JOURNAL: ShadowbirdCrow (Crow Shadowbird)

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  • Well.. 2005-07-13 01:04:24 Fianlly got the paint today..gonna star painting tomorrow..prob gonna draw again tonight..I drew a pic of DemiDevimon at 2:00 am..then Started drawing a pic of DemiVeemon and Salamon at 3:00am i messed up so many times and i still dnt really like it..but i fianlly finished...and the clock said 5:16 am....

    I dn't know if im really allowed to do this but here they r..

    Ill put it in later... and i might put it in the fan art forum

    *sigh* bye.. im gonna go hideout in my room..i suddenly dont feel good 
  • the stpid cursed shrtned entry 2005-07-12 00:28:17 Ok against my own stupidity..this is the 3rd time i'll be writing this....

    Here it is;

    Can me, Shadowbird Crow be any more pissed off at the moment....maybe..most likely..but this is a high point.

    Besides the fact that i already wrote this twice and both times my comp decided not to do shit... here goes.
    i went on a journey of self discovery and discovered...shit..forget this..im sick of my words..lng story short..

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    *knock knock*

    Me: Yeah..

    *Dad opens door and stands there in the hallway*

    dad: How does sandwhiches sound for supper tonight..im gonna be a little busy..

    me: sure whatever...i thought we were suppose to be going to get that paint tonight..

    dad: yeha...but i have to straighten up the basement a bit...

    me: why?

    dad: we have a guy coming in tomorrow to look at the house...see how much its worth..

    Me: * didn't mean to but had a cold tone* Why's That..

    dad: Just in case we have to sell the house u know..see how much we can get for it..
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    If thats not reason to be pissed of well then...*growlz*

    Ok Speaking for most teenagers we don't care about the bills or payments, or how much the house we live in is worth.

    As long as u leave us be, keep us from killing our sibilings, give us our space, feed us, let us hang w/ our friends, and
    occasionally spending time with us..We r set.

    But when ur mom moves away, and leaves u w/ a Dad, a Sis, A bro, and a bro's g/f, u'd think that if things were getting that far behind
    ur own dad would tell u..

    my other enrty was a lot longer..but..im just so sick of reading these words....
    Long story short..im just wondering if my whole self discovery thing..actually was a hidden game
    this pathetic world slipped into my mind as an early packing. A crude plan to rip me away from my area..

    Does this mean i have to lose the computer forever...to ensure we keep our house..to give up the one i love...
    I....  
  • DAMN IT!!!!!DAMN IT DAMN IT!!! 2005-07-11 22:19:05 Err..screw it...I hate my computer..i did a long in depth entry to show how i felt today..my comp shut down...

    I just spent another 20 minutes writing it again..and this time copied it so just in case the window closed i could just come back and paste it..well i had to restart my comp so i lost it all again... maybe i feel like writing it again i'll write it in Notebook, save it..then paste it here later...  
  • ....Another Congratz? 2005-07-11 03:56:30 I Know I know..ur prob sick of me duoble or triple posting in my journal but who gives? But i think I found something so simple...that could be ignored by the world that needs to be given credit for.

    I was reading journals and i found a very simple post..that could mean the world...cuz i know it means something..and reminds me of something..

    Meru_Star's Journal about her friends...
    She says she wouldn't trade her friends for anything...(read it for urself, its short but it means so much in very little words)

    It makes me think, and look back on some of the people i know..specially bout one guy...

    He goes in the world of Digitalization as Dante the Devil Boy... a crayz 7 yr old looking kid who is about like..i dunno 500 years old? Anyways thats not the important..(its just his Digi-form) and i dunno some people dn't appreciate having their real names online so i'll just use his digital name.

    Dante and I have been friends sense 1 st grade when i moved to the WI. We had some troubles like in 5th grade till about the middle of 8th grade..but somehow we pulled through and we r still friends. ( we r now going into 10th)

    Heres what u gotta know...he is CRAZY!! He has got a really wild imagination...and says the weirdest stuff...one day he can be quiet..sorrowful, another day, Skater Punk...and the next a hyper active almost seeming like a little kid! He is a Riot to be around even though sometimes he never shuts up...Sometimes i wish he was more serious..but i can't help laugh everytime he is around. I mean..sometimes i think i don't know him...sometimes i just *growlz* wanna strangle him because he just is so confusing to me....because he doesn't know what crowed he wants to hang w/. But i realized..

    I don't care who he hangs out w/ as long as he doesn't start doing stupid trash..and if he ever did..one i'd kick his ass...then two i'd help him get bag to his original state no matter what it took. I realize..long friend relationships...always seem to flicker and die... I realize ones that r this strong...just can't be lost..

    Moral of all this...

    " I've realized that when i look back on my Life..i couldn't have made it w/out him...he helped me survive my younger years...helped me through Elementary. He never had to..i never screamed at him saying U HAVE TO BE MY FRIEND OR ELSE...he stayed cuz he wanted to...He stayed cuz thats what friends do..and a lot of friends rn't given the credit for it..so i'd like to thank Dante for being there even though u didn't have to be.. *hugz* Ur AWSOME!! "

    And i'd also like to thank Meru_Star for the encouragement to give this shout out...Keep up w/ ur thoughts...and im sure ur friends r very proud and very thankful that they have a friend who can appreciate them for who and what they r...no matter what! CONGRATZ!!!

    - Newly returned ShadowBird Crow!  
  • Typo Fix 2005-07-11 03:22:17 haha i just read my own journal and realized umm..I didn't mean to say

    I would Online use my e-mail....

    I mean't

    ** I would only use my e-mail

    And also

    Timez ot by 1.5

    ** Timez it by 1.5

    I know theres prob more but still..these r like ones that really stood out..(bad Typos lol) 
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