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What to do....What to do...
2002-07-02 09:54:52
hmmm, another missed day updating my journal.
oh, well ya didnt miss much.
Video Editing- nah none from me. Dc10+ wont play some of my files properly, so i was kinda turned off from it for awhile.
So I decided to hang out with toney an play some warhammer. Toney was too busy playing Way of the Samurai that he didnt want to play, geeze nobody ever plays except once per day. Oh well, I just decided to paint my savage orc hero, well try an touch up on what matt didnt an wouldnt finish. Well I think the savage orc hero is going pretty well.
I'll try an finish him today.
Work was terrible. Everybody hates me now that I put in my notice, they treat me like shit, an make me do all the work...man if i wasnt so desperate for money then id just walk out. But guess thats a bad idea.
On the plus side, I got a package from my girlfriend Jennifer.
Inside was so much food an extra goodies. Got some brownies, an cookies, an some really awesome pictures from the wedding. Jenni, your so kawaii!!
Plus I got some really cool tapes of her too. VERY NICE!!!
Dc10+ really isnt working for me. So im going back to ripped dvds. UGH NOOOOOO its going to take forever to actually have clips. Oh well, not like im going to have a video done anyway. Im watching Saint Tail again, an I like it even more everytime i watch it. Its cool seeing Spike Speigals voice on Meimi's father. Its so awesome. Cute n' all.
well, on a funny note. It seems my girlfriends mom is trying to get her other daughter to get hooked up with one of my best friends James. It was kinda a joke at first, but It seems its getting serious now....(sorry Nine, I love Tony n all, but just had to note it here cause its funny.)
sorry to put you on the spot James, but I kinda think Ceria is soooo funny. Hey Ceria, Im a nice, good lookin, treat your daughter right kinda guy. I make Jenn happy, how come you never talk good about me??? ?_?
lol, oh well... guess im not a nice guy like james. <_<
C'mon anime, i have lots of anime series comming in the mail. I'm just never here when they deliver it.
Otakon jar....mmmm im up to 2 jars full now. I think i have about 60$ in it, yes admissions an food for the weekend covered.
Jenn can only come down for saturday an sunday. But its still great news!!
So now jenni, are you going as Erica Fontaine in Kittie Suit, or SaintTail?
well...im kinda bored here now, so i think i'll finish my savage orc now.
Later minna, jenni...I hope work goes well, and fast...ttyl call me later, k. arigato.
Ja~ne
~Steven ^_- -
Where do I start?
2002-06-29 22:54:01
geeze its been like forever since i updated my journal!
I've spent the last week with friends.
Spent a couple days with toney, yes I love -Way of the Samurai- on PS2 its fun as hell!!! I also love cheating when i play ^ ^ hehehe
infinate health rocks ^_^
toney has a love interest...wow im stunned...toney.....yep i did say toney!
seems he's interested in a girl by the name of Erin, i saw her at the wedding, she was the Maid of Honor. Pretty cute, but defintely not my type.
I like, cute + petite + loves anime = Jennifer ^_-
but on with my life....
Played warhammer with matt an James,
Doom Divers rock, yep they are fun... lil goblins that just wanna get shot into the air by a huge sling shot then pretend they are an airplane, then, pick there target an then.....................................SPLAT hehehe good way to die KAMIKAZEEEEEEE
the lil goblins love the thrill an responsibilty of being a doom diver that they were getting into squabbles, fist fights, an the worst of all, name calling!
Bob the lil goblin that could- ::looks at george an says::
"your momma was a SNOTLING"
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
"your dead meat you lil git"
lol, what fun i can have with my lil orcs an goblins.
Well I masacered jame's empire army hehehe, like them fanatics dont ya?
How bout that last doomdiver shot huh? Got that lil fire bitch!! That aught to teach him to fling fire at me!!
Played matt, whats up with Clinton? First the million 13's after another, then he must of been in-need of some head or something, cause he didnt want any part of the battle....lucky for me, i didnt want to face his shit!
