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Take you, any way you want
2002-12-05 19:39:00
Music: hide "Genkai Haretsu"
Mood: Fueled
Here you go, the ultimate profile:
The Usual
-- Name: Jordan Peters
-- Birthdate: Jan 6th, 1987
-- Birthplace: Seattle, WA
-- Current Location: Brier, WA (I wish I was in Japan)
-- Eye Color: A light hazel
-- Hair Color: Dark brown overall, but slightly lighter towards the front.
-- Righty or Lefty: Lefty
-- Zodiac Sign: Capricorn
-- Innie or Outtie: Outtie
Describe
-- Your heritage: Scandanavian, English, Italian, and Korean
-- The shoes you wore today: My easy slip-ons
-- Your hair: About eye level, very fine, and usually very soft.
-- Your eyes: light hazel. Pretty much the same as my hair.
-- Your weakness: my fears, dreams, and my loved ones
-- Your fears: being alone, being abandoned, spiders, many other things.
-- Your perfect pizza: I don't really like Pizza (Yes, I am crazy)
-- One thing you'd like to achieve: My dreams
What is
-- Your most overused phrase on MSN: "oh my..."
-- Your thoughts first waking up: "no..I want to go back..."
-- The first feature you notice in the opposite sex: eyes
-- Your best physical feature: hair and lips, but I don't think I have any great ones.
-- Your bedtime: between 1 and 5 am usually
-- Your greatest fear: Being alone.
-- Your greatest accomplishment: I want to be a famous artist!
-- Your most missed memory: Many of them.
You prefer
-- Pepsi or coke: coke
-- McDonald's or Burger King: ick...I hate them both
-- Single or group dates: Which ever is more comfortible.
-- Adidas or nike: Adidas...tee hee. hide.
-- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Nestea
-- Chocolate or vanilla: Used to be Chocolate, but now vanilla
-- Cappuccino or coffee: Frappuciano!
-- Boxers or briefs: thong ^_~
Do you
-- Smoke: Once before, but I hated it.
-- Cuss: It's fun
-- Sing well: Hell no, but I'd love to very much.
-- Take a shower everyday: once a day
-- Have a crush(es): Yup, of course!
-- who are they: (besides September) hide, Yoshiki, Toshiya (Dir En Grey), Kaoru (Dir En Grey), Gackt, Aiji (Pierrot), and newly Klaha (Malice Mizer). As weird as it is, they're all guys ^_^
-- Do you think you've been in love: Of course!
-- Want to go to college: Oh yeah!
-- Like high school: Nope, but it's better than Middle School
-- Want to get married: definately
-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: yes
-- Believe in yourself: sometimes, but not usually
-- Get motion sickness: At times
-- Think you're attractive: *gags* Shit no! Well, I guess a little bit ^_^
-- Think you're a health freak: yeah
-- Get along with your parents: sometimes
-- Like thunderstorms: I love them.
-- Play an instrument: Guitar sorta. *Seattle rocker dude*
In the past month, did/have you
-- Drank alcohol: no
-- Smoke(d): no
-- Done a drug: Only over the counter ones. I hardly have those any way. I hate drugs.
-- Have Sex: Only in dreams...with little sneaky sluts like hide ^_^;;
-- Made Out: Yup!
-- date: Hai!
-- Go to the mall?: Not as often as usual, thanks to taking away the arcade! >_<
-- Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No, don't really like Oreos
-- Eaten sushi: YUM...
-- Been on stage: No
-- Been dumped: No.
-- Gone skating: No
-- Made homemade cookies: Haha, yeah right!
-- Been in love: Yes, for about 8 months now ^_^ *blush*
-- Gone skinny dipping: Too shy...and who the hell would want to see my body!?
-- Dyed your hair: No, but I WANT TO!
-- Stolen anything: When I was a child and didn't know better.
Have you ever
-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: Not yet
-- Been trashed or extremely intoxicated: Yes. A little too much.
-- Been caught "doing something": er...depends on what you mean...
-- Been called a tease: I have been told my exsistance was kinky.
-- Gotten beaten up: Emotionaly
-- Shoplifted: Wanted to but think it's wrong.
-- If so, did you get caught: no, because I didn't do it, HA!
-- Changed who you were to fit in: Tried but failed, then hated myself for it.
