JOURNAL:
ForeverSakura (Steven Englebrecht)
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Loosing Patients!
2002-06-20 13:48:12
i've lost all patients i ever had working with dzzle, an dc 10 plus, an ripping dvd's. Editing is becomming impossible, an its really starting to hit me, i have come to my last resort. If that doesent work, then im calling it quits!
Only thing i can do is get rid of xp, an get win 98 or 2k on my pc...
i think that would solve alot. Id be able to have dc 10 plus on my new pc.
Meaning good quality, better than dazzle anyway, and id be able to run adobe on my good computer without the monitor turning black.
OH i hope i can get this to work, i miss making amv's, but its not worth what im going through! BAKA BAKA BAKA
Hmmm, just got ready for my day...Im going to take my driver's test today!!! EEEEEE so scarry, i hope i freakin pass this time! ^ ^
Got work at 5pm but I have to pick up my tuxedo for the wedding, so I don't have to much time left. Better finish up so im not paniced during the test.
May any god out there, bless me an thine computer....bring back the power to edit to my computer!!
Argiato Dues Sensai
Ja~ne
~Steven ^_-
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The hell that is my life!!
2002-06-20 00:30:06
i swear to god, why do i have the worst of luck when it comes to computers?
I'm not a baka, or a complete fool. But EVERY GOD DAMN time i start a video, it fucks up! DAMN YOU!!!!!!!!!!
The damn monitor in adobe keeps turning black, an wont even keep up with the footage >_<
dc 10 plus is to kiddy for me to be working in anymore.
Sorry dc 10 plus you were awesome, but its time to move on....
ahhhhhhh my other new pc is so damn high tech, an yet i cant edit on it cause....dc 10 plus wont work with windows xp >_<
so off i go to get a new capture card.
james an I went to best buy for a new card. Got me a Dazzle 80*
pretty cool, until i started working in it! It works good for james, then when he leaves an i get on it, my quality turns to shit!!! IT MADE ME FURIOUS, cause now i realize i had better quality with dc 10 + an the new card i got doesnt seem to work with me an I cant return it!!!! GRRRRRRRRR
At this rate, there will be no Otakon for me.... 500$ spent in 2 days, an on stuff i never would have imagined myself buying.
Ahhhh the feeling it is to be poor.....
its good.... wait,
im wrong, it bites!
guess I'll go crawling back to dc 10 +, yes I see now that I truely am its bitch!! >_<
going back to DC 10 + is like a going to prison, having a bar of soap....
and taking a shower,
i dont see anything good about that!
Oh sorry, i think i hear my mom calling, no wait....
its dc 10 plus yes.... its her
comming dear, yes right away.
*SCREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAMS*
wow, feels good.
well, back to editing, on my crap pc, with dc 10 +, with failure surely at hand.
Damn it sucks to be me.....
Ja~ne
~Steven ^_-
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What a shitty day!
2002-06-19 14:36:24
Today sucks ass, never before in my life have i ever been so bored.
Nothing to do, er...well there is but, nothing is going well............. I should say.
Editing is IMPOSSIBLE for my computer it seems, so im taking a major break from that, warhammer an painting seems really boring right now, so i dont wanna do that. Man i dunno, something's wrong with me...
::sigh::
why is today so shitty?
lets see, maybe i can change my day. (doubtful, but worth a shot)
hmmm, need to get the blood pumping instead of just sitting here an sleeping. I think I'll take a shower, an go out an check for Dazzle.
DC10+ you fuckin suck ass!!! we were good friends....ugh no more, i've had enough of you!!
Maybe if I get Dazzle, then I could edit, then maybe things would go well. Then maybe id have another video finished....
nahhhhh it would never happen.
i have so much free time, why cant i make some good use of it?
damn it..... >_<
anyway, enough complaining, time to go spend money!! ^ ^
James, im giving you a call now.
