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Oh yeah.
2003-04-26 14:09:01
I forgot to say this:
Vjola, I'm not mad at you. I ate an apple and I feel happy and alright. -
^_^ Almost AMV time!
2003-04-26 13:40:51
I'm going to rip this last DVD (gunsmith cats) and start working on Vertigo!
^^;; Oh yeah, and now I'm going to give people funny looks when they eat apple pie. -
^^;; Fyrt and her dark chocolate Kit Kats... (I know codes don't work in here)
2003-04-26 11:46:58
Anyway, I'm feeling idle. I've decided to copy every single thing I wrote at school this week (maybe so from the week before, I forget). Nothing has dates on it, and some stuff is stuff I already wrote here.
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"And people would steal gas from eachother; seeing as how everyone is so honest." -Benson
Emily Ward: If you touch Mercury, will it do anything to you?
Benson: You die.
"And consequently you end up with..." -Benson (common phrase)
"Dontchya hate Monday? Especially when I ask you questions that are like, mentally challenging." -Benson
Download--> X Gon' Give It To Ya
Memorize--> In da Club (Fifty Cent)
Find out--> When can I upload to the Dangling Carrot?
"It's asthetically pleasing. With all the pretty flames dancing around." -Benson
"The next time you go in the house and someone says 'Shut the door, you're lettin' the heat out!' I would respond with 'No.' Then I'd probably duck." -Benson
Download--> Southern Hospitality (Ludicrous)
"In terms of the mechanics..." -Benson (common phrase)
Note to Self--> Pull a fish from the water and fling it into the air so it'll explode.
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Miss McClain(sp?) is following Andy around today. I must say, she's more stunning than ever. Maybe it's because she wore her hair down. Maybe it's the cute outfit. I think it might be a little of something else... We saw Jackie yesterday. She's a waitressat the place that replaced the Sea Pine Inn; Daddy said she was prettier than ever (he really missed her). She wasn't, but her personality is wonderful. Some people look beautiful just because they're brilliant people. Shanon Agnew is like that. To me, Clara is the most lovely girl on our Earth, and I have yet to see her.
MJ and Andy both say that Jessica(name?) is a beautiful woman. From pictures, I cannot say that I agree. *feels bad for telling MJ about Andy's personal life* From the little things that Andy tells me about her, and just by the little details, I know that she is wonderful... I don't know how to be an equal in his eyes. I may never be. He doesn't tell me enough about myself. When he tells me to ask, I froget everything I want to know. The thing is, I want to know <u>everything</u>. What makes him cry? What hurts him deep inside? What can I <u>DO</u> to earn his love? I think I should stop telling him <u>so</u> much. I'll ask some thought provoking questions. I'll become a woman (not sex). I'll have my own opinions, and they'll be very mature ones. I should stop being depressed. I'm not. I'll be calm like EK and MJ. MJ told me that when he's in love, he is around a person who keeps him relaxed ALL THE TIME. This brings me to my next question: If what Andy feels for Jessica is <u>not</u> love, his love must be so strong... I can't imagine that side of him, but I will and I hope it isn't at his and Jessica's wedding. o.O I'm in it for the long run, and I did not sleep last night. I was thinking at Andy and AWA. Then I dozed off (heh heh, I lied!) and had an odd dream about Tab.
Oh fluxy... (I just wanted to say that XD). I'll do something. It'll just happen and I may not realize it, but Andy isn't going to see me as a child anymore. When I (oh fluxy, something just struck me O.o) said the way I feel about him is just like in Cheap Trick's "I Want You to Want Me," it meant a lot to him. There are already a few AMVs for that song, but I think I'll make it. I may use Love Hina, and I <u>will</u> use Strawberry Eggs. The way Himejima feels for Fukae is what struck me. Akira hides his feelings until he feels vulnerable, and I think Andy is like that. The thing that bugged me with this is: Fukio doesn't get him in the end.
<u>Ideas</u>
1) Different <u>I, MY ME!</u> relationship for each verse:
*Fukae's unreturned love for Fuko
*Himejima's unreturned love for Fukae
*Fuko's (seemingly) unreturned love for Amawa
I don't know... I only want to use serious scenes.
2) A gift to everyone:
*Fukae + Himejima
*Shinji + Rei (But I dunno...)
But the other guys can't be defined by anime. Hmm... I'd say number one is good. I hafta show my love in everyway I know how.
"There is a point you hit when you're no longer thirty-- but you're <i><u>dead</i></u>..." -Benson
"We took Big Sponge Bob and made him into little Sponge Bobs." -Benson
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I had the "pleasure" of seeing Kat's diary this morning... "I always hurt the people who love me in the end" (actually, I'm not betting that this quote is exact, but it <u>IS</u> close). I wrote her an email, though I feel that I failed to get my message across. I wrote it this morning, before school.
I'm so worried about MJ, but no one else really cares. Jeremy and Jeff felt pretty bad about it, but how can the help? I doubt if <b><u>I</b></i> even can. MJ is my new friend, and he won't be a sad one. Maybe I can borrow (or buy) a calling card & find out his number. Koop might have it, or maybe Big Dave.