The future
-- Age you hope to be married: Not sure.
-- Numbers and Names of Children: One or two. I don't know of names at the moment.
-- Descibe your Dream Wedding: In Japan, maybe even the Japanese way.
-- How do you want to die: Jumping off a tall building or slitting my wrists to let everything drain out.
-- Where you want to go to college: Some really nice art school
-- What do you want to be when you grow up: A fucking awesome artist!
-- What country would you most like to visit: Japan
Opposite sex (this should be fun...)
-- Best eye color? Deep and dark colors...
-- Best hair color? Red or black (mis red and black and you've got hide, yum.)
-- Short or long hair?: Long.
-- Best height: between 5'8'' and 6'1'' but short people are cool ^_^
-- Best weight: I don't know, just not sickingly huge
-- Best articles of clothing: Rock starish, cross dressing, leather. sexy...
-- Best first date location: concert
-- Best first kiss location: In eahc others arms tightly.
Number of
-- Number of drugs taken illegally: none
-- Number of people I could trust with my life: 4 or 5 I think.
-- Number of CDs that I own: Whew, that's a tuffy! Too many, but not enough ^_^
-- Number of piercings: none, but I want one on my eyebrow
-- Number of tattoos: Wants: 3 to 4
-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: I think once or twice
-- Number of scars on my body: Atleast a couple
-- Number of things in my past that I regret: More then I will ever be able to count.
My Father thinks I am: smart and full of potential
My Mother thinks I am: talented, kind, clever and thoughtful
My sister(s) think I am: Strange but loveing.
My brother(s) thinks I am: none
My grandma thinks I am: Sweet
My Grandpa thinks I am: as strange as him
My Girlfriend thinks I am: a beautiful angel ^o^
My Best friend thinks I am: Strange but loving.
EGO...
-your three best qualities: (uh oh) My creativity, my artistic abilities, and my kind heart.
-three worst qualities: how I obsess about things, my skin, and my depressive nature.
-three things you are often complimented for: my looks, my drawing skillz, and my grades
-a compliment you got that made you blush: Being called sexy and
beautiful
-you get embarrassed when: Some one talks about me and especialy my body...
-makes you happy: My music, video editing, Karate, friends, dreams, rock stars, loved ones, September!!!!!!!!!
-upsets you: Myself, my past, my pain, my mistakes, ME.
Yes or NO...
+you keep a diary: 1, this one.
+you like to cook: No, I just pop stuff in the microwave
+you have a secret you have not shared with anyone: A few
+you fold your underwear: Yes
+you talk in your sleep: I cried in my sleep last night
+you set your watch a few minutes ahead: I used to
+you bite your fingernails: I peel them some times.
+you believe in love: Yes even though it sucks sometimes.
last...
x. movie you rented: Angel Sanctuary (LOL!)
x. movie you bought: Hellsing Vol.3 DVD (for my sister's Xmas present)
x. song you listened to: "In Motion" by hide
x. song that was stuck in your head: That Malice Mizer song they play, when they're all twirling around in the concert. LOVE THAT SONG!
x. song you've downloaded: A Pink Spider cover by Siam Shade
x. cd you bought: The Spirited Away soundtrack
x. cd you listened to: hide "Psychommunity"
x. person you've called: um...the person who's gonna host my videos (well, I left a message)
x. person that's called you: September *hugs her*
x. tv show you've watched: Simpsons
x. person you were thinking of: *coughcoughSepcoughcough*
do...
x. you wish you could live somewhere else: Yes, Japan.
x. you think about suicide: A little more then I should...way more..
x. you believe in online dating: Not really
x. others find you attractive: Yup, and I guess I'm starting to see why
x. you want more piercings: GOD YES!
x. you want more tattoos: GOD YES!
x. you drink: no
x. you do drugs: Fuck no.
x. you smoke : no
x. you like cleaning: yes.
x. you like roller coasters: wee~!
x. you write in cursive or print: print
x. you carry a donor card: no.
have you...
x. ever cried over a girl: yes
x. ever lied to someone: yes
x. ever been in a fist fight: Been tempted a little too many times...
x. ever been arrested: no thank god.
