JOURNAL: ForeverSakura (Steven Englebrecht)

  • Death, Death, more death,.... and comming back to live WAY TOO MANY TIMES >_< 2002-07-12 02:49:09 Hellsing-

    Today i skiped work to watch all of hellsing with my buddies.
    WoW, what a kick ass show, everything from the soundtrack to the artwork, even the death scenes had my jaw hanging. Its definently one of the best shows i've seen. Only thing i have to say bad about it, was the comming back to life by Alucard. I HATE INVINCIBLE characters, and this guy will never die, even if Shin Getter Robo used his Planet size Getter Tamahawk on him. Its really sad, an i think its really stupid, an a waste to watch when you know the outcome of every battle. baka baka baka >_<
    ok ok ok, maybe im going a little too hard on him, he kicked ass, but there is a point of how much damage you can take before you die. Yes even if your a vampire, you should still be able to die. Alexander kicks ass, nuff said. Glad to see him alive with his arms at the end ^ ^

    Jennifer-

    Good luck fighting your disease, I know its tough...but i promise you if you keep trying you can beat it. I will be with you every step of the way.
    Dont worry about what your mind says, listen to me an what I say.
    Listen to your heart, an the little girl inside you that wants to be normal. you can do it, you just need to love yourself.
    I miss you, I love you. ^_-


    Warhammer-

    Lets see, its been a while on the ole warhammer update so heres how the battles occured this week.
    Me(High Elves)- Minor victory over Matt(Dwarves) 2,000 points
    matt(Skaven)- Massacre over Me(Slaanesh Daemons) 1,000 points

    well Im not sure what im going to do tonight, i guess i'll sleep an James, Matt, an I will watch all of Now an Then Here an There tomorrow. I hope we can watch all of it, I really wanna see it ^ ^ but i also want to play warhammer an paint up my savage orc shaman too. So im not sure what I'll do? Anyway, Oyasumi Minna, g'night.

    zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

    Ja~ne
    ~Steven ^_- 
  • Finished At Last!!! 2002-07-08 22:53:56 Today I finished my high elf lord (prince Steven)
    he's the highlight of my day.
    He turned out completely an utterly awesome.
    I've never been happier with something i've ever done than him.
    He is the shit!! he's not ugly like shit, no hes freakin GORGEOUS.
    Now how well he preforms on the battlefeild is a mysterious.
    Tomorrow he will be facing either Dwarves or Vampire Counts so it will be scarry. Hope I can outsmart Matt. <_<
    Dont know how i'll face those dwarves. ?_?

    Work sucked, thanks matt, for the ride an the other thing ^_-
    it really helps, sorry i freakin left HellSing at Toys r Us, BAKA BAKA BAKA
    ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh baka me...I'll go it before you get home.

    Lets see, toney decided to be a big ass tonight, an he really pissed me off >_< like i've never been so pissed in my life >_< AHHHHH
    i was so mad at work after i talked with toney. That i actually told a customer to fuck off!! OOOOOOPSY, what the hell was i thining???
    Im going to hear it from the manager, probably get fired. But since my last day is saturday anyway...it doesnt really matter.

    Jennifer,
    I saw some more pictures of the wedding from my dad's digital camera.
    They are so adoreable. the pics of you an I are amazing. My dad even picked a pic of me an you as his favorite pic of the wedding an framed it.
    Awesome huh, I'll make doubles ASAP, send em, an make ya love me even more hehehe. Today i didnt get to send out your stuff, sigh...oh well
    james promised me tomorrow. So we'll do that tomorrow. k, daiskii ^ ^


    Editing,
    ugh....not much to say, i edited for about an hour...got bored an painted.
    Still love my middle in the vid. But other than that, it stinks more than the watermelon in my basement (remember that watermeleon guys?)
    Maybe tonight I'll have a good run on it. I hope so. I need to get pumpin.

    Yes, im still kinda ticked off... but i guess i'll cool down eventually.
    Nothing to cool in my day, just the awesomest high elf model i ever saw.
    And best thing is, I painted it!! YaY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Prince Steven rules!!!!!!

    Happy downloading, have fun fooling around tonight minna!!

    Ja~ne
    ~Steven ^_-  
  • A Penny Saved Is A Penny Earned!! 2002-07-08 01:48:29
    -Money, Starland, and the Otakon Jar.