Ja~ne
~Steven ^_-
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A better understanding
2002-06-19 00:50:08
What a fun day!! ^ ^
got up early, took trash out (ON TIME THIS WEEK)
took my shower, woke toney's lazy butt up, an told him we had stuff to do.
Time for another adventure.
~Mall
well, basically we needed to go to the mall to deposit money into my bank account an for once I got there before it closed!! ^ ^
Got my money deposited an off we went, off to the FSK mall for my tuxedo.
~Other Mall
WOW, how many ugly men can i see with hot hot girls today?
Man I saw some very sexy girls today, hehehe hot lil kittie kats ^_- meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeow, damn girls are great!
(sorry jennie) none I saw could ever compare, thats for sure hehehehe ^_-
but anyway... i went into the wedding store, an luckily i could still get a tuxedo. I just had to pay a 25$ rush fee. No big deal there, as long as I look good. So thursday i get to pick it up, wahoooooo alright I'm all set for saturday now! good job steven ^ ^
ok, my friend toney sat in babbages for about 2 hours looking at the new game that game out today (Excalibur-Ps2) an then saying nah, i don't want it, then saying yeah i do, over an over again....ugh MAKE UP YOUR FREGGIN MIND!! So then after we wasted 2 hrs there, after he DIDNT get anything, we then *ATTEMPTED TO PICK UP WOMEN AS HE CALLS IT* this is basically where we sit on a bench for 2 hrs looking at girls that come by, an argue about who's hot an who's not...ugh sooooooooooooooo boring, i got a girlfriend an he just see's right past it...i really hated it, i just wanted to go home. On the plus side, I got BlueGender 3 and BetterMan dvd's today at suncoast, also saw Silent Mobius on DVD at Best Buy.
but after the tux, an 2 dvd's my money was gone. :(
Oh well, after toney decided he wasnt going to get a woman today we left, headed over to checker's for lunch an headed home.
~A friendly call
got a call from my friend matt when i got home. And i was surprised he called cause he hasnt been up to doing anything lately, so i figured he wouldn't call. But he did, an said he would come over after he called james. Cool, by me. Then a few minutes later, james calls me an says we all need to talk! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOo
talks, group discussions! >_< i hate 'em! But i kinda agreed on it too,
so i was kinda fearing it, cause i thought matt would hate it, an we'll it happened...the group talk that is. And after we all talked our peace, everything was good. We all had a better understanding of what it is to be friends. i felt real good afterwards. Although I dont know how matt took it, he's not the type to talk to much. He's a listener, but i guess he listened to us, an that was cool enough for me! ^ ^
~A Call to Arms
Well, as i sat all happy an better from the talk, a little evil energy triggered my spidey sense! The powers of evil awakened again. I heard a challenge, an I took it head on! Thats right, its warhammer time.
Damn Dark Elves disrupting our Maiden Mud Wrestling >_< so I prince Tyrion grabbed my Daemon Sword, saddled up on Malahandir, an gathered my troops.
how dare they disrupt this great event of elven sexual rituals!!
They must pay I thought!! Our armies met on the battle feild, I noticed the enemies weakness like a mentally retarted child trying to play DDR, it wasnt pretty! I unloaded volley after volley of bolt thrower bolts into his cold on knights... death reigned on the battle feild! My silverhelms galloped across the feild bringing death to the dark elf commoners, while I led my unit brilliantly across the feild. When all at once, the unit of Silverhelms infront of us, got scarred stiff an took off for home! BASTARDS I CRIED!! What foul tretchery, Id surely lob off their heads when i got home to my maidens. And while I thought evil thoughts of the sexy maidens, the damn Battle Standard bearer/General told us to sit still an prepare for a charge! WTF !!! why in gods name did Finubar appoint the Battle Standard Bearer as the general? I am surely 10x more qualified!
