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2007-08-24 20:03:17
Bah when will my real life buddies get online >=[ i feel so isolated
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2007-08-24 17:02:38
Well i was looking around a college stuff and looking throught my year book and reading all the comments and such...and i guess i knew it, but it hit me then that i wouldn't be seeing then really anymore and the times i've had are over...which is upsetting because my group of friends we have been a "group" since infants O.O and we have always been in the same form...so yea i became emo over that..but then i was looking over, well...my life and have seen...that i'm lonely...i really haven't been doing much and all my friends are doing something interesting or have GF's, yet i'm stuck behind. There were many people i like but still nothing happened except a few times....but when they did nothing amazing came out of them....and i guess i've been pushing back these thoughts with college and meeting new people, which will be fun.
But I can see people that i do like quite alot, and its sad to go....and i know i'm still young and i've always thought that relationships at my age were kind of pointless as i didn't think or really believe in high school love. But now that i look at it, i would like a relationship like that. Someone to amke me feel happy i guess...(man this is coming out gay >_>).
But i am trying to get my group of friends to meet i guess, one last time since some are going to different colleges and some aren't even going. But I am now thinking of trying to start a relationship with someone, ugh...this is starting to get a bit TO personal >_>...
But i'm surprised about how depressed i've become all of a sudden, its kind of wierd. But i guess college will start soon, and hopefully there will be someone there, even if its not for life.
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lmao
2007-08-24 12:53:17
lmao at fuze XD
<3 rocket for the track
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2007-08-23 11:31:09
Well i got mah results and they were pretty good and i cna get into college so i'm happy....but i am really tired for some reason o_o; . But meh i can't be bothered to get the results and post them >_>....but awesome we have takeaway chinese tonight which is the best >.O....
i'm downloading the skate demo atm cause it looked pretty good from what i've seen.............now my 360 is at the brink of death, its still playable but its struggling alot...meh i'll get it fixed sell it and get an elite or something.
I hope metroid prime 3 is compatible with the wiikey >.O....i realllllly want it!!
and whens that new wii channel coming out over here >=[
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2007-08-22 19:20:52
Ok...so when we were back at school we got these little cards which, when it was midnight or just turned the 23rd of august, we were mean't to be able to use the little cards info to log in and look at our results...but now it says we can't until 6 am =/ so....yea.....i'll just have to wait till tomorrow >_<.....ugh i don't think i'm gonna sleep tonight.
(as i say once again) i feel i did good in the exams....but i guess its nerves...and i don't remember much about the exams...but i remember being happy with the overall result...except science..i struggled with that more than anything >_>.
bah...i might stay up for a bit more...might go bed....bah..
FUCK YOU SUB0!!!! LEMMEH ALONE!!!
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blah...feel sick now @_@....
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