I still had some bad luck, but so did he...an with my major powerhouses advancing forwards, i knew they'd get the job done with clinton gone, i had no worries. I won, but i have to thank Clinton for his failure!!
I think i might get rid of my feeble gobbos...i dont know
trying to get ideas for my new vid, but just cant get anything going....
c'mon, need some BRAIN COFFEE
lets see....
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HAPPY ANNIVERSARY JENNIFER,
wow its already been a year!! awesome
thanks jenni, your the best, thanks for every lil thing.
You've changed my life in more ways than i can count. I love you.
Arigato, I promise I'll see you in September, hopefully I'll have enough money saved up to stay either with Tony or with myself. Though it would be very very hard by myself. Sigh, NY is crazy!!!
I cant get you off my mind.
You'd think with all this love around i could make you a great Love video or something, but man.....WHERES THE AMV VIAGRA???????????? I NEED SOME BADLY, give me that 24 hour shit, i think i know how matts pumping them out so quick. YOU ALWAYS KEEP ALL THE GOOD SECRETS TO YOURSELF!!!! AHHHHHHHHH
Watched Labyrinth of Flames with my friends, I had owned it for about 2 months an LOVED IT, but never let thme see its awesomeness, but hey guess we can watch it lol, yeah it was awesome, it was funny, an it of course struck instant AMV ideas....cept, none of them were from me....sigh
I worked 11 hours today AHHHHHH sooooo tired, but man i feel good, like i actually did something good, an didnt waste the day. Kinda weird comming from me, I put in my 2 weeks at work, hopefully I can get that job i want.
I had enough of shit from work, but i guess its time to move on.
Watched Saint Tail 2nd dvd, very cool loved it. Animation blows, but very cool story, and oh so so cutesy!!! hehehe I know shes going in my new video.
Got Sakura Taisen 2nd OAV today, I just watched the first episode, an man its cool. Really weird seeing the story in another point of view. But i really liked Maria's episode, very russian, very cool! Lots of gun fights, an they were very suspenceful. How can Sakura deflect those Chaingun bullets? Man she could rip Kenshin apart!!! This journal has no direction, but just a quick update on the past few days....
well I'll write better later, for now im going back to watching anime.
Have fun everyone, need my blue dew fix at 7-11, so im off. Jennifer if your reading this, then give me a call k, arigato.
Ja~ne
Steven ^_-
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-Starting A*new!!-
2002-06-24 13:10:29
Last night James came over an worked on my computer. He formatted my computer an got rid of WIN XP!!! YaY, its gone ::smiles::
I got windows 98 put back on an were working on getting all the drivers installed for all my stuff. Only thing really that i dont have in, is my sound blaster live driver, meaning.......
MUTE SOUND, like none at all............
:(
well soon i'll have it back hehehe,
I got up early, took lacey out, thought about Jennifer...and took a shower.
I ate some pizza for breakfast, mmmmm thats my kinda breakfast.
Things are getting harder an harder...being apart from someone you love soooo much. It was always hard, but it seems like everytime when ever something goes perfect, then it always hurts more afterwards.....
guess its just that i cant see her everyday....
::sigh::
i gots to get my butt in NY so i can be with my love, hehehehe
DAISKII JENNI~SAMA ^ ^
well, im alive an moving this morning, which is strange. Usually i sleep till 2pm, an then work from 5-10pm. So looks like my day won't be wasted.
I installed Aol 7.0 on the computer since i lost it from formatting it.
(I know AOL SUCKS DICK!! >_<, but since i work at Toys R US, I get AOL for 7$ an you cant beat that, well i dont think you can anyway.)
Im just online, updating my journal, an downloading drivers....
I hope i can get working on a AMV soon. Now that Dc10+ is on a computer where Adobe Premiere will work perfectly I can get some work done. (Hopefully) ^ ^
Jenni, i think you need to keep your mind off things. Maybe a new hobby would be nice? I'll send up Final Fantasy X again, along with some new PS2 games, and some new anime.
Hopefully they can keep you occupied for awhile.
