JOURNAL: Ruby_Metallium (Ruby Hayashi)

  • inactive...oh no! 2003-01-29 13:26:42 Ohayo! Oh wow, it's been a while ne? I guess I just forgot about writing here. A lot has been gong on in my life lately. Like a boyfriend, school...getting 2 teeth pulled yesterday (like you really wanted to know that :P) but anyways I've been trying to plan out another music video but I am just have a creators block. -_- not like anyone will miss me. 
  • Another day, another rant 2002-10-04 20:27:50 Gods, I've been sick for a whole week. It hurts to breath let alone EAT! Just got back from the mall, I saw a houshin engi DVD and I want it for my B-day REAL bad! I'm gonna be 15 in 11 more days! Wow, 15 on the 15th....that's gotta mean something horrible is gonna happen to me -_- oh wait....that would be my whole life.....never mind.

    Well, anyways, new topic. Boys. They are so hard to understand! Suuuuure, everyone says girls aren't easy to figure out but you haven't seen the hell boys put me through. There is one guy in particular that drives me. Has anyone ever heard the song "Every other time" by some pop group that I usually hate but it just so happends this song describs somewhat my situation. *pulls on her hair* If I could just look into his little head!! Isn't there a mind read button on men!? 
  • Ruby is bored at the computer again....oh the horror of the little box screen that captivates me! 2002-08-07 20:16:06 I'm so bored I decided to rant to myself for a bit. I decided to write about how I got my nickname 'Ruby' while I wait for that stupid video to download.

    Ok so here I go....

    Once upon a time, there was a girl named Danie, (yes, that's my real name. It's pronounced Da-knee...get it right -_-) she met a few people OL in a chat room and Danie started to talk to them on MSN, away from the rest of the internet world. She had her screen name at that time as 'Ruby Moon' (she's from CCS, my friend told me about her and she sounded so much like me I had to use it for a screen name) and all her OL friends kept calling her 'Ruby' despite her telling them that wasn't her real nickname.

    As time went by, the name stuck and when I got to my first year of highschool I met up with Natalie, an old friend of mine from our childhood. She called me Ruby once in a while and the name stuck with me as I met her friends and they also called me Ruby. Now at school, most people know me as either "Ruby" or "That insane girl who keeps drawing in class" either way. I'm Ruby now and forever ^_~

    *looks up at her rant* That was boring.....How about I tell you about how I cut up my arm.....Ok here it goes....

    I Ran, I tripped, I fell, I cut, I bled, I complained, and now in the process of healing....Stupid scab! Stupid pain! >.<

    Ok that's enough...ja ne! 
  • Hyper for Anime expo! 2002-08-01 14:53:23
    YAY!!!! 18 more days until I go to Toronto and 23 more days until I get to go to the CN anime expo there!!!! I'm gonna load up on anything and everything anime related that I see. I'm so happy I'm going with my friends Chirssy, Natalie and Chibi. There was anothe rone of my friends who wanted to go but he couldn't....I'll buy him a little gift to make up for it.

    I'm for sure gonna go to the AMV showing there. Maybe even get some tips for my own crappy master peices....lol ^_^ I'm so kind to myself ne? Anyway, I'll probably rant about that when I come back. 
  • Ruby's rambles and 15 minutes of fame 2002-07-25 19:27:59 So it's the 25th of august....Summer almost done and school just around the corner....Depressed yet? I know I am. On another note, my Trigun music video is done but my brother deleted my finished product but at least I have the backup ne? So now I gotta remake it and so on. And all thw while I started another music video....Which one you ask? A Slayers one cause I felt like downloading Slayers eps ^_^ I got the perfect song for it too..."Walk through the fire" Fromt the 'Buffy The Vampire musical' thingy.

    What else is new with me? Nothing really, how sad...Ever get those days where you just feel down and wish someone could just pick you up? Yeah...sounds just like teenagehood and maybe that's what it really is but I just wish that I had something to make me happy. Or at least give me back my creativity! I can't draw *ANYTHING* lately.....poor Ruby.... 
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