    I can say that im not a complete moron with money now....finally!!
    I went into Starland video games, (anime import shop)
    an I walked out without spending a dime. YaY!! Jenni are you proud?
    I've never done that before, I've been going there for about 2 years now, everytime i go..i blow easily 60-80$ an thats on a crappy nothing in stock day! And, since Otakon is in 3 weeks, I need to save money!!!!!
    (matt says OTAKON JAR....OTAKON JAR, ahhhh matt go away...arent you asleep, its 1:09am?)

    -Aladdin an Genie.........Death is in the air.

    Had a dream, and i dont know why so dont ask why i did, k'
    It was about my girlfriend and I, an my girlfriend wanted three wishes. So Aladdin appeared, an rubbed his lamp. Out came Genie, an granted my gf 3 wishes. The first wish was eternal beauty, an Youth. The second was a baby, and the third was a perfect body. Well i guess i play the stupid one in my dream cause later i find out all three wishes came true.
    Jennifer was an had eternal beauty an youth.
    Jennifer was preganant at the time...(funny i dont recall getting her pregnant in the past two weeks?) its odd, i dont like this genie guy.
    but the third wish Genie did not grant cause she already had the perfect body. ^_- Genie I agree with ya on that one.
    So when everything comes to a close...Genie just gave her some make up for her first wish. later I find out he was sleeping with my gf, an HE GOT HER PREGNANT!!! >_< GENIE YOUR GONNA DIE >_< , an then if things couldnt get worse...Aladdin thought Jennifer was Princess Jasmine an tried to get her to come home with him. Well I didnt like that, an me an aladdin duked it out. Well im not the toughest guy, or the strongest...but you should have saw the way he bleed when i kicked him with my steal toe'd boots...
    that'll teach ya to call me a riff rat, you lil gay disney faggot, that never got any from his wife!!!! hahahaha, I woke up soon after i beat up aladdin, but hopefully if i have a dream tonight i will hunt down genie an slaughter him. ^_^ death is in the air, an its so so lovely!

    -Editing,
    not much done...watched video a couple times. I still like it i just think im running out of clips an i'll run out too soon. AHHHH no its going so well too. But i think i'll just watch it a few more times, then sleep on the problems an maybe have a brainstorm while i sleep? who knows?

    -Fudruckers,
    got me some Peppered Lemon Shrimp, they were really good, just i didnt get that many...but what i got was great! Plus for desert i got a HUGE, FREAKIN HUGE I TELL YOU, cookie / brownie hot fudge sunday. I tell you this thing was huge!!! It will definently make me love my bathroom tomorrow!! ^ ^ the food kicked ass, an i made about 2$ an 13 cents from matt for the deal of all the change in his pocket for one shrimp, so man i made out HAHAHAHA matt, i ripped you off :P


    -Squigs,
    Damn everyone painted there squigs...except me, mine was taking to long, an with justin on his way i didnt want to get to a point where i had to stop an hate it. Well hate the sguig i mean. SO i'll finish him, just in a couple days...

    -Dragon Prince (Prince Steven)
    wow, WOW, WoW, WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOW
    he's so kick ass so far, DAMN CAVE SQUIG WHY DO YOU SUCK WHILE THE PRINCE IS GORGEOUS?
    well when everyone left, while i talked to my girlfriend i painted some more of my prince. I painted the detail on his back banner, his sheild, an his huge sword. its a big sword, its IMRIKS old sword. (Stole it from toneys old high elf dragon lord) hehehe sneaky git Steven huh, ^ ^
    but anyway i have the armor an the cloth...an the hardest of all the face...an thats it, i finished the helmet an it kicks ass, so i think the armor will rock too!! I think i will even impress my friends on this one. At least I'll look good in my armor even if his face sucks. Well im taking my time an not rushing, so far taking my time has paid off. So wooo hoo on my part. Tomorrow i think i will finish it. (hopefully, but if not...oh well ne?)


    -Jennifer,
    LOL, that discussion with my mom was awesome...did you know she thinks your breasts are fake? LOL thats hilarious!! Well lil miss cutie it seems that now your costume has finally been decided. Yes indeed folks,
    my lovely lady will be going to otakon as.....
    Erica Fontaine (neko costume) so kawaii ^ ^ meeeow, hehehe
    I'll be escorting you around as Oogami-san in his favorite dating suit hehehe an its going to be perfect.
    I love you honey ^ ^
    19 more days...atleast i think.
    Oh yeah, James an I will pack up everything tomorrow an send it out.
    DDR for you , nine, an nataly ^ ^ plus some editing things as well.

