JOURNAL: wurpess (Camillia )

  • Senor Rat Killer 2006-09-08 21:19:48 Awwww. . .That's such a shame. And your cat didn't get it? lol. My aunt suffocated one once. There was a mouse in her house and her cat kept going after it. So one night, she woke up and the cat was in the downstairs closet very interested in something. It was the mouse. Well, my aunt didn't want the cat killing the mouse and getting blood and guts all over her shoes which were in the closet, so she shooed the cat away and put a mixing bowl over the mouse so it couldn't get away so she could deal with it in the morning. When she got to it in the morning, the thing had suffocated.

    On another note, I have Trillian and only meant to add my friend Josh on the one account that is what I use for everyone, but I accidentally added him on my other account as well that is only for Rafe. So I keep the one logged in all the time and the other one I only log into once in a while when I feel like talking to people. I figured it would be ok to keep Josh added on that one since I don't mind talking to him regularly. Besides, he's rarely on anyway. Well, he decides he's going to stick me in group convos with the group of friends that are partially the reason I hardly log into that account. They're nice and all and they're good friends, but can be a little annoying sometimes. So, to avoid them when I don't want to talk to them but are still able to talk to my b/f, I made a different account to talk to him and only sign into the other account when I feel like it. (You hear that. You can ignore people when you don't feel like talking to them. Kinda weird, isn't it?) He didn't even ask me if I wanted to be put in. If he would have asked, I would have signed into the other account or told him I don't want to or something. But he just sticks me in without warning. Now they're all trying to add that address, and I really don't feel like talking. AAAARGH!!! Kinda pisses me off. And I've been trying to type this for about the last hour, but people keep talking to me. Well, at least I have some rum now. Alchohol will make everything all better. lol. Well, I think I'm going to try and wrap this up now. 
  • MMMMM. . .ADD 2006-09-08 20:15:23 Yeiweh, I know what you mean. It's kinda funny, but my attention span was fine when I was younger. Granted, I was also midly schizophrenic. (Nothing bad. Just think of it as imaginary friends that talk on their own accord, even when you don't expect them to, and don't go away after childhood. And they feed you a very off version of reality, but no one really notices because you keep to yourself all the time.) So yeah, I didn't really realize what was going on until I got older and realized that wasn't normal. But I figured out I could ignore the voices and everything was ok. Then eventually they went away, but I guess my brain was so used to them being there, I couldn't really focus anymore. So in place of the schizophrenia, I got something like ADD. I couldn't concentrate on anything for very long. I'm starting to think the voices were better. Yeah, they gave me a rather odd sense of reality and would get annoying after a while, but at least they kept me focused. But yeah, I have everything all lumped together for 2 reasons. 1)Because this is stream of conscoiusness. I just have to keep things going to get everything out. My brain really doesn't stop long enough for me to figure out if I've finished a thought and should be starting a new line. 2)To get on the nerves of the people who complain about short posts/1 liners. Ok, you don't like 1 liners. What if I ramble on forever? Anyway. 
  • I'm not in anymore, but I still hate the Army!!!!!!!!! 2006-09-08 19:06:05 LMAO!!! Good one, Yue! Yeah, part of the reason I started doing large posts was because they complained about 1 liners. Would they rather wade through large posts? We'll see. Zeromega, I would join, but I'm currently up to my ears in MEP's, plus I've never watched Naruto (and don't plan to for a while), much less have the footage. (And I don't like working with downloaded footage unless its a very special case. This is not one of them) But I wish you luck with that. Anyway, onto the subject of the post, the Army is being stupid. So Rafe was supposed to come up this weekend like he normally does. He had a hard week and really needed to relax. (They decided to have him clean weapons along with trying to keep up with his normal admin job.) Well, they decided that he's going to clean weapons tomorrow morning too. So he doesn't get to come up this weekend. :( But he is coming up after he's done tomorrow. And the week after next, I get to spend the week with him. Well, at least with him not coming up until tomorrow, it gives me a chance to do all the stuff I didn't do today because I forgot to set my alarm. So now I can clean and do my laundry and stuff. Plus, he said he just wanted to spend most of the day crashed out in my room cuddling and watching movies, so i guess I should have it psuedo presentable. lol. Well, now he's playing around in photoshop. And he now has a new respect for me with graphics. lol. Particularly trying to take the backrounds off of stuff. It's been driving him nuts. But yeah, I had left a bunch of my anime chick pics with him, and so he's putting them into a new desktop wallpaper. But he's going the easy route and having the backround be a pic he already has instead of doing his own, so he's probably not going to be doing a lot of fiddling with effects. But it is cool finally being the "expert" on something that he isn't and being able to help him through and give him advice and stuff. Its Friday night, maybe I should go mix myself a drink. I don't know. But on another note, I did geta message from the guy on MySpace confirming that he is my friend Cody, so that's aweseome! I haven't talked to him in forever. I'm glad to be back in touch with him. Anyway, enough rambling. It's ok, journal. I'll stop talking your ear off. You can talk now. *^_^* 