Am I not? Ah shit here i am thinkin about goverment issues when i have the dark elf higborn hackin at my skull!!! OUCH , damn that sword hurt...ouch, he cut my arm....damn just a flesh wound im ok...
then I see our troops held firm an prooved to have a truely impenitrable defense!! Off they fled the dark elf cold one knights with the highborn screaming retreat! HAH, forward men, Ahem... elves!! Onward, an down we cut them from behind, like stabbing rats in momma's garage with a big stick!! It's fun, right matt? After the battle, I gathered up all the witch elf clothing, an took it home. But for what reason I won't say.
OK, its just my high elf women, i dunno they just dont show enough. So all the ladies in my heirum will now be wearing some *HOLY WITCH ELF THONGS AN BRAS!!! hehehehe I am evil, I am violent, I am....damn I sound like a dark elf!! hehehee either way I won, I crushed, I killed I massacred you james. It was fun though, hope ya had fun.
~Blue Gender 3
well after the game, we watched blue gender 3. I really love this series. Its got great characters an a kick ass story line. I love how everytime someone touches the main females body in someway shape or form theres always a massacre. And everyone dies. But in this dvd, there wasnt hardly any death...just a couple goats, an a bunch of rebels from the military.
I thought the show is moving in a different way, but i still enjoyed it an thought it was good.
~Jennifer
After everyone left I called my girlfriend. I told her about the events today, an we talked some. Through good times an bad times she's a great friend to have an its good to know when you go to bed, that someone loves you very very much. Argiato Jennifer, Daiskii Baby!! Gambatte tomorrow!!
~Tonight
guess I'll watch Betterman tonight, an edit a little, im going to edit my video big time tomorrow. that depends on what time james comes over. But anyway, I feel the need to watch some anime.
A great morning, a boring mid-day, a eventful night,
A better understanding, thanks james...thanks matt.
Oyasumi Minna
Ja~ne
~Steven ^_-
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A Wasted Day?
2002-06-18 02:31:11
wow, I woke up today at 1:30PM....ugh, what shit....
see I have to go to work at 5pm, an its not fun cause I have like no time to anything now except get ready.....crap another wasted day I thought.
take my shower, get ready for work early...good job Steven!!
~Lacey the Big Scarry Monster!! ^ ^
Damn what a funny story, I take my dog out to do her royal duty, an she was so excited...I guess she really had to shit real bad!
- Sorry I got up so late lacey :( -
But anyway, I noticed she started eating at her leash. I went over to see what was the matter, an then the leash ripped in half an POOF off she ran like she was on crack or something. I followed her into my neighbor's barn,
shit I thought, I hope he doesnt shoot me :(
::thinks of south park episodes:: YIKES
I saw my freakin dog chasing after F*in cows tails. I knew right there my dog had to be half retarted!! Damn lacey, your baka!
These cows were HUGE...big moo moo's like my little cousin says.
I wasnt really worried till I saw her trying to get a little calf's tail, I saw what seemed like the mother cow get up an chase my dog away, an my dog is freakin dumb, an tried to get the momma cows tail instead. I guess this is fun for her? So I knew it was time to become "Steve Irwin"
that guys crazy, but man I love 'em! So I guess I had to do something crazy like him, I ran over to get my dog...
An damn that cow chased me all around the feild. I was fine till I slipped in some cow shit!
YUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK >_< there goes my work clothes!! >_<
So I just got up an jolted across the feild an picked up my dog an took off...I think adreniline kicked in or something, cause man I was fast!!
And for a moment I had some strength!! Sweet I thought, hehehehehe ^_^
Bad doggie Bad doggie >_< got me shit stained, from head to toe, I smelled an my mom made me take a mini shower outside....water was soooooooooooooooooooooooooo cold....
::Looks at clock::
FUCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCK
2:45pm, nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
how can i get ready for work now? need to clean my clothes, AHEM BURN THEM I MEAN >_< lol
but my boots were nasty, my socks stunk, everything seemed like it was trash. .....
Time goes by....
4:30, I just decide not to go to work, work was pissed, an didnt believe my story, well FINE, don't believe me, but it did happen!
Needless to say... I got a new start at my evening!
~Ebay
AHHH I LOVE EBAY, NOOOOO I HATE IT....
but no matter what you say...its freakin addictive!!
