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2004-04-18 08:08:29
erm,i dont know why really, but i woke up in a bad mood today, even though i was lying next to Ems, i was being shitty. i still am in a bad mood...! im still scared of the fact that Ems wont be here when she is 18....i dont know what i will do when she isnt.i know Ems says we will deal with that when we get there, but i havent stopped thinking about it since the day she told me about it,and its eating me up! i just cant see why Ems would be with me when she is in london, i dont feel i have anything to give her, yet she will always mean the world to me. yea im tired, and in a bad mood whilst i type this, but its what i feel........heck im of to have a bath, clear my head a bit.
bye... - 2004-04-13 14:30:51 hey, party was cool, not much drink, well enough for me, not enough for Ems (no shes not an alchy :P). got turfed out a little earlier than planned but was all cool! spent today just chilling with Ems and my family lol, was better than it sounds ;) i mean the hanging with family part.......*is digging a hole* :P anyways later peeps!! lol
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2004-04-11 18:32:18
today, easter! it was cool, sick of chocolate already lol. anyways of to a party tomorrow with Ems, we'll see how that goes......let u know more later.
- 2004-04-09 14:14:28 even thats slipping.....
- 2004-04-07 15:48:52 well, im feeling really down about myself, thx to a certain fucker. i said to Ems, and she was like "why didnt you say anything". i was thinking about it, and i dont say anything cause im scared of the consequences, of upsetting someone else, although im feeling like shit cause of them! i dont know why, i should say when things like this happen, but i never ever do. the only reason im smiling when im typing this is cause im seeing Ems tomorrow, the only place i feel im really worth anything.
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