Maybe they will help?
You should practice singing so you can sing at Otakon ok, I know you really want to. We'll all cheer you on.
So why not practice a song....EVEN IF IT IS SCARLET!! :(
See jenni has this thing where when she's sad she listens to "Scarlet" the Ayashi No Ceres opening. And once she hears that song its like Niagra Falls of crying!!! Its sooooo sad, I say....Don't listen!
But, she doesnt listen.
I think sometimes she enjoys drowning in her own tears.
But she always feels 100 times better afterwards, so I guess she knows what shes doing...ne babe?
So jenni, what will you do today?.........I wonder?
Cheer up though ok, try an smile today k ^ ^ cause stevie loves ya ^_-
Oh yeah, on another note yesterday my Invincible High Army wasnt so Invincible. :(
Yup, I lost against Matt(slander80) an Clinton's Rats(skaven army)
the battle was a really good one. At first I was getting crushed, then things went my way....but at the end my Invincible unit came crashing down. Yeah he found my achiles heel. But really it was my own fault for loosing the battle, for two rounds I forgot to move my elven prince into battle, an having him sitting there doing nothing was what really killed me. But its over, I'll learn from my mistakes....
either way a good battle, lost by 745 points, a solid loss....
ugh defeat is in the air...an it smells like rat shit!! >_<
Well take care minna, time to get ready for work.
Ja~ne
~Steven ^_- -
-So much to say- So little time :(
2002-06-23 12:08:13
The wedding is offiially over, it was really great. Kinda odd seing my brother in a wedding though. But im happy for him, an I know he will be.
Congradulations Alan and Clair, have fun on your honey moon hehehehe ^_-
wow, so much happened over the past two days i havent gotten to update my journal, if you wanna know what happened at the wedding an after, then just read Teknoboy's last journal entry he did a good job summing it up.
Id just like to say thanks to certain people for makin my day so good.
James(TeknoBoy)
Arigato, thanks so much.....
you not only made my day better by having fun with me an jenn, but you really made jennifer's day as well(PLUS HER DADS)
she loved being around at least one of my friends, it makes her feel like shes on of my boys, an that she could fit in, when she moves down here. She thought you were one of the nicest people she had ever met. An making my baby smile alot, an really being understanding with her problem made her soooooo happy....she was also sooo greatful that you said youd pick her up for otakon if we were outta luck...so thanks for being understanable, nice, an a good friend. really made things go smoother through the day.
AND THANKS FOR HAVING HER DAD LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH, MAN SHE CALLED ME LAST NIGHT AN ALL I HEARD HER DAD TALK ABOUT WAS YOU....LOL ITS CRAZY MAN, but its good he likes you. Thanks again.
Jennifer
wow, words cant describe how beautiful you looked yesterday. words cant descrbe hardly anything about what happened yesterday either so thats why i didnt write it. I just want to thank you, again an again for comming down to the wedding, an for being sooo brave for meeting everyone, an for being sooooooo damn cute, an happy all day!! Never say you hate yourself an you want to die, your the most beautiful girl i have ever seen, an you put to shame some of the anime girls that i worship. So pretty, so graceful, so cute. I love you!!! It felt great to be in your arms again, really great. The dances were unbelieveable(slow ones anyway)
i dont know theres too much to get into, just know this babe.
Seeing you again when you came out of the bathroom was like heaven, you have never been so beautiful than when i first saw you come out of the bathroom. You are the best thing in the world, an I really, really love you sooooo much. Your truely a gift from god! ^_-
I miss you....
I love you....
i need you....
Otakons right around the corner, lets hope you can go! ^_-
Thanks again james an jenn!! :)
Ja~ne
~Steven ^_- -
Hey, what could be better?
2002-06-21 01:43:16
Driver your passion....or so I thought, damn I thought id pass my driving test today, I could feel the Ex-Driver Action comming on.
Well I could feel it, an think of it, an dream of it....but getting it, that is another story.
