JOURNAL: wurpess (Camillia )

  • Thanx Caryn!! *^_^* 2007-09-28 02:54:21 He'll be back Dec 2nd. But that's over 2 months from now. :( Of course, like he said, I'll finally get used to him not being here, and he'll come back. lol
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    Congrats Ben. You found the forum. . . .I mean, solution to your prob with the pics and shit. *^_^* *hugs*
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    Drinking and stress eating is NOT the answer to stress and depression. *slurp* *munch munch*
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    Squall is so sexy!!!! *sigh* They seriously need to come out with stuff with Sousuke. Like Wallscrolls and figurines and stuff. *sigh* (I looked, and everything I've found involving FMP has Kaname and Tessa. I found 1 wallscroll with Sousuke. . .and he was wearing his piloting gear and it had Kaname and Tessa. The wallscroll next to it had a naked Kaname and Tessa. When are the merchandising people going to wake up a realise that females are starting to become big on the anime scene?. . .and wants their bishies!!!! >:( Maybe I'll get the shirtless L. wallscroll I wanted to get at Otakon and put it where the Tenjho Tenge one is and put that one somewhere else.)  
  • *sniff* 2007-09-28 00:14:55 I miss Rafe so much. I'm going nuts here. I miss cooking dinner for him. And waiting for him to get home from work. And watching anime with him. And sleeping next to him. And. . .yeah. And with him around, I didn't care that my desk is surrounded by chick art. (A Tinker Bell Print, a Tifa wallscroll, and a Tenjho Tenge wallscroll with chicks busting out all over. Then a Snow White print across the way. Of course, then there's a video game Cloud and a Trigun wallscroll behind me and Alucard in the hall. But still, serious lack of bishies around my desk. And with him around, I never really noticed or cared. . .because I had MY bishie.) Maybe I'll switch the Tenjho Tenge one with one of the other wallscrolls. (Cloud would be a good trade, so that he'll be by my desk and the busting out chicks will be by his.) Or I can always get a new one, do some reshuffling of wall art, and put Tenjho Tenge somewhere else. *^_^* I've found some nice ones. Or maybe fanaggle bringing my Gravitation wallscroll down and maybe sticking it in the foyer. Then the only time he has to look at it is going in and out of the front door, but it's in full view of my desk. At any rate, I've taken my Squall action figure out of the box (*gasp*) and put it on my desk. (Next to the Hello Kitty) And he looks sexy. *^_^* Maybe I'll replace Tenjho Tenge with a Squall wallscroll. >:D But yeah, will most likely switch that and Cloud for now.
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    Going to visit my parents tomorrow. Yeah, I talked to my mom today. So starting monday, we've both been really strictly dieting. And have lost 5 lbs since Monday. (She on South Beach, me on Weight Watchers) So, I was talking to her, and with Rafe gone, I'm kinda in charge of my own groceries. Well, I'm fine in that dept right now. But she was all "Well, we'll go to the grocery store over the weekend and I'll get you some groceries. Even if its just for my own piece of mind so I know you're not starving." My answer, "You just want me to gain all my weight back, don't you?" Long pause. "Maybe." lol. But it should be good. It'll give me something to do besides sulk over being alone and missing Rafe. Coming back Monday, so I can pick up my check while I'm there. (Since I haven't changed the address yet.) Hopefully the Online Iron Chef sign-ups won't be Monday. Or I might not get here in time to get a spot. (Not that it will matter. I'll be knocked out in the 1st round anyway.)
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    I've gotten a bunch of ops and QCs on my HK vid. And I want to thank everyone. I'll answer everything more personally later. Too tired and eh right now. (Though I've already answered all my ops.) I hope I can get myself back in gear to finish all my MEP segments in time.
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    Plah
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    I just killed a spider. But I did have the patio door open for a bit. There was some good rain going on. I like going out in the rain. I miss chasing the cats through the rain trying to get them inside. *sigh* But in a couple months, my fat dufus, Pepe might be coming to live with us. YAY!!!! KITTY!!!!! *^_^*
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    Need to go job hunting Tuesday.
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    I think that's it. 
  • :'( 2007-09-24 08:06:21 He's gone now. Just got back from taking him to the airport. hopefully this will be a fast 2 months. (Just not TOO fast or I won't get my MEP segments done in time. ;P) Well, back to bed for a while, then to work on said MEP segments. And get to the bank to cash a check. Plah. No RafeRafe. :( 
  • Plah 2007-09-24 03:02:10 Life. All moved in with Rafe. And now he's leaving for school in TX for 2 months. His plane leaves in about 6 hours. Just kinda eh right now. I know he'll be back in 2 months, but I'm going to miss him so much. I finally have him, and he's leaving. But whenever I tell him that I'm going to miss him so much, it seems like he just thinks I'm going to miss him because I won't have anyone to take care of me, but that's not it. That all just has me a bit stressed. I'm sad and depressed about him leaving. And upset that his last day here was a Sunday, which meant that in the midst of his packing, he had football on. So that had his attention most of the day. And even when I did try to get his attention, it all went back to football. *sigh* At least I have 2 months to try and get myself so I make sure I keep his attention. Oh well. Enough emo-ness. On a happier note, Hello Moon, Goodbye Kitty is doing well. And Yaoi Dream Puppets is out. And we got Spyro: A new Beginning, and it kicks ass. And we went to the Skillet/Seether/Breaking Benjamin/Three Days Grace concert on Friday. And it too kicked ass. *^_^* 
  • YAY!!! RAFERAFE!!!! *^_^* 2007-09-10 04:40:46 Well, moved in now. Finding some stuff I forgot, but for the most part, I'm completely moved in with my stuff put away. YAY!! I get to be with my RafeRafe all the time. Now I need to let the apt people I'm here so they can put my name on the mailbox. I also need to find a job. And squish the big scary bug that's jumping around here. (Not sure what it is, but its big, its nasty, and it jumps. And its not a cricket or grasshopper. :S) But yeah. *SQUEE!!* Its weird to be on the internet on my comp in his apt. Its also weird to be in a different corner at my own desk. *SQUEE!!! With HK on the desk. WHEEE!!!But no Gravitation wallscroll above my desk. :( But its ok. I'm with RafeRAFE!! *^_^*
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    Somehow, this just seems typical if me. My breakthrough vid is a HK vid. I've been posting in free op threads for now until I get myself together over here. Then I'll do op exchanges with it. But everyone seems to say the same thing. They saw the HK and didn't want to watch it at first, but then they watched it and thought it was enjoyable and well done, but not necessarily their cup of tea. And were amazed that HK could be that dramatic. lol. I can't wait to get more HK vids out. Moohahaha!!! *^_^*
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    Katie has a vid. :O
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    Bed :P 
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