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Day 3
2005-06-27 18:11:45
Day 3
Title: U Got To Be Kidding Me..
* Dracon walks along the edge of a lake, searchign for something inside herself to clear her confusion. The lake which is shadowed by the hill in which the tree stood, rippled softly; confused in itself why this darkened girl was at its edge*
Dracon: It makes no sense...what does she mean by, i know less about myself then i know about her...Damn it..she's lying..she always does. She is only a pathetic bird girl sent to crowed me and stalk me.
* A voice comes from behind her, it was Crow. She was holding a slight glare w/ her sharp ice blue eyes*
Crow: They only thing that is crowding you, and stalking u...is ur own shadow Dracon...
* W/ a blood chillign look Dracon turns to Crow*
Dracon: Well then..why are you still here...
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Apart from my Self chat
2005-06-26 15:24:08
Apart from my self chats i thought i'd do an intermission for a sec cuz i gotta say something.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH PEOPLE!!!!!
Can't u see what ur doing to other people..how badly ur tearing them down, how depressed ur making some of them. Everyone should be able to be talked to w/out discrimination..everyone should be able to talk w/out being shut out!
You have a voice we know..but have u ever for once in ur life shutup!!!! And listened to see if anyone else around u has one too...Have u ever realized that ur not the only person in the world..cuz if u were..u'd be talking to urself. Well u might as well be cuz i ain't listening to shit u say..
WAKE UP U F'N JERKS!!!
Anybody w/ a voice thats ever been told to shutup..or have been ignored, or been mistreated by people like u have come together to say one thing.
WE KNOW U HAVE A FLIPPIN VOICE, BUT SHUT IT SO WE CAN SAY ONE THING TO U! WE R SICK OF UR SHIT!
WE R TIRED OF BEING TOLD TO SHUTUP WHEN WE R THE ONE WHO'S BEING IGNORED.....WE R TIRED OF HAVEING TO LISTEN TO U, WHEN WE JUST WANT SOMEONE TO LISTEN. WE R RAISING OUR VOICES TO TELL U THAT WE WILL BE SILENCED NO LONGER! FOREVER WE WILL FIGHT UNTIL U REALIZE WHAT U HAVE DONE TO US.. SO SHUT THE HECK UP AND LET US SPEAK...
- "The Silenced No More"
by Shadowbird Crow -
Day 2
2005-06-26 13:12:23
Day 2
Title: Why So early?
* CRow yawns deeply then fixes her choker necklace she had recieved about an hour before walking back to the tree this morning. Now stareing up at the sky from a branch she thinks about what has happened...in her past..and in the present. One memory spikes so many thoughts in her mind*
Crow: ..Crhome...
* A Guy w/ brown hair and blonde highlights turns to face her. She is many years younger then in the present, about 12-13, and the boy looked to be about 15-16.*
Crhome: *with a smile* yeah Crow?
Crow: Will..u always be here....
Crhome: Everyone..must come to an end at some point in time Crow...
* The young Crow's head bows and she sniffles. Crhome walks over and rests a hand on her shoulder*
Crhome: As long as i live..i will protect u my dear friend....And even after. I'm always inside u...i'm always there...promise me..u'll remember that.
Crow: When..will..u..leave...
Crhome: Never..I wont leave u...but if u mean..when..will i die...*he stops in thought* I dun'no...no one does..only the stars...and they r telling me. But im sure..its not for a long time Crow...
Crow: Ok...
* Crow opens her eyes as the memory fades away, her eyes watering she closes them tightly trying so hard not to bring up the one tagged to it*
* Smoke rose and swirled throughout the area, burned buildings, fire blazing everywhere. The young Crow runs w/ an arm covering her mouth, coughing.*
Crow: Crhome..*cough* CRHOME!!
* A distan voice answers*
Crhome: Follow my voice Crow..HUrry Crow Run!!
* She follows as best as she could, but soon his voice faded. Running faster and faster she bursts through the last wiff of smoke only to come w/ in a few feet of a very large shadow. She screams but it is choked out of her as she sees a figure lying in front of the shadow, blood pooled about him.*
Crow: ..Crho..Crhome...
* The shadow lets out a billowing laugh before vanishing, leaving Crow to slowly make her way to him, then realizing he was hurt she goes into a run*
Crow: CRHOME!!!!!!
* Sliding to her knees she raises his head lightly, and he looks up at her*
CRow: u said..a..long..ti..time...
Crhome: Cr..Crow..please..dn'..t...cry...I..am always here..rem..mber..
