JOURNAL: ShadowbirdCrow (Crow Shadowbird)

  • My absent mindedness ( A Preview of Dracon's Flaw) 2005-07-31 01:23:59 Sorry i've been gone for so long..I've been doign heavy amounts of research for a story im soon going to be writing...

    Dracon has made her biggest Flaw yet...She put it into her plan unoticed by herself, sealing the breaking of her destruction..

    Do you want to know what her flaw was...

    Do You really...

    Bet U don't..

    So i might as well not type it..plus..what would i do if she were to make my words a mockery onto herself and once again wage war against me...

    But then again..how will i know myself till i write it down..and read her thoughts in front of me...

    SO im back to where i started from.. DO u wish to know..

    R u sure...

    Well tonight is not the night for I have much to do..More Alchemy to read.. History of Alchemy is quite fascinating..I've read about a days worth of it today..but forgot to take notes so i must re-read...Papers upon papers..sites upon sites...books upon books...past few days..

    Fare the Well till tomorrow...

    Shdwbrd Crow..

    P.S

    " Dracon's flaw shines brightly in very few people these days, but hides inside the rest.; For Poor Dracon it does not shine but hides far beyond the unknown..how did it appear? In one fatal moment, with one beat it splintered through the plan of destruction, like a shark moving through the water's surface. Bringing tears that poured down upon the broken city, like rain. They beat against the blazing fire of pain and suffering. But will this one beat be enough to Drowned out the flames...or will it only feed the hungry, sorrowful sparks...that cry for more destruction..?"

    - " Dracon's Flaw " 
  • Dang it again.. 2005-07-27 01:40:55 Gonna play Legend of Dragoon..then gonna watch Inuyasha and Full Metal Alchemist.

    2:30 Inuyasha: Ep where Meirouku comes into play...

    3:00 Full Metal Alchemist: Either the Philosopher's Stone or the Ep afterwards..cant remember...

    Dang it..i am trying to get it put together but i don't think D's figured out anything....

    Later
    Shdwbrd

     
  • No Continuation..just a G'night 2005-07-26 00:51:31
    Im going to be seeign if i can write books soon..dont know when ill hear back from them..too bad th course cost so much..at least ill have soemone tell me i could write if i had the money oh well. Night gonna go play Devil May Cry 2 in my room till 2:30..then im gonna watch Inuyasha.. Night Everyone.. Sweet Dreams From The

    Shadowbird

    Side Note: No Continuation today..maybe Tomorrow.. 
  • Why.. 2005-07-25 04:42:58 181 hits... I think 1 sense yesterday..maybe 2.. dunno..dont really care..
    Once again im not feeling good..I have this headache again...

    Dracon...




    night everyone.. -_-;;

    -Shdwbrd

    P.S. I'll try to get My life From the inside...( Dracon's Flaw) up tomorrow or sometime soon... whenever i can figure out whats going on....
    oww..*holds head* damn headache..*sigh*
    Dracon...
    Why...?

     
  • My life From the inside...( Dracon's Sworn Destruction) 2005-07-23 02:47:37 * Dracon stands upon a building looking down at the flaming debree below, seeing over all the damage created by her hands, by her sword, and by her mind. *

    How come..I find no satisfaction in all this...

    * A voice comes from behind her, sad, lonely, and choked*

    Maybe..because this was never meant to be...

    * Dracon turns to see the broken form of Crow, blood dripped from her mouth and gashes on her face. Chains wrapped themselves around her wrists and waist, as blood trickled from the skin underneath them, torn and cut*

    D: Crow..what.. * Dracon trys to reach out but feels nothing as she touches her friends cheek* ..what....who..

    C: Dracon..u must stop this... * tears form at the edges of her eyes, and slide down, mixing with blood and splashing to the ground*

    D: I..have already done so much..Crow who did this to you....
    C: I am a Shadow Dracon..pain..destruction..hatred...fear.... it draws itself to me like chains of a prisoner....I can draw in a lot of it..but the rest..

    * her head bows as she trys to move her wrists, but only spills more blood*

    C: D..this is what you are doing..you must stop..or I can never return..u must let go...of all this..before u ruin everyone...everything... She's trying..give her the chance to....she is fighting...give in and let her pass...

    D: but...

    C: I want to go home Dracon..I want...so much to go home... Im..scared..

    * she begisn to break down in tears as Dracon reaches out a hand but once again feels nothing*

    D: How..How Crow..ow can I un-do all this.. * looks around at the flames, at the smoke, the destruction* I've..destroyed...almost everything...

    C: Please..D...Please...help..m...

    * But for her last word was unfinished*

    D: Wait! No..Please Crow CROW HELP ME!!!!!!
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    " The Silence that follows the cry of ones heart..is the most important part of a conversation. For it is the time when actions speak louder then words. For some this silence means destruction, for others it showing that u can listen.... what is it for you? " - Shadowbird...

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    * Dracon kneels down at the edge of the building, no longer finding she had doen anything, but ruin everything*

    D: How can i change what has been done...The past cannot be changed...

    * small scraps of paper, charred and blackened by the flames float up from the fires below., entrys from the journal started long before her creation, they swirl and fly across the dark sky, like lost birds, being blown about, torn apart. Dracon catches one and reads whats left of the small scrap*

    " A long day this was....

    * A hole in the paper removes any chance of reading the past words, the last few sentences remain*

    " But the Present can help what the past left behind, to become better for the future..It just takes one small spark from the past to start a fire that the present must deal with...should it not be that easy for what has happened to be undone?... Should one drop of rain, not be enough to keep the spark from growing? Sometimes I wonder if th.."

    * Stops reading, and sits on the edge, holding the paper in her hands*
    D: Cr..ow...I don't..understand...

    (srry for spelling mistakes..im dizzy) 
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