What...
x. shampoo do you use: Yellow stuff in a tube ^_^
x. perfume do you use: Calvin Klein *poses*
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2002-12-04 17:16:33
Music: Philip Glass "New World"
Mood: Inspired (yes...again!)
my favourite composer for the day is phillip glass. phillip is all about style, movement, and colour. his pieces flow like water, playing colours in the sparkling light that breaks through branches in a thick green canopy...
Man, I need to get the Naqoyqatsi soundtrack >_<
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2002-12-03 18:24:50
You know, it's kinda funny. I always wished my life was fucked up, I mean really fucked up so I could say "This is why I am the way I am. This is why I'm down all thetime". It'd be kind of like Requiem for a Dream, but without the New York accent and the arm amputation.
I started a lot of new songs with Pleazure Factory and hope to have enough to put on a CD by January. yay!
Erg...I had this other funny thing to say about girls but now i cant remember what it was! >_<
Zwan (Billy Corgan's new band) does have a real live single out! I heard it on the radio like four times today, and let me tell you, it sounds exactly like the smashing pumpkins, which is a good thing!
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I'm hearin' voices in the trees and seein footsteps in the rain
2002-12-03 18:14:48
Music: The Vines "1969"
Mood: http://www.crysania.com/file/images/direngrey/macabre_dvd-cap24.jpg
Grades are in for first trimester!!
Economics: A-
English Writing Grade 10: A
Individual Team Sports: A
Radio/Audio Engineering: A
Math Anal/Trig (honors): B+
Chemistry-Reactions & Reasons: A
Pretty good, if I say so myself ^_^ I checked my wallet this morning and I had $95 bucks in it! That's 30 bucks more than I remember! 0.0 How did that money get there? In any case, it's more money to use at Sakuracon (I'm starting to save up; should have atleast $300 by April if I don't spend too much.)
The Vines are so cool! But jeez, Craig...you need help. I read an interview in the latest Rolling Stone with The Vines. Damn, the media is soooo ignorant! >_< It's stupid that they're passing off Craig's eating problems as some effect of rock-stardom. Doesn't anyone read Vines articles?! Doesn't anyone notice that he doesn't eat like a normal human being?! It's obvious that he has an eating disorder. It's like he's screaming at the media to notice. Wonder if they ever will...
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When you gently offer your hand to me, I can't just accept it
2002-12-02 19:08:18
Music: Dir En Grey "Jessica"
Mood: Feels like a treasure king, on a rainy day ^_~
I'm gonna start this really awesome Perfect Blue video, using a song I hold dearly to, Lemoned I Scream by hide. This song is cheesy, weird, and just extremely poppy. At first I didn't like it, but after listening to his full album (Psyence), I realized that this song is meant to be cheesy, and while the lyrics (which are in English) absolutely make no sense, it still has that crazy hide-ness to it, after all he was a nut, and this song kinda brings that out, which may sound like a ball of cheese as well. According to hide, this song was meant to be a mockery of pop music as well as a mockery of how the lots of Japanese artists try to have English in their lyrics but fail to have it make any sense (basically *Engrish*).
lyrics:
One day, I was walkin' down the streets
Looking for anything, any surprise.
Feel like a treasure game on a rainy day.
Then it happened suddenly,
I saw, I saw
And there it was fallin' down under my feet
Then, you know, it had something spiney head,
And I was gonna touch it
Then I got a pain,
My fingers painted in blood, but I feel so fine.
Nobdoy could find out,
but I knew, I saw.
I don' care. If nobody can love it, oh yeah
Because Ah hahahaha
I've got a feelin' in my hand
It's a lemon lemon lemoned- I scream!
Oneday I was walkin' down the street,
Lookin' for the music, any surprise.
Then it happened suddenly,
I hear, I hear
I don't care.
Everybody so Hate it Hate it
Because Ah hahahaha
I've got a sweet poison cake, gonna be high
Take me higher higher
I've got a sweet creature song,
It's a lemon, lemon, lemon & I scream
I've got a sweet broken hearted machine
but I like it, like it.
Oh, what a sweet monster people,
It's a lemon, lemon, lemoned I scream!
Does that have anything to do with Perfect Blue? Nope. That's why I'm making this video *evil laugh* I want it to be an AMV that mocks AMVs.
Am I making any sense? I sure hope not ^_~
JOURNAL: BigshotSpike (Jordan Peters)
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