    Well im tired, just thought i get an accurate updated journal for once...
    anyways,
    Oyasumi Minna,

    Ja~ne
    ~Steven ^_-
     
  • DBZ, DBZ, DBZ an more DBZ, yet more DBZ ....finally I get some HENTAI!! Paradise at-last 2002-07-07 01:16:13 wise man once told me-

    Steve,
    "You go to the store, an are looking for that special uncut hentai you deserve (an need).
    When you get there all there is, is DBZ >_<
    DBZ DBZ DBZ >_< ahhhhhh baka baka baka
    you search an search an search an search...DBZ DBZ DBZ ::tosses DBZ aside::
    Till after days an weeks an hours of searching you finally get to the bottom of all the shit(DBZ) ^ ^
    And the light shines brightly in your eyes, its ... its that damn hentai you were looking for.
    It fills the body with power, passion, an confidence....yes once again YOU CAN EDIT!!!!"

    sorry DBZ lovers, this is what wiseman said not me. ^_- (arigato TeknoBoy)

    Yes, ya see the moral of the story is, that no matter what shit i have recieved from my pcs, an no matter how impossible it was to edit...that it was still possible, just needed to find that special moment. And yes finally i found it. THANK GOD.....ahhhhhhhhhhhh feels so good to render something, i had forgotten how that felt. An happy dances, geeze im miss them :;sniffle:: i got em back... YaY~

    New video, is to my favorite video game of all time,
    ~Sakura Taisen 3-Is Paris Buring?
    song is naturally a catchy song
    ~Anniversary-Para Para Paradise (for you jenni-sama)

    Its a love/dance/happy video, centered directly on ichiro an erica.
    Its really hard to grasp what i want with the footage i have, but i am using my footage in useful ways, an its turning out great!! I love it, had some big probs with quality but i fixed everything except the still images which cant be fixed. But i need those for the whole love essence...its the only way to show off erica an ichiro's love.
    Hopefully i can finish this vid an finally have a new vid under my new studio name... ahhhh that would be nice.

    Warhammer,
    Snotlings suck, Pump Wagons Kick ASS ^_____________^ I lost with my snots.
    Ugh, TeknoBoy put the hurting on my lil gits :( oh well, theres always next time ^ ^

    Dragon Prince Lord (Prince Steven ^_-)
    Painted the horse tonight, well finished it. ( an his base )
    Whew jesus christ im stiff, my arms an back hurt...but wow, hes awesome!!
    I love em, ewwww so cute an clean. Yup hes pretty. ^ ^ just need to finish the guy, that will be tough. The base is pretty cool, it looks really dark elfish but its still cool looking. I'll finish him up hopefully by friday jenni! hopefully, ^ ^

    Squig Hopper,
    im going to paint my squig hopper tonight, hopefully he will win at the races tomorrow!! C'mon bud im gonna make you shine. hehehe you better win for me lil buddy. ^ ^

    Editing,
    well everything is going well...i fixed the clips quality so i should be able to work on it for a good bit now. Just wish i could have the stills in better quality...but im happy i fixed what i did. So i hope to work real hard on it tonight...
    sings,
    Lets dedicate to love, this magic moment.... see's erica dancing, ahhh yes!
    she is pretty....ahhhh erica,

    Jennifer,
    Erica, saint tail, or DOA extreme volley ball girls in bikinis? ^_-
    maybe just a nice tea dress would work too...? at least coment on them ok.
    I love you baby, hehehe you'll beat Tekken Tag tounament some day...at least i hope so. lol,

    4th of July,
    Worked, ate, watched beetles an moths do kamikaze to the torches out back, that was hilarious... OBI TRICE lol, death.....sizzle, die moths die!!! >_<
    happy belated 4th minna.

    Jobs,
    well got a new job, now could have a job as a assistant manager at a video game store? how'd i pull that off? well, the job doesnt pay as much as i would at the other job, but i think the benefits would be really good.
    so who knows, all i know is my last day at Toys R Us is next Saturday.

    Well...time to go paint, edit, an sleep...

