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YAY MY B-DAY!!!
2006-02-17 12:09:04
date: 2/16/06
Location-Home
Mood- Indiffrent
Current Song-So amazing by 50 cent
This is gonna be quick...IT"S MY BIRTHDAY!!!! 16 BABY!!!!!!! -
Mixed Feelings...........
2006-01-30 11:40:38
Date:1/30/o6
Status:school
Mood:indiffrent
Current Song:Perfect Situation by weezer
current AMV: None really.....
Again havent been on in a LOOONNNGGG time....only cuz I've been swamped with schoolwork and life....stress is killing me...but I've been listening to music to sort out my feelings....diffrent songs let me release different emotions. But the worst thing is that I feel someone that is close to me fading from my life...and it's.......unsettling. I havent been talking to him like I used to...but him and My BF dont get along, only because he really likes me and wants to be with me, and doesn't admit it to anyone else but me....but I dont like him in that way....I love him...but I not IN love with him.....not like the Way that I'm IN love with my BF...and it's hard to deal with because now the fact is that I cant see my BF that often like only once ever month if I'm lucky...and we argue sometimes and it's like.....I feel like something is coming between us...maybe it's me.....I dunno.....Ah well Only time will tell.......
PS...18 DAYS TILL MY B-DAY!!!!!!!!!!
Lyric of the day
What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing
and I'm the hero, but I'm the zero.
Hungry nights, once again
Now it's getting unbelievable.
'Cause I could not have it better,
But I just can't get no play
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto.
I just pass through...
singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Get your hands off the girl,
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this excess company.
Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander...
Can you blame her?
singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Singing...
Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhh oh. Ooohhhhhhhhhh.
Song-Perfect Situation
Artist-Weezer
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Irritated.........
2006-01-04 12:55:37
Date:1/4/o6
Status:school
Mood:irritated
Current Song: Boyfriend by Ashlee Simpson
current AMV: None really.....
I know I haven't be here for a good while.....but I've been SO busy so my computer time is cut in half...but whatever..my friends bf is getting on my nerves...he doesn't realize she's playin him and I'm trying to help him realize what's happening without telling him everything cuz i don't have the heart to....but he doesn't wanna listen so GOOD LUCK TO YA BOI!!! on top of that he likes me but unfortunatly for him I'm taken and now my BF is mad at him....this is TOO much for me.....
this is kinda short so what...the important thing is that I have 42 days till my b-day!!!!
Lyric of the Day
Hey, how long till the music drowns you out?
Don't put words up in my mouth,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you face what's going on?
Cause you really got it wrong,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you look at your own life,
Instead of looking into mine,
I didn't steal your boyfriend,
Hey, how long till you're leaving me alone,
Don't you got somewhere to go?
I didn't steal your boyfriend
Ashlee Simpson "Boyfriend"
This is dedicated to someone from me to you gurl.......LOL
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2005-12-02 13:00:02
Date:12/02/05
Status:In la la land
Mood:Bored
Current Song:Stellar by Incubus
current AMV:Evangelion Opus
It's been a while I know, but I've been so busy....Personally there are a few ppl that I think need to be wiped out of existance, at least that's how I'm feeling. I only say that because they have been getting on my nerves like BIG time and I'm getting sick of it. But u know what I'm not even gonna worry about them...I have other things I've rather do then Bitch about them anyway. If you wanna know what has been going on in my life I will make a boring list:
Boring School
Boring home
always getting yelled at
annoying ppl
I failed a Biology test (shoot me now)
I lost my earings
Need to get my hair done
No new Inuyasha
If u wanna know about all the good things in my life look here:
Loving Boyfriend (yay)
Cool friends (some of them)
B average (I'm passing math!)
My art is going fine
FMA new eps! (yay!)
Ghost in a shell is back!!!!
