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Hallelujah! la miserable! I wanna show you how low & low
2002-10-06 01:59:24
I got my hide: Ugly Pink Machine (PSYENCE A GO GO in Tokyo) concert today, and I am stunned to say in the least. Man, can this guy perform!!! He's so freakin' crazy when he performs his solo work. When he performed with X-Japan at the Dahlia Tour Final he seemed a little bored most of the time, and kinda unenthused.
When I turned on this concert my opinions about him live made a complete 180! He comes out to perform his awesome hard industrial song 'Pose', and the stage literally exploded. This pink haired guitar player did everything from stealing security guards' hats, having one of his band memebers dress in drag and make-out with him, throwing his keyboardist off the stage in a wheelchair, making the security people chug alchohol, chucking and breaking equipment, watering down the audience with a fire hose, jacking-off himself with a fog machine, to spitting at the screen.
Even though hide is gone from our world physically, he remains spiritually.
I could go on and on about how much I love hide, but no one besides September (my girlfriend) would understand. Yes, I do believe it is possible for someone to love another even if they have never met.
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I just wanna have no place to go
2002-10-03 23:10:52
Music: "embryo" Dir En Grey
Okay, today was interesting...sorta. For the past few days I've kept on waking up suddenly at about 4 AM, then I just sorta daze. I don't ever remember closing my eyes, so I think I've been sleeping with my eyes open. I suddenly wake back up at 6:30 AM (the time I usually wake up to go to school). I wake up and then I go to the shower, which I'm in too much of a daze to limit my time in there. The only reason I ever come out is because my sister knocks loudly on the door telling me to get my ass out of there or else she'll be late.
Anyway, I'm a DJ on the campus radio station at my school. So far I've been playing nothing but Boards of Canada and Aphex Twin...and the like. I've gotten a few complaints by some close-minded individuals, but I tell them to fuck off. If they don't like what I'm playing they shouldn't listen.
I'm gonna try and expand my playlist though. I wanna get some JRock (specifically hide and X-Japan) music up on the radio, but every song played on the radio has to go through a committee (basically just a group of students; I'm in it) and due all the laziness and racial bigotry in the United States, they may not have a chance. But I won't give up; I owe it to hide to have his music made public around the world, regardless of what others think. It's just something...that must be done.
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When I go forwards, you go backwards, and somewhere we will meet
2002-09-13 21:55:58
School is really cutting into my drawing and editing time. I hate going to school, even though I do pretty well in it. All I learn is useless garbage which has no prevalence in my future. I hate that all of my possibilites are being restrained. KIDS' POTENTIALS SHOULD NEVER BE LIMITED!
I wish I could just drop out.
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Well, back to studying.
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"Don't call it a dream or a fantasy. Nobody knows my soul burned as fire"
2002-08-27 17:05:37
I've just went on a shopping spree of JRock CDs. Here are the titles I bought:
X-Japan Complete (all 5 CDs in a nifty boxedset)
Yoshiki Presents: Eternal Melody
hide: Tribute Spirits
Pierrot- Finale
Dir En Grey- Kisou
I've listed to all of them and man...is it possible to have an orgasm when listening to music this good!?
As some of you may know I've been under a JRock obsession since late March and it hasn't been dieing out in the least. I have kind of an obsessive personality, and if something catches my interest I'll usually become obsessed with it for a long period of time (like the anime movie Jin-Roh, which I still obsessivly talk about)
I have fuckin so much good music right now!
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'Time after time you try to find yourself...'
2002-08-26 05:52:53
X-Japan. Why do they rock so hard!? Today I was listening to Dahlia and everytime there's that slow violin solo towards the end I crank up the volume so high that the house nearly collapses.
I hear Yoshiki in his delicate voice "Destiny....Alive...Hell...Love..Innocense... (further down the spoken diolauge) Destroy...AFTERMATH!"
The synths then spin everything out of control and then for a second everything drops silent. All of the sudden Toshi comes in with his aggressive yet soothing voice with "Time After Time You Cry In Reality!"
The bands goes into full force. This is X! Yoshiki's faster than human drumming, Pata and hide's perfect guitar work, Heath's flowing bass, and Toshi's passionate vocals all just collide into, what I believe, is the most perfect rock song in all existance.
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