- Depressed 2005-05-28 07:33:45 Now that some of the alcohol has worn off I'm feelin a little depressed, I'm wishing I am far away and not imprisoned in this, my life. Amv's help alittle but not much, wishing that I'm an anime character that's free, If only I were to be free. Oh why does god torment me? I'm stuck feeling worthless, ugly, abandoned and I feel there's no hope of ever being rescued. There was once hope, oh yes but whatever little hope I had was far off in the distance and seemingly unreachable. Am I too far under too be pulled back out again? Have I dug my own grave too deep? Have I pushed everyone too far away, too far to reach me? I am condemned to the end with no hope. Life is meaningless, we are born into the grave, we live only to die, we try to tell ourselves there's an "afterlife" but no one can proove it. It sounds like a fairytale, a fragile whisper in the wind. Life seems so meaningless, life is so meaning less...
- Party 2005-05-27 09:36:03 I think I'll do some partying because this is my fist journal entry I don't know what the hell I'm ment to say so I'll just say this site is pretty awesome!
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