Lyric of the week
Meet me in outerspace
I will hold u close
If your afraid of heights
I need you to see this place
It might be the only way
That I can show you how
How it feels to be inside you
How do you do it
to make me feel
like I do
How do you do it
it's better then I
ever knew
how do you do it
Make me feel like I do
Incubus "Stellar"
AMV of the week
AMV: Project one
Anime:Inuyasha the Movie 3
Song: Have you Ever by Incubus
This video first caught my eye when I was looking for some Move 3 videos. I am a big spoiler fan ( ^_^') so when I saw this I wanted to check it out. First i love Incubus, but I never really hear that song before, I mean it was vaugly farmiliar, but I couldn't place my finger on it. So I decided to try my luck and open a temperary file just in case I didn't like it. when i finally got to see it, It became a instant favorite. I mean first off I love the movies, Second Sesshomaru was in the WHOLE thing. I LOVE SESSHOMARU!!!!!!!!! *ahem* It was well made, very simple, no high editing or anything. I really enjoyed it!
that's all the time I have for now...if u have a video or know one I should see, hit me up
Ja Ne!
P.S. 67 days untill my b-day!!! -
A lying Boyfriend
2005-11-21 13:04:55
Date:11/21/05
Status:In the sky
Mood:floating away
Current Song: If it's Lovin that you want by Rhianna
current AMV:Alive-a tribute to Spike Spegial-cowboy bebop
My BF has some fucking nerve Lying to me about some old shit I already knew about...but the fact is that he knew but didn't tell me till like 4 months after it happened...I mean it's not something he did, his brother screwed me over, and he KNEW about it, but never told me untill friday and I was so MAD!! we were on the verge of breaking up...but I wouldn't weant to do that so I didn't...but I'm still pissed! it's absolutley THAt serious......but I'm waiting for him to call....I refuse to call him, because I'm always the one to do that, and this is HIS falt so he has to patch things up.
Ok ppl that is said and done....Harry Potter came out and i was so happy...BUT the problem is that I couldn't see it cuz my dad couldn't let me go. why? I dunno. I personally love Draco Malfoy....LOVE HIM! ahem....I mean he's ok.....but is it just me or is Ron Weasley getting kinda cute.....I KNOW Harry is but Ron????? Oh Boy...
Now for the lyric of the day
They say people in your life are seasons,
And anything that happen is for a reason,
And niggas guns a clappin and keep to squeezin',
And Gran (Grandma) keep prayin' and keep believin',
And Jesus and one day that ya see him,
Till they walk in his footsteps and try to be him,
The devil is alive I feel him breathin',
Claimin' money is the key so keep on dreamin',
And put those lottery tickets just to tease us,
My aunt Pam can't put those cigarettes down,
Now my lil cousin smokin those cigarettes now,
His job trying to claim that he too niggerish now,
Is it cuz his skin blacker than licorice now?
I can't figure it out...
Im Stickin around....
[Chorus (Adam Levine)]
Uh, And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.
(ooooooooo)
And I heard 'em say, nothin ever promised tomorrow today.
(Nothing's ever promised tomorrow today.)
But we'll find a way
(And nothing lasts forever but be honest babe, it hurts but it
may be the only way)
(Cuz every worthless word we get more far away, and nothing's
ever promised tomorrow today,
And nothing lasts forever but be honest babe, it hurts but it
may be the only way)
Kanye West feat. Adam Levine of Maroon 5
"Heard em Say"
AMV of the day
AMV: Dead in the Water-a Samurai X tribute
Song: Dead in the water-by david grey
Anime Samuri X. Rurouni Kenshin Manga
Creator: Ali Wildgoose
When I first heard of this Video, I though "ok I heard some David Grey music, so this might be about love, but when I actually saw it I was like "wow this is amazing!" It really was about the pain that Kenshin had to go thirough and I actually cried as I watched it. I mean it was so Dark and emotional, and the clips of the manga at the begining and the end were spectacular. It was well made and this is one of the vids I watch when I'm depressed. My hats off to u Whildgoose, hats of to you!
well that's all for now.....Ja Ne!
76 days untill my birthday! hurray!
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