- AMV finished 2002-07-22 00:00:56 My AMV is finished, a long AMV, 12 minutes, why because I wanted to, I felt I had to, I poured my soul into it, I doubt it would be respected anything even though I trie dmy best to make it good. Maybe get it hosted by someone, then they insult me bring me down again to try again. Oh well so be it, I tried my best, if they insult me for it then they can do so, but I wont give up.
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So many wolves
2002-07-17 22:35:35
It seems that many people in this community have wolf after their names, I find it a bit ironic, are they just doing that because it has a meaning or because it is cool. I wont be arrogant and say its because of me. But I created my name not because it was cool, I chose it because I just wanted to and I thought any other name didn't sound too right with me.
As for my AMV work, I am still working on it like I have been for a month. Maybe at the end of June it will be readyb ut I am still working on BOOH2, but the song maybe changed.
THat is all so far from what has been happening, went to Animethon 9, I was the guy with the jean jacket full of metal bands if you seen me there. I will be there in Animethon 10. -
New e-mail for me
2002-07-06 14:19:16
Since my evafan seems to not be able to read many messages these days I am getting a new e-mail address for me as MetalWolf it is
metalwolf8@yahoo.com so anyone who I haven't replied to on e-mail, the reason is my e-mail is on the fritz so I am replacing the old dog with a new e-mail. - shame on me 2002-07-04 01:15:07 shame on me, I repeated the entry, sorry it wa sjust when I pressed enter it didn't send me to the main page it just still looked like it wa strying to send, so I entered again and the same thing happened. I am sorry.
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40% done but still in realism I am only 4% truely done what I want to be.
2002-07-04 00:48:00
Well today has been feeling quite shitty for me. Ge tup and I thought I was going to maybe blow over this sore throat/cold. But it only got worse, woke up and found out my dad made an appointment for me tomorrow morning. It sort of made me mad because I hate doing things in the morning, I am afternoon sort of person, I would rather this doctor thing happen after I get off from work, not before it. It can be good for me if I take medication before I got to work I hope to be feeling much better than I was today. I hate going in, being in and leaving in a cranky lazy mood being at work. And honestly I thought I was jibed of my pay check today with what I got but it can be because of the taxes they took off me this time around. I got another 4 hour work day today, which also made me angry because they barelly have any work for me anymore, at least stuff that is original. I liked yesturday's work, I got to set up stereos, today I just did the typical and cleaned, plus some stuff I regularly not do which was good. I dont know it wasn't just my dad, I guess yesturday and today just wasn't my days, I usually feel cranky when sick. I neve rlike being lazy, I was planing to work out both days but the sickness plus work has driven me to a lazy bed potatoe doing nothing but listening to Eric Clapton and working on my AMV.
As for AMV news, there is one thing about this sickness, it has sparked some good ideas. I spent a good hour adding things that seem a merger of what I want to be and what I am with the scenes. I guess when you look at "My Secrete Place" AMV I have developed a change but this one I want to be a drastic one. I don't know, at my state of mind I just want an satisfying AMV, if I wanted to see a justifiable Ryoga AMV this would be the best one, that is how I want the AMV to be, something I would watching many many times over. The AMV will be a mix of the two greatest Ryoga AMVs "500 Miles" and "Still Haven't What I Am Looking For". I mostly basing the AMV on the lyrics alone, and then going backt o the music. I honestly don't know what I am doing with this AMV, I am just trying to enjoy doing it. One thing that seems to never change is my crappyness in lip sync, I can never make a good lip sync. That is visiable in my AMV right now, as for compeltion I am 40% done. I have what I have done on a file where I watch before and after I work on the AMV to build better ideas or see what I can do better. Some of the things I am not exactly too trhilled for is my title scene where it just pops up, I want it to fade out and I thought I made it do so but I guess it is obivous that it didn't, I will have to change that some time. As for the flashes of while they lookg ood it just feels like I can do better with them, problem is I have no idea what to do to make them better, I feel the AMV has a lot of emotion so far and captures the mood and tells its own story through as much realism as I can. But the major problem is how its going to be taken from the AMV fans. I ain't going to send it too RJ (he doesn't like soft music, or at least that is what I remembered him thinking) because he is fucking asshole now and even if he hadn't changed he still wouldn't be much help since he always seems to like my AMVs, I wont send it to Reggie because he always says my AMVs are good, i wont send it to Adam because never really gives a damn for my AMVs, he has them all but he never gives me any critizism, I wont send it to Julian because his inexperience with the AMV work and AMVs themselves (sorry but it is true, Julian, no offense) is something I don't need right now, I cant show it too my little cousin's daughters because they have always enjoyed my AMVs and usually like them no matter what and like Julian their experience in the technical side of AMV making is very little. What I need is constructive critism, a person that could point out weak points, point out strong points, give a second opinion on what should happen, while no trying to be nagative to me saying I should quit this idea, or try and different song, get the picture.
I need someone to help me with the AMV that can show different techniques to make one part or any part better without being truely negative, because bottom line I wont give up this AMV no matter what, I never give up anything unless I went to the breaking point with it and ht eonly option to do is quit. I feel that this AMV I am making can be a special AMV with the right time, right help, right point of view and right audience. The thing is how will I get there. I have thought of asking Rubyeye for help and as helpful as he was for my Doctor AMV, his sort of way of opinions is not what I need, I would guess he would say I should choose a different song or give it up. Who knows that is the thing, I guess I will ask any of you if you can help try and make this AMV better, as for ways of seeing it, I will just put it on an angelfire account, you can download it and tell me what you think. If you can volunteer and I feel you were turely helpfull I will have you in the credits. I already ahve one person in the credits (www.akanetendo.com) as for thanks for me using the pictures they had. Or if they want me to opinionate any of the AMVs I will be glad to do so. If you feel you can help me then e-mail me at Unit_15@evafan.com .
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