Crow: U said a long time Crhome...pp..plea..se..dn't leave me..not..yet.. im not ready..im..not ready to be..alone...
* tears now streamed from her eyes dripping to the ground, mixing w/ the blood that incircled Crhome. He raises as much of himself as he can in a final attempt to tell his young friend what she must always know, with a whisper in her ear.*
Crhome: Crow...u r NEVER..alone...ne..ever...we..WILL..meet again...I..love u..my Shadowbird..friend...
* With that he slowly slides back down, becoming limp, his head rested in her arms once more. She shakes him violently*
Crow: no..no no..NO CRHOME WAKE Up!! please...please dn't...
* After hours and hours of weeping, her tears ran dry and her body had become exaughsted, she hugs him to her, never wating to let go but soon realizing her friend was no more, she excepted in her heart his words. He had saved her..what if she would have went out here first? He gave his life..and she would repay him for it.*
Crow: Ur always with... me Crhome...I love u..
* And with that, she vowed to get the shadow, she vowed to always keep in her heart, and she vowed, to never say she was alone. A final tear falls as she sowly sets him onto the ground completly. At the age of 12-13..Crow had to burry her friend*
* Her eyes burned and she crys out, trying to scream the memory away..hoping to wake up from this memory.*
CRow: CRHOME!!!!
* She soon quiets herself down as a figure appears under the tree.*
Crow: what r u doing here?
Dracon: What r U doing up?
Crow: Im too awake to sleep...
Dracon: Why So early? Early bird...
Crow: yep..im just an early bird....
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Here Goes...
2005-06-26 01:42:45
Self Chats Day 1.
Title: Forgive me...for U Know Not.
* Dracon stands under the shade of a tree, fiddling w/ a broken dagger, watching her own metallic blood drip to the ground w/ every wrong twist of her wrist. But it is no bother to her, she simply finds it amusing*
DRacon: Why r u still...up there Crow..what do u wait for?
* Up far in the tree laying on a tree branch gazing at the sunset lyes Crow*
Crow: For...Someday...
Dracon: Heh...u make no sense..
Crow: If only u knew..how much sense i make...
D: No..i mean..thats too long of a wait....ur..u...U can't wait forever...
C: Dracon... u have to know something about me...that ur not getting... what do i have to live for but to wait for Someday...
D: hmmm..ur...still i..
C: U won't understand..u never will....I'm sorry Dracon...
D: *simply cross her arms, putting her broken dagger inside her glove* i guess i wont.....like i care...
C: Forgive me..for u know less about urself..then u do about me.. Forgive me For u know not about anything around u....
D: Dn't tell me what i do and do not know u pathetic bird..
C: I'm..nevermind..*sigh* -
ay..
2005-06-26 01:23:15
ok i'll have my future journals more like this k?..
Dracon..
Personality: Cold, stubbourn jerk, lonewolf..and knows she's alone and lonely at heart. * when evil* ; Cruel, merciless.
Appearence: Long black hair, ( electric blue highlights)about waist length. Two earrings on both ears. (Upper edge not on lobe.) Deep piercing dark blue eyes. Black slash under right eye.
Covered in black; Trench coat, bellie/sleeveless shirt( mixed electric blue), long gloves ( one torn and blood covered though unusal the blood is a metallic silver), boots, belt w/ silver rimming., Shealthe (back and side).
Tendancy to change personalities very fast.. (in-balance of good and evil)
Crow:
Personality: Happy, caring, very sensitive..one of most sensitive creatures. (could die from a broken heart) Easy to get along w/. Strong hearted, believes that anyone can change. Not afraid to stand up for anything and anyone.
Appearence: SHort black hair, shoulder length, ice blue highlights (highlights r faded but bangs r pure ice blue until and inch towards the roots) One earring on each lobe then one upper on right ear. Ice blue eyes that can catch the soul and leave it to linger, for her thoughts r deep, that no one knows whats inside unless she wants u to know. Faded blue slash mark under left eye.
She can make people smile, but can still bring tears to the eyes of even the evilest of creatures, including Dracon. Her passion and will to believe in whats right, and the pain that pierces through her heart like a sword through a proud and brave warrior, tears her up and can bring her to her knees in pain.
" They may never know the pain i am in..but that's good, for my goal is to take away there's...i don't care if i'm hurt..to be able to remove the pain of others...if only.."
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Thought i'd clear that up for it will help in a few minutes when i put in my new journal enrty..
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