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15 hits. and a fight..........
2005-11-07 12:05:02
Date:11/7/05
Status:still kicking......
Mood:happy
Current Song:'I'm Not ok (I promise) by My chemical romance
current AMV:Sail Away-Hana Yori Dango by deevyne designs
Thanks to all for the hits!!! that made me feel better!!! I mean already! DAMN! hurray for me. Any who.....I am SO bored at school it's a crime! but shit happends right??? just have to deal with it. Right now i'm just working on some fanfics (Inuyasha ones of course!) and one Hana yori dango (boys over flowers) one that I think should be fine. I'm only continuing it because it was requested by a very talented author, MaryJane1913...if u don't know her you should, her work is great! Personally, I don't do well when it comes to fanfics.......*sigh*I'm more of an "artist" if I do say so myself ;) no to toot my own horn of course lol. Latest news at my house....little yahiko and my other bro Naruto kun got in a huge fight! like fist were flying!!! these kids are nutz!!!! like x10!!!! I had to remove myself from the phone (talking to my beloved Kenshin of course!) and break it up.....it was a war zone!!! but that's what happeneds....boys can be so stressfull....but hey whatever, my ass just got right back on the phone and talked to him till 1am (not missing FMA or Inuyasha mind you!)
The first quarter of the semester is done, and I have good grades.......FINALLY!!!! I am actually passing math for the first time ever!!! I am so proud (bows) and now my parents won't have a reason to bitch about my grades ether *ha ha!* And I found some of my mix cds AND I got my internet back at home......no longer will I have to update at school or in the library!!!! I am sooooo happy now, now all I have to do is see my Kenshin-koi and I'll be happy.....oh and I need money....DESPREATLEY!!! so if care about this poor soul please send me money......or ur credit card number...anything......I won't use any more money if u sent ur credit card number....only like 20 bucks i "promise"lol..... I mean give me charity!!! I don't care....I have a sence of pride....I really do, but it's all about the benjamins baby!
Anyway....I'm gonna stop begging.....it's getting sad, in more news, My Rei pic is going well.....I just wish I had CG so then I could put my skill to the test....But I AM broke as a joke after all......if u wanna sponsor me.....I mean I will accept donations....lol And I'm also now doing my daily AMV reviews....don't ask why...i just want to.....Ones that I think are very exceptional you know??? so here it is!
Title:Only In Dreams
Anime: Cowboy Bebop
Song: Only in Dreams by Weezer
Author:Kwasek
what can I NOT say about this video? it's just plan......fantastic. I mean the quality is wonderful, and the song goes perfect with the anime too, I can tell it took a while to perfect it. It's been like 2 years since I first saw it and I instantly fell in love with it, the way the tempo and the mood was set, and how it didn't leave out ED and Jet out like many vids about cowboy bebop do. and when the climatic istrumental part came with grace, I mean EYE CANDY! I have a thing for big explosions and in one part it satisfied my hunger for it.
The editing was fantastic too, This wasn't a cheap I'm-just-doing-it-for-the-hell-of-it kinda thing and the interesting thing is that no subs on it, like alot of videos have, and that makes it more enjoyable because come on now people.....don't act like as soon as you see subtitles, your eyes don't go straight for that line and you know it! Well for me it does so this vid did me great favor.
In all honesty....I don't think I have a video that can match my feelings for this one...well actually there is....but only 4 "Evangeliuon Opus", Dead in the Water-Samurai X, Reminiscence-Neon Genesis Evangelion and Ifiniti of feelings-Neon genesis Evangelion. But I'll review those later......Ok that's enough for today goodbye!!!
100 days left untill by b-day...mark your calenders!!!!
lYRIC OF THE DAY
forget about the dirty looks
the photographs your boyfriend took
you said you're read me like a book
but the pages are all torn and frayed
now i'm okay, i'm okay......
i'm okay now, i'm okay now,
what do you really want from me
because i'm telling you the truth
(blah blah)
i'm okay, trust me
i'm not okay, i'm not okay, i'm not okay
i'm not o-f***ing-kay.....
My chemical Romance: I'm not ok (I promise)
Ja NE!!! -
Alas My first Entry......
2005-11-03 14:17:26
Date:11/3/05
Status:Alive
Mood:Dreaming
Current Song: 'My December' by Linkin Park
*Sigh* Life has it's ups and Downs doesn't it? one day I can be the happiest person, the next I could be cry for the pain to end. lucky for me though today isn't as bad as I would think a thursday would be. Yesterday was very hard for me...Family Issues I guess u can say...but it wasn't my whole family, it was more like me and my daddy (yes I still call him that) but the thing is that he doesn't reailize is that words hurt more than a bullet sometimes, and usually I refuse to cry infront of him, never to reveal my weakness, but I did......silently in the back seat of his car on the way to school. But he won't beat me.....I can get over this, one day he will understand what is going on, maybe before the ties we have to one another fades away. I can't say i hate him or anything.....there was A time I would say that I was not his blood u know...A wishful dream in my younger days.....but that was just a fantasy. An escape from reality. Isn't that why people dream? just to have an escape from reality. A place where their version of life can exist...sometimes people use their dreams to shild themselves from the world, without the fear of hurt, like a childhood blanket, but the ones who really cling on to the false reality, end up heartbroken once theyt wake up. If you come to terms that u exist in both worlds, both sides of the gate, then you won't give up on the reality you want to run away from. i mean.....I did.......
Ok I got that off my chest......On to more news....My little Bro just celabrated his 10th birthday on 10/23 happy B-day Yahiko-kun (nickname)....My little Sis Sasami's b-day is coming up 11/28 so i figure what to do about that.....And I've got a Boyfriend now (yay) and I can trust him too! there is no greater feeling then knowing that nothing could happen.....he KNOWS the conserquences if he does anything and I take him back 9some serious nut-punching) and i like him alot as does he to me! YAY!!!! As for School....*sigh* I'm actually doing well, for like the first time ever! but I have to catch up because I've been slacking.....And my Artwork is doing well too! I mean I'm no longer drawing "happy anime" i've got addicted to drawing Kikyou and Naraku, Kagura, sesshomaru. And i've started doing Evangelion but not the Evas themselves.....those give me a headache....i still do some cute stuff but i'm doing things with meaning now......I think it's the fact that lately My Rei ayanami ones have lyrics to support them, like one I did with the three bodies of Rei and Lilith and it had "Hello" by Evanessence writen in it. My next project is Fullmetal Alchemist inspired, with the lyrics from "My Immortal" by Evanessece (again!) this was also inspired by an AMV I Love called "Memories" by Inverse, it's really is sad and beautiful and well made. Thank you Inverse! ok I'm done for today people goodbye!!!
Oh and I'm from now On doing a countdown till my B-day...104 days to go........
Lyric of the day
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all
The things I said
To make you
Feel like that
And I
Just wish that
I didn't feel
Like there was
Something I missed
And I
Take back all the
Things I said to you
Linkin Park-"My December"
Ja Ne!
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