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2009-04-04 23:00:38
well I am actually happy for once... sorta.... kinda in a way.... yeah happy. With all anime that I bought at Animarathon and the stupid Manga that I won I should be able to distract myself from my pathetic life long enough to actually get my head on straight or at least keep myself from killing again... I mean that in the best possible way... no really I do... please believe me I am just a really confused otaku with a bit of a violent streak since watching Witchblade.
Well this health kick I went on about 3 months ago has final set into being a lifestyle instead of just something I was doing to keep from dying really young... Yogurt is awesome because it tastes good and you get to destroy a culture... yeah genocide.
even thought I have started packign for the move I realize I have way to much shit and should probably get rid of more stuff... Loretta you may be getting a computer out of this here soon on the condition you join the editors pool for AMV Wars... and help me clear the hard drive out.
ALSO I FOUND MY CAMERA!!!!!! I lost it before youmacon and in the process of packing the mud room found my camera now I can take dirty picture of stuff again because I forget to clean the lens... lol what were you thinking... perverts.
well that is all for now all two of you who read this. Party on Party Peoples and remember the spirits are always with you! BWHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA - Remember Kids we reserve the right to pluck out your eyeballs and set fire to your entrails! 2009-03-25 15:58:24 yeah we can do that
- Well it is finally resolved 2009-03-19 22:12:19 The girl that I mentioned in my previous post, I had the chance to talk to her (finally) and I have a better understanding of what actually she was saying after the whole misunderstanding... right now neither of us have the time to be able to focus on a relationship... (well I have alot of time on my hands though I soon won't) and it would be unfair to either of us to ask that of the other. I am willing to wait it out and til the right time it just sucks having to wait for the right time to something that you feel is right.
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My life as a college drop out
2009-03-18 22:54:53
Ok so for those who haven't heard I had to drop out of College due to being poor (if anyone has $475 that they are willing to part with I would be more than willing to take it off your hands but I digress). So I have been working and bumming around at home... which SUCKS FUCKING BALLZORZ! So I finally decided I am moving out from my parents rules and tyrannical over opinionated ideas of Christianity. Don't get me wrong I am a christian (lower case c on purpose) but I don't buy into the hype and overbearing ideas that the contemporary church holds.
So I have been searching for a roommate and apartment in the Detroit area so I can go to technical Film school and learn Production and Grip basics before I head down to Full Sail to get a more advanced education. But that is hard when you are trying to make sure that you don't completely alienate your family and loss all support becuase your rooommate happens to be of a alternative lifestyle or female (thanks for the offer shay). So that has been a struggle and I am still looking as of currently so if you are looking to live in the Detroit Area let me know.
In other news I officially hate my job more than my life which is saying something because I hate my life quite a bit it makes things easier to accept when I have to conform to society to keep from dying in the gutter penniless and alone. On top of that everytime I start to try to chill out into a sweet mellow I instead start brooding over "her" (if you have been following my journal over the past 2 months or so you have an idea of who she might be even if I didn't say her name) and the fact I haven't talked to her since early February and how much of a jackass I was at Ohayocon. I close my eyes and there is an image of her dancing through my head, and it is really starting to make it hard to concetrate on much of anything in way of creative endevaours. I hope that Animarathon can help me clear my head Cons always seem to help me through some of my mental blocks and clear my head. Until then I am just going to blast my skull to peicees using bass and some awesome music that was meant for that (Funkadellic yo).
I know you all are tired of listening to me blathering on like a crazy emo kid (all 2 of you that read this hogwash). So once I get my college paid off I am going to buy a Bass Guitar before I move so that I can start to learn music before I really get deep into the Audio Engineering and so I can have yet another creative medium for me to release into, though I really think I should settle on one hobby instead of the like 20 that I have been fumbling around with but with so many ideas running around I don't think I will ever be able to do that.
Well I am out of stuff to type so I will wrap it up here. - All I have to look forward to this weekend is Hippie hash.... 2009-02-14 23:05:22 For those of you who have not experienced the awesomeness that is Hippie hash no it is not Marijuana. Hippie hash consists of a layer of Hashbrowns topped with green peppers, tomatoes, onion, broccoli, and Feta Cheese. It is the most amazing dish on the planet and you can only get it at the Fleetwood Diner in Ann Arbor! And fortunately enough for me I have money and am going to be in Ann Arbor on Monday... so I am getting myself a order of Hippie hash.... I can't wait!
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