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Wow...
2007-01-04 01:32:07
Wow, it's just so weird, I was reading my very first opinion for my second video by Jaddziadax and I was surprised at how much I have grown in making amv's.
When I first started out, I remember I was so excited because before my parents wouldn't let me make videos, they thought thst me liking anime was stupid, especially Sailor Moon (I tried to buy a Sailor Moon Eternal clock back when I was 12 and my mom wouldn't let me have it because I was to old o_o) then after a while they just gave up and I tried my hand at making a Sailor music video on WMM with the little footage I had.
At first it was hard, I went through some down times to learn the hard way about things, especially when I got hurtful and rude comments but I also got to meet many new people who were willing to help me become better and that made me happy,
It's been only been about 9 months since I started making amv's which isnt' that long. I'm not a great video maker but I'm not at beginners level though I still suck xD lol.
I want to pursue this happiness and make more videos, but I know I have to let it go soon. Maybe make one every long while but I need to return back to my stories. I almost feel like I'm losing my creativity side for my ideas, poems and stories and I need to get back on track, especially since I want to become a Novelist when I'm older.
I'm workin on a vid now, but I'm still trying to figure out my new Vegas studio and Ulead. I've got the hang of mostly everything, but not fully yet.
My grandma died today around 4:00 and so this amv that i will be making is going to be dedicated to her. I'm going to work hard on it, very hard to try and make it as perfect as I can. ^^= This was a poem I had made for my grandma for when I was feeling down-
Hearts of Unknown
Touch me and I will follow
In your lovely afterglow
Heal me from my pain
With your beautiful glow
I'm lost in your moonlight dance
Your movement is stuck in my mind
I'm caught in your shadow
Trapped in between a world of rose and vine
Longing to hold you here
Do you hear me calling?
You're so close yet so far
I feel myself falling
The walls of my memory crumble
Your warm embrace I feel
Sparkles of warm blue shine in mine
Telling truth that you are real
Light shines through to me
My heart opens as you let me go
Forgive me for leaving you
Your tears say all knowing there won't be tomorrow
I'm going now, wow that was a long journal entry. Anyway it's my bed time and I still have homework to do so ttyl.
~Sorceress Vanessa - Pissed off 2006-11-07 00:37:22 I am so pissed off, I just made my new Princess Tutu video and I had now just finished a really short Sailor Moon vid and the songs are Where Will You Go? and Forgive Me, both my Evanescence, but I can't post them on here anymore, I'm so mad, it's like all the work for nothing because you know when I'm the only one who can watch it and know one else can. I feel sad/ angry right now. I want to make another vid, but I'm not in the mood. It's rainy here, I get this dreadful news and I don't want to think that this day can get worse... hope all your guys day is going WAY btter than mine. Luvz and peace.
- IMPORTANT QUESTION! 2006-11-05 23:25:37 I finally made my Princess Tutu video, but it's not in WMV format, I got a new program and it's in avi file, but it's more than 100 MB file and even when I decided to change it to a WMV file it was still more than 100mb and I have no idea how to lower it, does anybody know how to without taking out all the graphics in it?
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Ideas
2006-10-25 19:54:46
So yeah, I'm a complete dork because I have so many music video ideas that I want to do, but I can't think of which I want to do first
1.) Sailor Moon- Remember
2.) Kindom Heart- One Sweet Day
3.) Sailor Moon- Only One Time
4.) Sailor Moon- Upside Down
5.) Sailor Moon- Tears From The Moon
6.) Sailor Moon- Welcome To My Life
7.) Princess Tutu- Innocence
8.) Princess Tutu- Where Will You Go?
9.) Sailor Moon- Frozen
10.) Sailor Moon- Ice Queen
Ya these are my ideas so far, but I really haven't been working on any (Mostly because I'm a senior in highschool and I have been really busy and I have a job) But I think I want to do a Princess Tutu one just because I haven't yet and I want to take a break from Sailor Moon a bit ^^=
1.) Princess Tutu- Where Will You Go?
2.) Sailor Moon- Ice Queen
3.) Sailor Moon- Remember
These are the ones I want to do most, I'm not sure... and I want to make a Love Hina music video too >>
Gah, I don't know, I'll think here soon @@ Anyone else know what I should do first?? - Choosing 2006-09-14 00:52:17 I feel terrible, why is it whenever I post music videos on this site everyone always gives me 2's or 3's, but when I post a vid on youtube I get 5's and 4's? I feel happier on youtube, but I also love animemusivideos.org but I seem to get more comments/ constructive criiticism at youtube while I never know what is bad/ good about my videos here. I'm probably just going to leave here and stick with staying on youtube, I just feel happier there, I'm not sure yet though....
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