JOURNAL: Hakura (Nicole Barrs)

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  • People have been asking questions ^^ 2003-05-31 11:47:17 I have been getting a lot of people asking me questions about te site, ^^

    YES it is comming back I am getting a new home for it :) however there will be no videos to Download from it there, ALL the videos will ONLY be available for download here under the local service...or if you must, directly from me :):)

    Hope that helps. :) 
  • Anime North 2003-05-19 18:53:51 Well I just got back from a weekend in Toronto for anime north ^^ Needless to say it was a lot of fun :) I got to see my friends, Will and Dugan again :)

    The con was run a lot better this year and the AMV contest wa great ^^ they had a bigger screen, better sound and things were a lot smoother. They seperated the videos this year. The first block was the entries that didn't make the finals...I didn't get up early enough to watch them :(:( The second block was the finalists and the winners.

    There were some videso in there that I really liked ^^

    - Macross Plus video using Top Gun lines and the song Danger Zone
    - Tim's Young Forever video using Grave of the Fireflies
    - Will's Faceless Hill video

    I was suprised that my RahXephon video won two awards ^^;; Best Drama, and the Creavity awards, which I got a nice little trophey for :)

    The two AMV panels ran very well. We had AV equipment so everything was a lot easier to show and explain ^^ there was almost a full house for both showings. And this one girl asked me for an autograph...which I though was amazingly cool...it's a strange feeling to have someone ask you for that...but at the same time it's rewarding... :)

    The only thing that wasn't all that great was the MC for the costume contest...he mumbled like there was no tomorrow...more like the people from Peanuts lol Tim, Will, Tims friend, and myself were all making fun of him lol it wasn't very nice but...it was REALLY hard to understand him at all.

    On Sunday we all visited Chinatown in downtown TO, and ate at the same place we did last year ^^ it was a lot of fun.

    In short I can't wait for next years con :) oh yeah ^^  
  • Live Journal 2003-05-10 12:44:56 Thanks to Hsien I now have a LJ account so here is the link

    http://www.livejournal.com/users/hakura/

    I don't know how often I will be using it but more likely more then this one ^^

    Bookmark if you like...heh as long as you like rants that is 
  • Well at least I feel better... 2003-05-03 10:28:13 It's been over 2 weeks since I got sick, and I'm now feeling better....only physicaly.

    My love, at least I still hope he is my love...is going back home, and then to Flordia for school. I got very emotional when I found out he was leaving.
    At first he said it was because he was getting sick and couldn't get medical coverage here and because of his cavity.. then he went on about school and trying to motivate me to go as well. So apparently thats the reason he came here....I wish he told me that before...because I was expecting him to stay here with me :( Oh well, thats his own choice, and I hope he does well at his school.

    I do plan to go to school in Toronto, and I just might leave asap as well, but I'm really depressed right now, and I don't want to do anything, I don't even want to hug or kiss him because it hurts knowing that he will be leaving next Saturday....god I'm so going to cry...

    I guess one good thing is, I came up with a sad video idea from this that I plan to work on. I really don't know how I'm going to react once he is gone..I love him so much and I never wanted to let him go again....and now I won't be able to even talk to him as much because he's going to Flordia....I wish him luck...even if I may not see him for two years because of it....

    Why did I get involved with a relationship like this beats the crap out of me. It's so frustrating always having things get in the way, like living in a different country and fucking government won't let you move anywhere unless you have shit loads of money and stuff. Yeah, well the world suck most of the time.

    Some how I feel like I'm saying goodbye to him...I just have this funny feeling that he doesn't love me as much if at all anymore....maybe I'm just dumb and don't know what I'm talking about...Well I still love him.

    I really don't know how to explain how I feel, but It doesn't matter because no one really cares anyway. Well maybe Jesse does :( At least he has the will to go on and do what he wants. I may move to TO I may not, I have yet to decide. But right now my heart is broken so I don't think I'll be doing a lot of anything for a while now....it's just I have never loved anyone as much as I love him, and I wish to all hell that he had told me all these plans before he came here because it would be less of a toll on me.

    We are suposed to be getting married some time in the future..but I don't even have a ring to look at and smile to and think of him when I look at it....and with him going to collage or what ever he will be doing....it would have been nice to have something to constantly remind me of him....but I still wonder if he feels the same way now..

    I could be parinoid and I could be wrong about this whole thing...but I have some weird feeling that I hope is far from the truth.....  
  • Oh god >< 2003-04-28 14:15:51 I freaking HATE being sick...and what a sickness....I had/still have bronchitus.

    It was really bad too :(:(:( Put of me out of work for a week, which isn't actually a good thing :(:( Today is the first day I have felt good in a while....hopfully it stays that way.

    I should be happy but I'm actually in a slump. I can't actually say, because I'm not sure....oh well.. :( at least I can still act happy to the world, because they don't need to know anything.

    okies well thats enough for now...

     
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