I found so much stuff on there, I got my girlfriend, a very very nice Sakura Taisen Custom Cosplay Kimono, an it even comes with the obi, an red osaba. And it looks just like the real thing, not gay an shiny, but freakin awesome! I'm really impressed at the companies work on that outfit!
I Looked an looked an looked...nobody makes any guy cosplay costumes, its always female characters stuff, i found countless card captor sakura dresses, some utena crap, an mostly rayearth, an fushigi yugi skirts an stuff. C'mon men, don't you make cosplay costumes? anyways.....
Lets see, got a couple high elf things for warhammer, some dragon princes...a general, an a couple great eagles.
After that, I realized I was spending Otakons money...shit i thought, so I got off ebay, but I was very happy! Jennifer will look soooo Kaawaii ^_^
~Editing
hmmm, Id love to tell you what I worked on today, but i really didnt do any work on a vid...all i did was capture from my dreamcast.
I'm capturing footage from Sakura Taisen 3 -Is Paris Burning?
It's like the best game in the world. Its about 6 times better than Final Fantasy X in RPG standards. It has the graphics, the characters, an the action... also has dating, more character development, an the best thing is getting attached to a girl, then messing up an saying another girl is cute an sweet...then totally pissing off the girl that loves you,
Gomen Nasai, Erica-sama :(
lol, but anyway I finsihed capturing now, just need my idea, an I need some privacy...Toney go away, lol, guess he won't leave. I really feel ackward when I'm trying to edit when someone else is in the room...
I get paranoid, ::oh man, if I put this here, will it look gay? he might have a better idea, I shouldn't do anything or he'll laugh...ugh the horror it is to be weakminded::
~Chaos
I got a chaos warhammer poster from gamesworkshop today.
HOLY SHIT, its a nice poster, its HUGE, an has all the new models of chaos for the summer!! VERY NICE I LOVE THEM ALL!!
So detailed, an very realistic. Good job guys, keep it up! ^ ^
Now only to get toney's chaos force to take on my high elves...
won't ever happen, that i Know.
~Sakura Taisen Katsudo-shashin (sakura wars the movie)
watched it again twice, sooooooooooooo freakin good, damn i love this movie!! Id even put it above the Ah! My Goddess movie, an from me thats major! And thats saying something! I do miss Erica, an Glycine...where did you go????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????????
Lucky?
all day i had bad luck, well just the cow thing. I was helping toney look for his wallet when i found an old pair of my pants under my bed. And believe it or not, i found over 200$ in it!! FUCKIN SWEET!! ^____________^
I was so estatic that I was skipping through my house, an whistling like a virgin would after he had sex with a lady!! So cool, so nice, so MINE ^ ^
~Soda run
with all that money I was sure I would have enough to get a tuxedo tomorrow for my brother's wedding. Alright, things are going my way.
I later stocked up on soda at 7-11 an won 2 free sodas, damn im on fire tonight! So I just went home, an prepared to edit.
~Red Rocket
AHHHHH toney's in my room. Damn!
so I just went to play with my doggie, remember lacey the big scarry monster wanna-bee, I was calling her IGGY all day, if you've ever seen JoJo's Bizarre Adventure then you know what I'm talkng about! But my friend toney showed me this trick....
::rub:: ::rub:: ::rub::
man look at her kick that legg...it was so fun that i learned how to do it, I thought back to that south park episode where they all jacked off the dogg's! RED ROCKET RED ROCKET!! lol go laecy go....
lacey has no big long redish/purple thing. So its safe to do it since she's a female! Good doggie, red rocket red rocket lol, I have too much time on my hands! But I had a blast, an I know she did too...feels good huh lace? WOOF XD lol,
Well toney is gone now, so off I go to editing land, but I'm sure it will be a nightmare, like always! ?_?
So all in all, today wasn't such a wasted day like I originally thought.
anyway, g'night minna
Ja~ne
~Steven ^_-
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