    Love ya Jenni ^ ^
    Oyasumi Minna,

    Ja~ne
    ~Steven ^_-  
  • Hopes N' Dreams....Fading Away.... 2002-07-03 11:51:50 wow, I never thought id get to pull another all nighter with editing.
    But guess what, I wish I could have!! :(
    You see this time I've learned that its getting ridiculous the way things just happen. First it's this, then that, then.... if i get almost there something else happens. Its just not fair >_<
    Last night I was confident i'd get something done.
    I captured till 3 am, 3 hours worth...kinda good i guess, then I started to edit.
    Since I haven't really edited in about 6 months now, its freakin hard as shit now. I get into adobe an go ummmm......well ......hmmmmmm
    what next, or hmmmmm maybe this......
    an i sit an watch an think. The more i watch the worse it gets. I messed around with adobe for about 20 minutes last night till the best thing in the world happened.
    "AN ERROR HAS ACCURED" "ADOBE NEEDS TO SHUT DOWN"
    well sweet i thought, i get to take a break.
    So i grabbed a soda, came back....
    5 minutes into it,
    "AN ERROR HAS ACCURED" "ADOBE NEEDS TO SHUT DOWN"
    i was like, ok....you get one more try!
    reboot, click adobe....yada yada
    3 minutes into it.....
    Moniter goes black, FUCKING CHRIST!!!!!!
    Song corrupts, then I get it again.
    "AN ERROR HAS ACCURED" "ADOBE NEEDS TO SHUT DOWN"
    welp, thats it folks. That was the last straw for lil ol' me.
    No more shit, Adobe, Im removing you.... BLAHHHHHH
    Dc10+, go to hell!! BLAHHHHHH
    and well thats about it last night. I went to bed all pissed to, thanks adobe. >_<

    Warhammer, Savage Orcs vs. Plauge Skaven
    YaY!!!!!!!!
    wow, how can i put this simply.....
    2 evenly matched armies, 2 equally matched lords(except your godsword)
    everything equal...i had the upper hand in the magic phase an thats what won me the battle....
    as for the magic that let me fight 2 extra rounds of combat....
    well. lets just say i was giving the skaven some much needed cheese!!!!
    hahahaha, Timmy the lil champion that could.
    How can he take down your lord, when Hercules can't?
    guess Timmy's getting all the women tonight!!

    Savage Orc Warboss,
    Well he's finished, finally... after 6 hours...
    not the best, but he's the first guy I imagined in my head an made him look how i saw it. GO ME ^_-
    I love him, I think I went alittle crazy on the tattoos, but more tattoos means better ward save ne? All an All I was very pleased something went my way. just wished editing could go my way.
    (think though, maybe im going to add a snotling hanging off of the warboss's huge double handed axe, I think that would be funny!)

    Jenni's tapes.
    JESUS CHRIST GIRL, what the heck were you thinking. WOW!!!!
    I enjoyed them ALOT, and who wouldn't!!
    but it just makes me wonder why I'm still living here in MD, and not in NY with you....sigh, the price it pays to be poor....
    Keep up the good work sweetheart, you are beyond perfect my dear ^_-

    Otakon,
    EXCITING!!!!!!!!! so so eagerly awaiting it...not only too see my gf, but i get to meet Kanna, an Maria, an Iris's voice actress!!! SWEEEEEEEEET!!
    I havent decided who im going as, just depends on the lady in my life.
    So jenni, is it
    ^_- Kaitou Saint Tail - Asuka Jr.^ ^
    or
    ^ ^ Erica Fontaine(neko costume) - Ichiro Oogami(dating suit)^_-
    well, its up to you, I was thinking of going as the nun from saint tail too, yes im a boy but who cares...besides id be the cutest nun you ever saw!!!(j/k) hahaha,
    23 days, counting down.

    new project High Elf Prince Steven ^ ^,
    yeah, something to do...
    im going to make a high elf prince for jenni's army
    he will be the dragon prince champion model, an i will convert his sword, an base.
    He will stand out alot, but i finally figured out how to use the tools in my stepfathers room. I bought the model today, an already clued him together an converted the sword an backbanner. He looks very nice so far, just the painting will be hard. He will be the same colors as the high elfs on the dragon prince box, just cause i want him to stand out. An jennis favorite color is blue. the base will be from the black coach base i got with it. Im just going to add some high elf or dark elf dragon standard tops as like lil statues or something. I can see it clearly, but how will it look? we'll its my new project, so i hope she turns out good.
    (i mean he, or me)

    C'mon sakura taisen tv series when are you getting here? Damn mailman, needs me to sign a paper, well she pulls in my driveway beeps the horn once, then immediatly leaves, an i never catch her. BITCH, wait a mintute this time. GEEZE, im going to catch her today, I think i'll bake in the sun, sipping some coca cola aout of a straw till she comes. HA, thats the life huh, ...............yeah right. the poor mans life. ^ ^

    well, time to hear from my baby...since i cant edit or get the chance to anymore, I take what lil energy or power i have of editing, an i give it to anyone who reads this journal...may your next video be flawless, an perfect in your own eyes. Take it, Love it, Share it, but DONT GIVE IT BACK I DONT WANT IT!!!!

    Ja~ne Minna,
    ~Steven ^_-
     
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