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40% done but still in realism I am only 4% truely done what I want to be.
2002-07-04 00:38:57
Well today has been feeling quite shitty for me. Ge tup and I thought I was going to maybe blow over this sore throat/cold. But it only got worse, woke up and found out my dad made an appointment for me tomorrow morning. It sort of made me mad because I hate doing things in the morning, I am afternoon sort of person, I would rather this doctor thing happen after I get off from work, not before it. It can be good for me if I take medication before I got to work I hope to be feeling much better than I was today. I hate going in, being in and leaving in a cranky lazy mood being at work. And honestly I thought I was jibed of my pay check today with what I got but it can be because of the taxes they took off me this time around. I got another 4 hour work day today, which also made me angry because they barelly have any work for me anymore, at least stuff that is original. I liked yesturday's work, I got to set up stereos, today I just did the typical and cleaned, plus some stuff I regularly not do which was good. I dont know it wasn't just my dad, I guess yesturday and today just wasn't my days, I usually feel cranky when sick. I neve rlike being lazy, I was planing to work out both days but the sickness plus work has driven me to a lazy bed potatoe doing nothing but listening to Eric Clapton and working on my AMV.
As for AMV news, there is one thing about this sickness, it has sparked some good ideas. I spent a good hour adding things that seem a merger of what I want to be and what I am with the scenes. I guess when you look at "My Secrete Place" AMV I have developed a change but this one I want to be a drastic one. I don't know, at my state of mind I just want an satisfying AMV, if I wanted to see a justifiable Ryoga AMV this would be the best one, that is how I want the AMV to be, something I would watching many many times over. The AMV will be a mix of the two greatest Ryoga AMVs "500 Miles" and "Still Haven't What I Am Looking For". I mostly basing the AMV on the lyrics alone, and then going backt o the music. I honestly don't know what I am doing with this AMV, I am just trying to enjoy doing it. One thing that seems to never change is my crappyness in lip sync, I can never make a good lip sync. That is visiable in my AMV right now, as for compeltion I am 40% done. I have what I have done on a file where I watch before and after I work on the AMV to build better ideas or see what I can do better. Some of the things I am not exactly too trhilled for is my title scene where it just pops up, I want it to fade out and I thought I made it do so but I guess it is obivous that it didn't, I will have to change that some time. As for the flashes of while they lookg ood it just feels like I can do better with them, problem is I have no idea what to do to make them better, I feel the AMV has a lot of emotion so far and captures the mood and tells its own story through as much realism as I can. But the major problem is how its going to be taken from the AMV fans. I ain't going to send it too RJ (he doesn't like soft music, or at least that is what I remembered him thinking) because he is fucking asshole now and even if he hadn't changed he still wouldn't be much help since he always seems to like my AMVs, I wont send it to Reggie because he always says my AMVs are good, i wont send it to Adam because never really gives a damn for my AMVs, he has them all but he never gives me any critizism, I wont send it to Julian because his inexperience with the AMV work and AMVs themselves (sorry but it is true, Julian, no offense) is something I don't need right now, I cant show it too my little cousin's daughters because they have always enjoyed my AMVs and usually like them no matter what and like Julian their experience in the technical side of AMV making is very little. What I need is constructive critism, a person that could point out weak points, point out strong points, give a second opinion on what should happen, while no trying to be nagative to me saying I should quit this idea, or try and different song, get the picture.
I need someone to help me with the AMV that can show different techniques to make one part or any part better without being truely negative, because bottom line I wont give up this AMV no matter what, I never give up anything unless I went to the breaking point with it and ht eonly option to do is quit. I feel that this AMV I am making can be a special AMV with the right time, right help, right point of view and right audience. The thing is how will I get there. I have thought of asking Rubyeye for help and as helpful as he was for my Doctor AMV, his sort of way of opinions is not what I need, I would guess he would say I should choose a different song or give it up. Who knows that is the thing, I guess I will ask any of you if you can help try and make this AMV better, as for ways of seeing it, I will just put it on an angelfire account, you can download it and tell me what you think. If you can volunteer and I feel you were turely helpfull I will have you in the credits. I already ahve one person in the credits (www.akanetendo.com) as for thanks for me using the pictures they had. Or if they want me to opinionate any of the AMVs I will be glad to do so. If you feel you can help me then e-mail me at Unit_15@evafan.com .
- Project Ryoga Started Day 3 2002-07-02 23:55:51 Have been working on my Ryoga AMV for three days now, working on it bit by bit. Once I get to obligated to get it finished then and there I quit for the night. I have been working ont his AMV and I have found that it will be 12:04 minutes long, I can give a damn if it is too long for some people because they attension spans do last that long. I like doign things no one else does because that is how I usually do things. When it comes to the first wave of editing I am 20% done that first wave. What I mean is that I will probably re make the AMV three times before I will decide to publish it. As for hosting of this AMV I will probably just use Angelfire till thos guy just cut me off, simple as that. But I want this AMV to be my breakthrough AMV, one that I would finally get respect for. Even though while making this AMV I have felt I am just fighting a losing battle. That is why I am just doing it bit by bit. I feel if I do it for too long I will get too sloppy. As for that nothing else is new. It seems tha tmy radio station doesn't get much viewers, it doesn't matter. I am in my AMV making mood so while I am in it, radio isn't that important to me for now. THat is really all I got to say right now.
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New Times
2002-06-24 01:07:51
Since I have wne through some trials with Radio station some times have changed, I will have my Metal Wolf show around
10:00pm - 1:00am Or close to there depending if I am working on my AMVs or not. This goes from all days. Please visit if you want to hear soem good metal music or if you want to request anythign that is not rap pop or techno like then you can e-mail me and I will try and put it onw ith the message you want me to give.
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Metal Wolf......................radio?!
2002-06-22 01:32:35
That is right I have a radios tation, for awhile I will maybe talk in the morning times
10 am-12 pm Mountain time
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9pm-12am
These are not garunteed times but they are around. I play all sorts of metal, all sorts of rock, and some anime music that I have gathered. Check it out some time, here it is
http://24.71.251.59:8000/listen.pls
- New Begining 2002-05-12 00:08:14 I guess since I haven't updated in awhile I guess I will now. I finished remaking my "Victims Of Moira Syndrome" and it does look very much better than the firs tone, I spent from January to the end of April working on it, I guess that AMV spells a new begining for me, new attidute towards AMV making, and hopefully people would repsect more now insted of calling me the insult to AMV making (when I honestly the insults to AMV community come from who ever uses Linkin Park music to DBZ, which I never did, I use band no uses or wouldn't dare use and I am proud of it). Every since the begining of May I have thought of reworking on another AMV, which is my Bat Out Of Hell, since I will be doing part two shortly after I felt it is a good way to start. I am already done 10% of it and it is already looking like a great masterpeice, when looking backa t my Bat Out Of Hell video I guess I looked at it with neutral feeling, bad side being that is wasn't exactly what I wanted since Video Wave couldn't make my realization of the AMV possible so I did what I could with it, the good side of it that it was considered by some as a landmark AMV for me, got me notice, not very well maybe but before that AMV I rarely seen any over 8 minute AMVs, called that cocky but I beleive its true. I maybe the only one who likes making long AMVs but hey that is me, I will continue to work hard and maybe someday I could get some respect around here, I feeling too much like Undertaker these days, well I am going back to work on it now.
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