JOURNAL: ShadowbirdCrow (Crow Shadowbird)

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  • 4:42 Pm and i got nothing to do.... 2005-06-18 17:46:41 I'm bored...

    My health teacher said once in Middle school that if u say u r bored..it means that ur a boring person.

    Am I boring?
    hmmmmmmm.......ok ok ok FINE!
    So i am a little boring at times...i dnt mean to be..i just..really..sometimes dnt know what to do..oyz.

    Now u know why i drw and write a lot....

    i'm trying to still figure this place out a bit. Like a " Buddy journal" what the heck? Oh yeah i forgot..before i can learn to use that i actually have to talk to some people. I've only really talked to one here...but how do i stand out...if i dnt really do anything interestingly different from everyone here. My arts not that good..and these people r AMV creators..

    That's awsome...one day i'll be someone..oneday..
    - The Shadowbird Crow 
  • Dang it.. 2005-06-18 01:15:54
    Dang it.....

    My back is killing and my heart is worse..i feel really down cuz i just do. I dunno im screwed up like that. I gotta find some people to actually talk to on this sit eotherwise im gonna lose it...i feel like a frickin alien. I liek anime thats why im here..maybe im just alone cuz I dnt make AMVs..just drawing anime, and going to be connecting it with a comp someday. Maybe i should just restart myself..ok..here goes..

    I'm Crow....
    I Write poetry, fan fictions, short stories, random thoughts and quotes, funny " self-chats" and long stories.
    I draw illustrations for my writings or drawings that influence my stories...goes both ways. I love to draw a lot and my fav part is coming up w/ new characters. I love to use colored pencil to fill them in cuz love to shade.
    I spend most of my time away from reality cuz truth is i dn't live in a very happy one. I despise school but i go cuz i knwo it'll benefit me and for the few friends that i have. My reality has been good only a few times but it seems the better it gets the harder it falls but i always have one thing that'll keep me up. My b/f.
    My job is to be a friend and a good girlfriend but i seem that i fail a lot..not cuz i back stab or cheat..im not like that..its cuz..its just. My head is more messed up then a lot of people..i dnt think i've met anyone whos as messed up. I've met up w/ someone like me...but not like me in " mind".
    Anyways skipping that.....
    Anime is something that i feel can help express me..w/out saying or telling single thing.

    So theres where I begin....
    - The Shadow Bird
    Crow..
     
  • Wowza 2005-06-18 00:16:29 Today was crazy..went swimming in a thunderstorm i know im crazy..It was hilarious though...then it started lightning and we were outta there...

    It gave me some ideas for a new story part though..like fit it in somehow w/ a story..not to mention it go me some new drawing ideas to. YEZ Weird Inspiration. It Rules All!!! 
  • Aw MAn :P 2005-06-16 22:01:46 Oooooo...

    I'm gonna have to do a lot of wrk..I forgot Animation and programs like them r pricy..whoa i must be reaaallllyyy messed up today :P

    I wont give up though!!! NEVER!! 
  • Back Again 2005-06-16 19:03:20 Ok I think I figured this out a bit....

    Reminder to self:
    DIGIMON RULES!!
    Reminder to Self:
    Thats not A reminder :P
    Note To Self:
    Shutup....anyways Anime is the best!
    ANYWAYS: about this site or anime.
    I'm still working on being able to animate my drawings but im trying to find the right program to do it with. I hope its not that much... Adobe Illustrator, Adobe Photoshop, Corel Painter, Lightwave 3D r suppose to be all good programs. I'm going to shoot for Adobe and Corel though lol.

    Note:
    Make sure to check General Anime for replys to replys to certain topics. Dn't get behind its hard to catch up.. 
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