes a lot of the people still reading this quit reading, but if you like some of my other videos, I ask that if this gets done, you give it a chance. I'm going to pull away from the dramatics and such and go for a comedy video.
Wow, a comedy Eva video centering around Shinji. How creative. Ph33r not, fans of my work! For it will be a very dry comedy, sort of like NPC3000's Building a Religion (still trying to figure out how that managed to edge out Damaged Rei-Mix for the RVP review... ¬¬ )... except, not so apparent? You'll have to see it. I know I was laughing as I played out scenes in my head. Out of the 3 people still reading this, I expect 1/3 of them to not watch the video, if it gets released. of the 2 people left, I expect 1/2 of them to not understand the humor. and out of the remaining viewer, I expect all of them to not find it funny.
I cant wait to make this video.. hehe... off to work. -
2002-09-14 13:40:59
Grahh I'm a whiny bastard. how do you people put up with me? =p
Quote MJ
>>Oh well, I really wanna get a horror vid done so I'm gonna tsick to it and whatever happens, happens. =P <<
Yah, I fully expect to see Blood and Gore for about 1 minuite, then see it turn into some kind of happy dance pop video.. heh... :p -
Blech.
2002-09-13 19:26:54
I hate it when people try to save face, and I'm getting really sick of people who just talk without saying anything. I turned to my mother tonight who went on and on and on about her day and what not, then asked me a question reguarding what I was doing online. I responded by telling her I was writing reviews for videos, when I was asked "why you? who for.." etc. Rarely do I want to talk about what I do, but in this case, I was pretty much ready to start blabbing on about it. I said something like "I'm leaving a review on a video done by someone else." - And promptly, the subject was shifted back to whatever she was saying before that. About 20 seconds into that, I said "Well, thanks for feighning interest for 10 seconds." and she then proceeded to try to get me to tell her more about it.
If there's anything I hate more than people who don't want to listen, it's people who try to save face. This may look like a random rant about my mother, but the more I sit here and think about it, over the past 22 years, I think the majority of my friends are the same way. I don't really think any of them are interested in me, or what I do. It's kind of a sad, pointless existance. I think I'm kept around because I listen to my friends, I try to be there for them when they need an ear, someone to talk to, ideas, guidance, whatever.
A friend of mine opened up one night and we had a particularly long discussion about his recent (and first) girlfriend. Talked about his home life, college, how we'd changed sence highschool, shit like that. If anything I said started sounding like I may have needed an ear, the topic was instantly directed back towards something else.
It happens a lot, if I think about it. I dont know why I'm writing it here. Perhaps because it's because I know someone will read it. I don't want someone to IM me or emailing me saying "Hey, I know how you feel, anything I can do?" .. I just.. I dont know....
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9/11 - how disgusting can the american public get?
2002-09-12 14:42:18
Warning: Strong opinion to follow. if you cant handle it, dont read on.
Another disgusting display of fake patriotism. I will never forget what happened on 9/11, 2002. One year after..
http://www.salon.com/mwt/feature/2002/07/09/ground_zero/index.html
I didn't go out and buy a flag. I didn't drape myself in red, white, and blue, I didn't cry, and I didn't have nightmares. I didn't give blood, I didn't give anything to any kind of disaster recovery fund, and I dont plan on it, and this is why.
This country and all of its disgraceful inhabitants should be ashamed. This truely makes me sick to my stomach. The American Dream: Any way to turn a profit. Excuse me while I sit here and be disgusted with my fellow americans.
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