  • Wow! Deja Vu! 2006-09-08 16:04:07 I actually had a dream where I woke up, went on the org and there was 2815 worthy banner. Though one of the new ones was mine. . .that I hadn't even made yet in real life. . .and I don't even remember what it looked like or I would make it. Eh, whatever. So yeah. More angst over the journals. I still don't get what the prob is. So there's all this angst because one person has a pet peeve? Why are the trolls always heard over the general public or the nicer people? Is it just because they yell louder and are more annoying? If everyone else did that, yeah, they'd be heard more, but they wouldn't be any better than them. Kinda sucks really. Eh, whatever. A mod said they'd prefer the chatting to stop, which I respect, but like Katie said, we do all talk on IM and pms too. The convos happen commenting on someone else's journal. . . .because as paizuri said, we don't have the comment function like on LiveJournal. And as Katie mentioned, this is the only place on the org that you can express yourself freely without having stuff erased for being random, OT or pointless. Why do SOME PEOPLE have such a problem with that. And yeah, the whole "This is my banner! Vote for it" is a bit tacky. I know I used to do that, but last year, i had a crappy program and therefore turned out crappy banners. It was really kinda depressing seeing my entire "My Banners" section being filled up with dark grey and pink. Then when I started getting worthies this year after getting phoroshop, I guess its like someone who has money for the first time. They flaunt it for all its worth. Then I realized that telling people which banners are mine before voting makes them get tired of them before voting even starts, and people who don't like me vote unworthy when they would normally vote worthy. (as well as friends only voting worthy because it was mine. . .which is also something I didn't want.) So now, yeah, I still announce them after voting's done which ones are worthy and which ones aren't, but that's mostly for my own records. (so I have dates, not just a list of banners) And when they are worthy, it goes back to what I said before and it will probably be like this for a while. I remember what it was like to only have rejected and unworthy banners. Getting a worthy banner still holds some kind of child-like joy to me. It will probably be like that until I have as many banners as Hinatasan. (If I ever get there. But you get the idea) And its one of those things that cheers me up when I have a bad day. I'm sorry if people get the wrong idea. Plah. So, since I can't find the song I want for my Chobits segment, I might just do a Saikano one instead to a Marilyn Manson song. Or I might just go with the I Must Increase My Bust idea. I don't know. Or I might do both if I have room for them both on my comp. Yeiweh, I will come up with something interesting. And I was listening to a bunch of Marilyn Manson, and there are so many Saikano vids I want to do with that. IMO, those 2 go really well together. . .because I'm warped and I refuse to do a drama/romance vid with Saikano. As I said before, if I do a Saikano vid, it will be an action vid or an ode to Chise's freakishness. But there are so many vids I want to do. UGH!! And I won't get to them til I'm done with all my MEPs. So yeah, got a reply back from the guy on My Space that I think might be my old Army friend, Cody. He was still being vague with me, which pisses me off, but I really do think its him. Which it will be cool if it is. I haven't talked to him in forever. YAY!! Rafe's coming today!!! And not next week, but the week after, I go to MD to help him move into his new apt. WEHOO!!!! I should do more banners, but I kinda almost feel like doing banners takes away from editing time. Of course, everything I do right now takes away from editing time. lol. Plah! So yeah. Rambling. 
  • But I love Fairly Odd Parents! @_@ 2006-09-08 01:05:15 Eh, whatever. *shrug*

    So right now, I'm still procrastinating finishing my Revenga beta, so i decided to go try to find the song I want to use for Yeiweh's Loli MEP. I can't find it anywhere. I've been trying to find the Lords of Acid album "ABC's of Kinky Sex" is on, but either no one wants to admit its on an album or it was never put on one. That pisses me off. i can't even find a download of it. I can only find the lyrics. I suppose if I wanted to use it that badly, I could find a tape recorder and sing it, but I think the world would rather I didn't. O.o. So I went looking for a different song. I wanted to keep it Chobits to Lords of acid. I might use "Drink My Honey", though it would be funny to have her singing "I Must Increase My Bust" as she's walking down the street in the underpants outing episode. I also thought "Pussy" would be funny, between her following the cat, her ears, and where her reset button is. Eh, I'm still looking, so we'll see. But I did rediscover the song "Young Boys", which I think I'll use for Please Teacher. . . because it would just be incredibly wrong. But it would be hilariously wrong to use for any bishie tribute amv. lol. I don't know. We'll see what happens when I get out from under my pile of MEPs. I swear, no more MEPs for a while. Particularly not serious ones. Fmeh!  
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