JOURNAL: amyakanno (Lauren Harrison)

  • Have you ever? 2006-05-30 15:07:02 Well this is my first and probly last post ^^

    Well I'm back from Al. You ever get the feeling your missing something? Yeah I have that now. I feel as if everyones hiding something from me. I HATE admitting this but I'm scared! Scared of everything, losing Tim, my self, my friends. but more of numbers 1 & 2, for I know I'll never lose my true friends ^^. Anyways I went to meet his firends and as soon as i get there some a$$ throws a football at my face! I cried and wanted to call my mother to come get me! Everyone thought he went there to get back together with Alex, and then they found out I was going. But it didnt turn out bad! I met his firends, we had fun < or at least I did. I keep wondering why I care, it's all because I fell for him with out meaning to! All this time everything i do it's all been because I love him. I just dont want anyone to be mad, I didnt break them up it was between them I had NOTHING todo with it and forsome reason EVERYONE thought it was my falut. But hay I still have blessings to count Tim stayed with me even though I tried to push him away towards Alex. For at the time I felt he would leave me! I was so SCARED, I ended up crying my self to sleep! Then I woke up to a knock on my door... I opened it there he was! He said he choose me! At that point I lost it! I cried < happy tears though! And that happened BEFORE the trip, for awhile I thought I'd lose him forever. Saturday we hada date ^^ we wentout to dinner I was SO SO SO happy I tried not to cry < which I didnt ^^ and we talked which mademeeven more happier < if its possiable and then we went to his friends houssse and we all played G. Hero! Then we went back, and Tim came to visit us...OH! we <Me, Tim, Tim S. and Josh went to Steak and Shake and got free milk shakes! and the guys got ones that the waitress just threw together one day,meaning it wasnt on the menue. Well right now Tims inmotorcycle class TT.TT Jeez hes going to give me grey hairs!!
     
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