JOURNAL: Radical_Yue (Younique )

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  • Holy F**** 2006-08-16 02:44:10 I'm uploading another AMV 0.0 
  • New AMV 2006-08-15 03:24:54 http://www.animemusicvideos.org/members/members_videoinfo.php?v=125984


    This has to be the worst thing I've ever made.

    The thing is...I made it bad on purpose. 
  • Bah~Ma Nah~ 2006-08-14 23:37:00 Virtual Dub is being poopy 
  • A Very Late Entry 2006-08-13 18:24:37 It is 2:12AM right now, Saturday Morning. This will be a late journal entry, because currently (or at least when I'm writing this) I don't have internet connection. I can't take it right now. I'm crying so hard I can barely see the keys. My mother is being a bitch. It all started when I was sitting playing with the cat. Then my brother started throwing things at the cat. He hit him in the head, and on the side. He didn't hit me. I didn't see what he threw. I picked up the closest toy (that I thought he threw) ran after him and threw it back at him. Next thing I know, my mother is in the kitchen beating me with a pool toy. Then she picks up the toy I threw at Colby and hits me in the eye with it. It turns out I made a mistake and threw the wrong toy.


    When I get upset, I say things without thinking. I was upset, angry, and in pain. I called her a crazy bitch. And she was being one. She didn't say anything to me, just started beating me. That's when I started screaming. Then she wouldn't listen to my side of the story about he was the one who started it. All she screamed was that I assault him, and I cut their throats. Then she went to unhook the modem, and I wouldn't let her. I wanted her to listen to me. But she wouldn't, so she started hitting me again. The she started calling me a lazy bitch, and saying how I did nothing around the house. I admit, I'm lazy, and these past few weeks of work have been really hard on me, and I've done even less. I'm still trying to get used to it, but apparently I should work all day, and then come home and clean. Sorry, I'm still not up to that. Because I've been so busy and tired, my litter boxes haven't been cleaned. I feel horrible about it, but when I get done with an 8 hour shift of being treated worse that shit, and being worked like a dog, I'm not really up to scooping poop.

    Then she started freaking out about the fact that she dropped me off at work, picked me up from work, and came by around 9 to bring me some water. I was having a really bad night tonight, and called and asked for some water. I was the only courtesy clerk there, and a job that is already hard was multiplied by the 4, since I was now, not only working one check stand, but 4. That and I still had to clean the registers, reload the bags, get things ready for night crew, go out and push carts, take out the trash, and tend to the customers. Sorry, but I was a bit fucking overwhelmed. Then when my mother comes in, she starts telling me how to do my job. Not consoling me and making me feel a bit better, but saying things like "when you carry a bottle of alcohol, use 2 hands" or "just let the checkers do it themselves"

    1) The alcohol was a small bottle, and I had a firm grip. I didn't need 2 hands.
    2) If the checkers were to do it themselves, they why the fuck should I even have a job?

    Oh, and she attacked me about the fact that I made her give the closing checker who was working with me a ride home. She was going to have to walk if we didn't give her the ride. I was midnight, and she has a 1 year old child, there was no way in hell I was going to let her walk.

    Then she starts saying that I'm up to shit on the computer, that Katie (she doesn't know the names of anyone else I talk to) and the other people I was talking with were bitches. I was in an upset rage by now, and I screamed that they were better than her. And yes, they are better. They don't verbally attack me, threaten me, physically attack me, and threaten to get rid of my animals and call the cops.

    Then I tried to explain why I talk to them. Because they are funny, they are nice; they help me actually have a good time. When I have a bad day, they make me feel better. They don't tell me "Well then why don't you quit?! This is a tough industry!" like she does.

    She then continued by hitting me some more, screaming at me, trying to kill my animals, trying to take away the modem, trying to call the cops, and numerous other things. The only thing I was trying to tell her was what really happened, and I wanted to know why I was being attacked for something Colby started.

    I am so fucken upset right now. If I wasn't to wake up tomora morning, I wouldn't mind. I am so tired of her shit. I want to die.
    At this point, I don't give a fuck if this entry gets me banned for life, I need to talk. I need to type. I need to do something.


    I want to leave. I want to be able to stop crying. I want to know that my animals are safe. I want to be happy damn it!

    I don't know what the fuck to do. I still can't stop crying.

    I can't think straight. I don't know.

    I don't know,.
    I don't know.
    I dont' knwow.,
    I dont' fucjken know!

    Please God help me. Please.
     
  • Boob Enlarging Confirmed 2006-08-11 06:43:08 DAMN YOU MONSTER RANCHER!!! >.<

    I got the ROM of it, and I can't stop playing! This is exactly what happened to me with the Monster Rancher 4 for the PS2. GAAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!




    (*sniffle* But I still haven't found a cheat so I don't have to retire my babies...*sniffle* poor monsters)



    WTF is wrong with me?
    I've got bigger boobs.
    I'm bitching about a game.
    And Katie is having all the fun yelling at children!

    Ugh...I need to go to bed... 
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