~MVA
I'll sum it up for ya,
-practice driving, -good job parappa you can go on to the next stage now!!
-get there, time to take test. HALT!!!!!!!!!
instructor says
"got learners permit?" ::nods head:: yep i do
"good" he says,
"got social security card?" ::nods head:: yep i do
"good" he says again,
"got drivers ed permit?"
::10,000 raveging women rip my body apart, in my head::
ummm...I reply,
no sir, see when i took the test before (which you failed me >_<)
I gave them my drivers ed permit, an so you guys have it.
he replies! in a very very happy voice!!
"sorry, not in our records, well were open to 4:15 if you can find it"
WHAT THE FUCK?????
I argued an asked how thats possible, but i guess the MVA is really fucked up more so than I ever thought. To make matters worse, he then tells me I dont even have records of ever taking a drivers test!!!! WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!
That bastard, he's the one that failed me. I guess i'll never get my license! Im 19 for godsake! its about time wouldn't ya think.
(colorblindness holds me back, well add a lil bit of fear for driving too)
GOD HATES MEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! nooooooooooooooooo, I guess a lil bit of jesus, an god might brigthen up lady luck for me huh...maybe not
So that totally sucked, work was dead.....booooooring, nothing to do,
on the funny side, three strippers came in to our store, i swear they had like no clothes on, an a lil kid said to his daddy, "look daddie those girls look like the girls on tv that you watch" an his wife smacked the father, I thought that was hilarious, an I surely needed some laughter after the horrible nightmare known as the MVA. BLAHHHHHHHH
~Jenni, oh sweet Jenni ^ ^ (sweet 16, an looks like Erica Fontaine) ^_-
Well I got home, an my girlfriend called me, ahhhhhh what a sweet angelic voice she has....its so kawaii ^_^
She told me how she got a makeover, an she thought she was sooooo pretty, wow... hearing my girlfriend say that is like one of the best things in the world!! Cause she has a bad past were people made fun of her an now she has a scar in her mind. An no matter how skinny she gets, or no matter how pretty she gets, she still hates herself....so i have to be mr sensitive like 95% of the time, an thats hard to do....very hard! But it was so great to hear her say that, really brightened my day! Then she brought even better news on me, she's comming up one day early........meaning TOMORROW !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ahhhhhh god, im not ready, house needs cleaned, ahhhh so much to do before lil jenni gets here!!!!!
But wow, thats so awesome!!! I cant wait to see her cute lil face, ahhh so kawaii!!! Hehehehe, I think we'll go out tomorrow night for some good seafood!!! mmmmmm num nums, sounds good huh.... jenni has never had seafood so that ought to be interesting!! ha, i think she wants to see Milo an Stitch too, so maybe we'll catch the movie. But she doesnt like to watch movies thought, she's crazy!! hehehe but in a good way,
right baby?
lol, anyway...I just think its a great gift for this lil soul that god has foresaken him with a curse on video editing!! GOD LOVES MEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!
yeahhhh, who ever said god keeps his promises should be given some money, cause i asked god for some Jenni, an he gives me her, an a night alone!
ARGiATOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO JESUS-SENSEI!!!!!!!
ok, i'll quit talking about god, i know everyone's going to get weird on me now....so i'll stop.
Clean, Clean, Clean, Clean.
~CD JAPAN
So I checked my order status of my sakura taisen movie from cd japan, an looks like its at dulles airport, meanig tomorrow i get it YAY!!!!!!!!!!
that means, need to edit, help me anyone, james i need you to become a big monster an kill xp, an put on win 98. I need your help if im to ever make another AMV k, well guess I better get some sleep, I have a huge day ahead of me.
A nightmare at the MVA- $1.13 (gas money)
A shitty boring day at work- $52 (how much i made tonight)
A date with Jennifer without her parents....or mine.....PRICELESS!!!!!!!!!
-AnD wHaT cOuld Be BeTtEr ThAn ThAt?-
Oyasumi Minna,
Argiato Deus Sensei ^_^
Ja~ne
~Steven ^_-
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