*Looks up* Why'd I call it her 'diary?' It's a journal for Chrissake.
<insert little picture>
<-- MJ isn't old, don't worry, lol. He's 28, so this doesn't look like him. LOLOL Asian/mexican! A sleepy guy with SARS!
doin' science now...
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Still no word from MJ. All I know is that he's spending the week making an AMV for Kat. I didn't really talk to Jeremy yesterday, which is best because if I told him about my troubles with Jessica, he'd be jealous and we might fight.
I guess I was a little bored and I had no one to help. Vjola insists that Kevin and I aren't ready to talk (he gave me a good review on my AMV!!)... Wow, that was a random sentence... ANYhoo... Oh yeah, my point is that Kevin won't let me help him.
MJ won't, and I really want to! I care about him. It's like listening to Daddy when he begged Kim to marry him. MJ helped me. I feel stupid because I can't help him when he needs it... Men never need help, pshh.
Mrs. Andre is beautiful. Dad would love her! Lol. Andy doesn't let me help much, but the very few, teeny-tiny things I <u>did</u> do helped a lot. At least I hope so. I just felt like such a child when Vjola told me some of his feelings, like things I don't think I could ever get out of him... At least he said I remind him of Jessica. But Vjola does, too. And he said they were flirting. And he already wants to meet her... And I like Vjola, so I can't feel despondent towards her. I want to cry... But I won't, I'm in school. Plus, I'm not that much of a baby. I'll read Julius Caesar and worry about other people.
Bah, pencil smudges. Guess what I found out at lunch? SARS is in Canada. SARS is in TORONTO. KEVIN AND VJOLA ARE IN (or near) TORONTO!! Man, when the guys said it, I almost cried... It hit me hard. I also accidentally mentioned Kevin, and Chris probably thinks I was lying because I lied to him when I said Kevin is a made up person.
From now on, I indent. Using the "last line is shorter" rule is lame. I am making stuff up in my head right now. Like, I don't have anything to write because I'm not thinking of things, so I pretend to think of things to write about. For example "I wonder what kevin's doing <u>right now</u>." I'm not saying that I don't care about what he's doing, I'm just not thinking of it. Well, now I kinda am, but the only thing that comes to mind is art. Heh, I just spent five minutes thinking of not thinking and writing down what I was thinking.
Maybe I should go see him before Vjola.
SCIENCE - PAYING ATTENTION
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Both Kevin & Vjola assured me that SARS probably won't affect them. I'm glad, and I'm happy that Kevin talked to me. Also... Last night I was thinking of Vjola and Andy at AWA again. This time I ended up in a hospital rather than a closet. o.O Yeah...
I've got something to look forward to tonight. THE GAME!!! The game itself will cheer me up, but the fact that someone I care about (nomatter how far away) may be watching with me brightens my day. Well, night. The game starts at ten. I hope MJ feels a little better.
I'm ripping DVDs when I get home. Also, I should rent some this weekend:
*Hellsing 4
*Cowboy Bebop (any 3)
*Any thing I find
*Eva
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Haha, Mister Benson got a big smile on his face when he got to tell me I'm wrong! ^^;; He's so funny. Oh, neat! New favorite word: evapotranspiration. I'm so glad I'm fasting tomorrow. I've been looking at Emily, and she's beautiful. I hate using one word so much, bit it fits.
I'm worried about Aimee. (I know, I know; I said I'd start indenting). She was talking about how she rates men on money, personality and penis size. Then she goes on about how she isn't waiting to have sex. I assumed she meant waiting for marriage, Lyle was all for this. -_- Aimee obviously doesn't know what she's getting into. I felt like her a little while ago. I just don't want her to find out what she wants when a jackass like Lyle (different 'L') is on top of her.
I'm kinda hungry. I ate all my carrots and some of Andy's (orange) Fanta. I'm glad we have a pizza party today, but I may not eat. It depends if I feel comfortable with it again.
Shawn Markey on Lightning and People Who Won't Get Out of The Pool:
"That's just God's way of taking out the trash."
I've got nothing to write about other than the fact that I've got nothing to write.
THE UNCHAINED GODDESS
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That's all for my school notes. I never watched the game, but Dallas won. And the "different 'L'" comment was about my handwriting. Also, "The Unchained Goddess" is a movie about weather. We're watching it in Science. I think it lives up to "OUr Mr. Sun." -
MY DVDs are taking their time when being ripped. Grr...
2003-04-26 10:26:18
I forget what I was going to say...
OH YEAH!! I think I'll lower the brightness for my Oh My Goddess sources. I want to change the contrast, but the contrast is already really high.
To you: <3 -
Woke up feeling pukey...
2003-04-26 10:04:45
I read some journals. ^^;; Kat is right, being a girl sucks in some respects. I had to wake up to deal with my period again. -_- No fun.
Anyway, a few days back, I think it was Tuesday, my stomach attacked me. It's doing it AGAIN! It'll be jolting all day. Oh well... It might help me with my fast.
I guess I'll go back to ripping DVDs... There's a lot to say, but it's stuff I'd rather not remember right now.
I'm happy!! ^_^
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